It started simple. I was someone you would see and forget about. It was my way to stay hidden from humans. I never wanted to be who I was. I never wanted to be a shadow to the world. But I found that was the easiest way to exist. It was the beginning to my end. I have sinned and that was why they placed this burden on me. I am the Human who will place lies and illusions in your life. Obstacles. To see if you are worthy to be chosen for higher purposes.

I am the Angel of Lies.

"Welcome To your future."I scoffed at the sign as I walked into the school. High school.

How irrelevant to the human soul. The greatest test of someone's character lays in this place. You can choose to be whatever you want.A nerd, prep, Goth, cheerleader, jock, drug dealer, movie star, skater, tell yourself everyday that you had no choice becoming who you where; you where forced.

But I laugh every time. You have a choice. Because I make you and you can always choose to ignore me.I stop walking to examine the student body as they push through each other to get to whatever tedious class that needs little knowledge to pass.

The bell rings and I smile as I look down towards a crumpled up piece of paper.2317 students that I can easily corrupt and make them become unworthy, but today and for the rest of the year I will focus on one name.

Spencer Carlin.

Food…. It's so inviting… filled with so many flavors…. To bad if you eat it you will die a slow painful death that involves your stomach to be torn to pieces….. Only me? …. Great thing about being a half angel or whatever you want to call me at the moment is that food is not a necessity for this body to live. Which is great because I don't have to waste hours of my life eating but sucks when you smell something wonderful.

Blah.

but seriously some of these kids need to learn to eat. God. There's this jock who stuffed 3 hot dogs in his mouth at once….Ok… focus…

"Hi…. Your Ashley right? The new girl who transferred from Jacksonville High?" a curvy green eyed Latino in a cheerleading outfit like I just fell out of the sky.I got up out of my seat and smiled. "Sure am."

She smiled as her eyes grew a shade darker. Yup… she has already been corrupted…. Danm that would have been fun. "Well… because you're new I would like to invite you to sit at our table. You seem like one of us."

I shrug and floats your boat.

I follow her to their table and take a seat beside her. "I'm Madison by the way." She grinned and pointed toward a mixed girl with red tips. "That's Sherry." Sherry nodded and continued staring at a boy across the quad. "She's co captain." She looked back at me. "Do you cheer?"I could cheer…. How hard can it be?

"Used to."

"Great! We need a new member because Alice broke her arm." A curly red head girl's head shot up and stared at Madison. "But…."Madison raised her hand and then locked eyes with me. "Meet us after school right here and we can see what you got."

Fuck bell rings and I quickly dart away from Madison. I decided to skip 5th period and head to the library so I could use the internet and remember some lame routine found on YouTube or a cheerleader wasn't on my to do list but it might get me to find this 'Spencer Carlin'

And yes I just did air quotes to myself. Deal with it.I wave my hand and the computer flicks on.

Thank you supernatural powers.

By the time the bell rings I have learned how to do this sick routine.. Back flips… side flips…. Front flips….. Whatever flips I don't know there names!I make my way to their table and fake a smile as Madison waves over to me. Kill me now.

"Ok… let's head over to the gym. You can borrow some of my shorts today." I nod in agreement and we trot over to their 'home'The basketball team is running up and down the court…. Never really got the point of that sport.

Madison smiles at one of the players and then reverts to staring at me. "I'm going to put on some music and I want to see what you got."

I shrug. "Ok but I'm a little rusty." I'm about to make them fall over in amazement.

Madison puts on the music. Some up beat crap that I hope with all my heart someone will kill the bastard who made it.I start doing my routine and by the time it was over every single one of those bitches had their mouth open.

Danm no fainting. I lose.I smile and play dumb. "What?"

"You…" Madison starts. "That…" I notice that the whole gym is quiet. So I turn my head and look at the whole basketball team who where wide eyed. Some where nodding suggest fully at me.

Corruption. No no…. only one. Danm it! I could get them all in a week.

Madison composes herself. "That was ok." Queen B is going to get knocked off her pedestal, if I keep this up. "OK?!" some blonde boy comes up and puts his arm around me. "She was amazing!" he smiles down at me and I roll my eyes.

Do I have the words 'Easy access' stamped on my forehead or something. Please. To skinny for my liking blonde boy. The coach blows his whistle and the blonde boy smiles at me and walks away backwards nodding.

"So?" I ask.

"You are in." Madison mumbles walking away. Sherry smiles and walks over to me patting me on the back. "Don't worry. Madison rules our world and you're just a threat. She will cool over soon."

I shrug. "But tomorrow is practice. I'll see you there." The rest of the clones walk away and I find myself alone. Just how I like it. I make my way towards the bleachers and I sit down watching blonde boy school some very cute looking green eyed boy. Sad.

