A/N: Song fic to I hate everything about you by Three Days Grace. I highly suggest if you've never heard the song before to listen to it. Lyrics are in the middle, Light's thoughts are italicized, and L's are underlined. Enjoy!
Every time we lie awake
Sleepless nights did invade us... After that... Kiss... It was strangely good feeling...
I sometimes watched you in your sleep, Raito. You looked so peaceful. I wished I could join you.
After every hit we take
We fought a lot didn't we? Mostly my fault though...
An eye for an eye.
Every feeling that I get
You make me feel things that the prettiest girls couldn't. For once I felt... Whole...
I was enveloped in feelings, not even being able to think clearly... Because of you.
But I haven't missed you yet
No. We put our feelings aside. We are enemies, and I won't miss you when your dead, L.
How can I even think of missing a mass murderer? It's not what L would do. It's not right...
Every roommate kept awake
We were the only two. All alone. Who wouldn't grow these feelings over time? Especially for someone like you.
I did keep you awake at times didn't I? I couldn't sleep because I had to watch for suspicious actions... that I would deny.
By every sigh and scream we make
I did scream a lot... Anger filled me because I knew that you and I... WE... we could never be together. Ever.
I grew accustomed to sighing. Annoyed energy had to leave my system because I wanted you so bad! But I couldn't have you.
All the feelings that I get
Those great feelings..! My heart skipping a beat when your lips touched mine...
It felt so good Light, just when your hand would simply touch mine.
But I still don't miss you yet
What the hell am I saying..?
Is it really me saying these words?
Only when I stop to think about it
I can't stop thinking!
How could I not think about it?
I hate everything about you
Yes! I hate you! Total and complete hate...
We are enemies, correct? Does that not symbolize hate?
Why do I love you
Fuck, what did you do to me?! How did you make Kira..?
I've never felt these feelings... And now they're so strong and only for you.
I hate everything about you
No! I hate you, right? I have to!
It hurts to say that even when it should be the truth.
Why do I love you
Why, L? Why do I love you?!
How did you do this, Light? ... Kira?
Every time we lie awake
You had to bring the laptop when I was trying to sleep... The image of your perfect hands over the keyboard kept me awake.
I would never be able to sleep with such a perfect person as you next to me...
After every hit we take
Those punches... I hope I didn't hurt you... I was confused.
Even an eye for an eye did not stop the regret I got when I kicked you.
Every feeling that I get
Every feeling... Damn these feelings! I can control everything but these feelings!
I feel so alien to these feelings. Something I've never felt... What did you do?
But I haven't missed you yet
Why? Why do I have to lie to myself when I say I won't miss you?!
I.. I WILL miss you when your in jail Light... I WILL.
Only when I stop to think about it
You have to stop! Your the only one who's forcing me to think so hard!
I can never stop thinking. No matter how frustrated I get I will always think of you.
I hate everything about you
The way you call me Kira! They way your so smart! The way you can change everything in the world but you refuse to!
The way you deceive people. The way you killed thousands. The way you think your worthy of changing the world.
Why do I love you
How..? How can this be?! No. I don't love you? Damn, why is it a question?!
Love? I've never truly understood that word... Ever...
I hate everything about you
The way you smile... The way you eat... The way you make me feel...
The way your eyes sparkle... The way you care... The way you kiss me...
Why do I love you
Because your my half... What makes me whole...
I finally understand the meaning of that word, and it hurts so much...
Only when I stop to think
Stop. Stop all thinking.
Being smart comes at a price.
About you, I know
You told me everything about you. I know it all, except your name, and I love every bit of you.
I understand you now... I want you now... I can never have you though...
Only when you stop to think
STOP! Stop this upsessive thinking!
Why? Why can't I rid these thoughts?!
About me, do you know
Do you know me? You know me better than I know myself...
I let you know... I trusted you.. I made a mistake in doing that but I still...
I hate everything about you
Your my enemy... I hate you... God damn it! I can tell when I'm lying!
Your evil. Everything that's against me... But I'm still drawn...
Why do I love you
I don't know why? I really don't know why I...
I don't know the answer and that makes it hard. I've never been clueless before.
You hate everything about me
You do... You have to..!
That's why we couldn't be.
Why do you love me
You said it to me but you were lying like you always do.
You told me but you had to be acting like you always do.
I hate
Yes. Yes!
Well, now I do.
You hate
No. Your too pure to hate anything... So damn pure.
You said you did. Kira hates. But I can't believe it, anymore...
I hate
Always have.
Yes, I do.
You love me
You can't say that! I'm going to kill you one day... I have to... Don't I?
Stop saying that, please?! It'll be that much harder to imprison you... If I throw my heart away to do it.
I hate everything about you
I've never notice how big a liar I am...
Maybe this is why I am mistaken for being naive...
Why do I love you
Why is the answer so hard to grasp? All I know, now, is the truth... I love you so fucking much, L!
I keep searching and find nothing! Nothing except the fact I love you more than anything in the world.
A/N: Wow... Emo moment! I just had to write that! I was listening to the song and I thought of L and Light immediately and just had to write this. :D Review and tell me what you think! Good? Bad? Need to light afire and burn in acid? Tell me! thankie you! :}