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So what did you do while I was gone, Keira?
I overheard... that, you know, things happened between you and Errol.
If I had known that, I don't know what I would have done. He did kill himself, even though it was all an accident. I had no part in that. I never wanted him to die, honestly. Even after all of the horrible things he did to me, I couldn't hate him. I knew there was a reason he became who he was. He was a madman, and just short from insanity. People aren't just born that way.
He did things to me, Keira. Horrible things.
I wanted so badly to tell you how horrible he was. When you hinted your feelings for him I was worried. I was scared and didn't want you to love him. He wasn't the same person to you that he was to me. You had no idea what horrible things he would do behind those fortress walls every day. You never saw who I'd seen.
Although I suppose outside the fortress walls, he's a pretty normal person, isn't he? Of course you wouldn't know why I was so worried about you. Maybe he's just another normal person to everyone else? I mean, we all have an angry little demon inside of us, right? Split personalities, a different way to act around certain people. We all lie a little when we're in love.
Keira. They injected dark eco into my body three times a week. Errol raped me every other day. Yes, you read that right. He would beat me to a bloody mess and then use my body for his own purposes. Yeah. I don't think the Baron knew, and if he did, I doubt he cared. As long as I was still alive for another treatment that week, it was all good.
Do you see now?
I didn't want that to be you. I'm so glad I never told him I knew you... he may have killed you. Just to see me break.
I may have been gone for two years, but I still care about you. Deeply. I want to make up for the two years we haven't been there for each other, and all the other shit I've put you through since we met again. You deserve so much more than I've given you, you know. You and Daxter mean the world to me.
I'll always be here for you, Keira. Even if you run off to be with a madman, I'll be here. I'll protect you. Just ask me, I'll try my best to comfort you. You deserve that much from me. You're like a sister to me... at least, I could never see you as anything less. You're wonderful.
I'm just so sorry I couldn't have been there for those two years.
I'm glad you're alive. I'm glad everyone is alright, now.
And I'm... really sorry. About Errol. I wish we could have helped him.
-Jak