I see this girl scribbling in her note book to the left of me. Loner? Nah… to hot. Stalker of one of the boys? Too innocent looking She looks up at me and stares at me for a second.

Wow. Her blue yes are amazing. I shake my head and look down at my hands. Sister. Has to be. I look back up at her and Blue Eyes is still staring.

We sit like this for at least 5 minutes. I think Blue eyes is trying to figure me out or something. Its weird… creepy actually. I want to look away. I need to look away but I cant.

Blonde boy walks up to the girl and shakes his sweaty hair at her. She finally breaks eye contact with me. THANK YOU BLONDIE!

I don't think I have ever felt that vulnerable in my years of being a corruptor. Blondie looks up at me and slowly makes his way over. No!! he must have super human mind reading abilities for him to think about coming over here.

Fuck. Shoot me in the foot please. He stops in front of me and I notice the girl standing behind him

"Hi." He smiles.

"Hi." I say overly cheerful. Jeh I know…. lieing is a bitch but totally fun when you are toying with peoples emotions or egos.

"I'm Glen… and I already know you are Ashley." he smiles bashfully. "I was wondering if you wanted to go out sometime." My eyes widen. Ahhhhh fuck me.

"Sure." I grab his hand and pull out a pen and scribble down my phone number. "Call me sometimes." The girl stares at me and then he nods and they both walk away. I watch them head towards the door when I check him out one more time.

Jersey number 31. Last name Carlin.

"You seem distracted." I look over to glen who is staring at me thoughtfully. The blaring music that is vibrating off the walls in this club called 'Ego' is annoying me.

Your probably wondering what the hell happened right? I bolted. Seriously. I sprinted down the stairs and ran into the backyard and found Glen just then putting the grill down. He smiled and quickly grabbed my hand and we left. He brought me around town and showed me some really cool places to find some corrupt kids. I think I almost ran into one of my ex victims. He looked jacked up.

And now we are at Ego getting alcoholic beverages. I can drink water but alcohol gives me a tummy ache that makes me want to go on a war path. So I tend to stay away from it. "No. I'm just nervous around you." I shyly look away. Jeh I'm good.

He smiles sweetly. "Oh. Don't be." He finishes off his vodka shot and pulls me up. "Lets go Dance." I nod and he leads me towards the dance floor. He pulls me in his body and starts guiding me to grind on him. I chuckle lightly.

"I'll show you how to really dance." I whisper in his ear and pull away. The beat of the song becomes more intense in the bass. And I slowly listen to it.

One of subjects was a street dancer. I had to learn to do all these crazy moves to be accept into his crew. That was a fun 3 months. I start throwing my body around like you see in those dance movies and I could hear people cheering as placed my whole body on one hand and started twirling myself with the others.

I could hear Glen whistling in amazement, as the song ended everyone swarmed around me and patted me on the back. Ahh memories. Our Crew one first place in a dance off before I corrupted him enough so I can leave.

Glen grabbed my hand and pulls me out of the crowd and out the club door. "That was so amazing Ashley!" he pulled me into him and hugged me tightly. "Your amazing." He pulled away slightly and stared at me.

Fuck I think he is going to try…Yup he is leaning in. I quickly moved my head so his lips connected to my cheek. "Too soon." I whisper.

More like never fool.

He pulls away. "Sorry… I got caught up." He is turning a shade of pink.

Cute.

"No its ok. I just… I really like you and I don't want this to be another fling for you." His eyes widen. "You heard things."

I shrug. "I have my sources."

"Madison." He sneers. I laugh softly. "Yup."

He grabs one of my hands with both of his and holds it towards his chest. "It's not trust me. I really like you." God this is sick. Wrong. Disgusting.

"I like you too." He grins and pulls me into a hug again. "Lets get you home." I nod and we head to his car.

I told him to drive me to Lisa's house even though it was 12 at night. We pulled up her driveway and he smiled at me. He was really trying to be a non slut for me. danm. So guess what I did? I leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek before I opened the car door and entered the house and closed the door and leaned on it.

The lights flicked on and Lisa came down the stairs. Her brown hair was up in a ponytail and her blue eyes looked furious. "What the hell Ashley."

"I have a problem." I push myself away from the door and grab her hand and pull her towards the living room I throw myself down on the couch and sigh. "My assignment."

She lifts up my feet and sits down laying my legs into her lap."I met her today."

"and?" she starts rubbing my legs."She said something weird." I pause. "She said…. She could see me."

"In what way?" she stopped and stared at me as her eyes intensified.

"She kept on staring at me all day. I didn't make contact until later when I was seducing her brother. Get close to the family ya know? then we were alone she told me that she could see that I was being fake about everything. And said she could see me."

"Let me guess you didn't stick around to find out in what way?"

"Jeh… I freaked no one has ever said that. I'm the best at what I do."

"Well you cant make assumption until you talk to her."

"But what if she can really 'see' me?"

"Then there's something more going on. Humans cant see what we really are." She paused and scratched her head. "There must me something more. I'll ask around the other Angels. See if they have come up more that once."

I nod. "Thanks Lisa."

The next day at school it was the normal routine. Glen pretty much stuck to my hip between classes. It was cute that he really was trying to be a non skank but I cant breathe! I cant think with him around.

He had to go to the gym before lunch so I had a bottle of water as I entered the quad. no one was at the table yet but I didn't care I felt Spencer staring at me so I looked over. Aiden was sitting next to her staring at me too I sighed and made my way over to her. I sat across from her and opened my water.

They both kept on staring at me. I looked up and stared back…. More evilly than usual but seriously. I look over towards Aiden. "Hey can I talk to Spencer alone for a minute?" Aiden blinked and looked at Spencer. She nodded and he slowly got up and touched her shoulder lightly and left.

"I want you to explain to me what you meant yesterday." She looks up towards the sky for a moment then back at me. "Why should i?" she looked over towards my table. "Go back to them." She moves her gaze back to me. "You are not going to win."

Now I'm getting pissed. I want to Take out my fire sword and smite her! I clench my jaw and squint my eyes. "I don't need to win anything." She smirks and runs her fingers throw her blonde hair. "I see you. I know you." My whole body tenses.

"Tell me who I am then." Let her guess. She cant figure me out.

Glen walks up behind Spencer and smiles at me. "Hey." He fidgets with his backpack strap. I smile. "Hey."

"Walk you to your next class?"

"I can't. I have a doctor's appointment soon so I'm going to take off early." He looks disappointed and I get up and wrap my arms around him and kiss him on the cheek. "I'll come over later and we can watch a movie or something to make up for lost time."His face brightens. "That sounds good. 8ish?"

"Sure." I hug him again and he waves as he leaves. I whip the smile of my face and my eyes turn 2 shades darker as I sit back down and look at Spencer. "Lieing again." She laughs. "Became second nature didn't it?"

I don't I ever been this frustrated before."You don't know crap about me." my voice becomes a little high. Aiden comes and sits back down next to Spencer. I tear my eyes away from her and look at Aiden. I abruptly get up and walk off campus and into busy L.A.

Fuck this. Fuck her. Fuck Him. Fuck Me! I'm losing! I never have felt this before. I feel like I'm in a cage being gawked at by her. this is ridiculous. I'm going to have to step up my game. Fuck this school.

I put on a smile when I ring the doorbell. Glen rips it open and grins at me. He ushers me in and I see Mr. and Mrs. C. sitting on the couch watching TV. "We are going to be up in my room and watch a movie ok?" he sounds overly excited.

"Ok son." Mr. C. mumbles and continues watching tv. "Keep the door open!" Mrs. C. yells as Glen drags me upstairs.

He has the floor next to his bed covered in blankets and pillows. Awww…… that's cute. He smiles. "So what movie do you want to watch?"

"whatever you want." I sit down and prop myself up on the side of his bed. He pulls out pineapple express. "Ever seen this movie?"

"Nope but I heard It was good." I smiled and he popped it in and snuggled up next to me. This movie was funny shiz. It was like 11 when it was over and I looked at Glen and he looked at me. I need to talk to Spencer.

So I do something very rude. I wave my hand in his face and he falls over. Jeh…. I just used my Jedi mind trick and made him fall asleep. I'm good like that.

I quickly get up and walk over to Spencer's door and open the door without hesitation. She is sitting on her bed staring up at the ceiling listening to music. I close the door behind me and stare at her. She pushes herself up on her elbows, her face is unreadable.

"I don't like this." I pointed her and me. "You make me feel uncomfortable."

"I make you feel uncomfortable?" she shakes her head and gets up. "How do you think I feel?" she makes her way over to me until we are a foot apart. "why do I make you feel uncomfortable, I barely talk to you." Her face is flawless. Her blue eyes. god.

She steps closer and cups my cheek. "An Angel has come to test me." my eyes widen. She leans in closer until our faces were centimeters apart. "I don't need to be tested, because I have already sinned."

And then she kisses me. This blonde chick is kissing me and I'm kissing her back! What the hell right? But her lips are so soft and warm.

I cant help myself. I have never done this before. I have never gotten intimate with a assignment. I'm so going to get punished for this. My hands shakily snake around her waist and I pull her in pressing her body against mine.

I need to stop. Fuck. I need to stop.

I pull her legs around my waist and I carry her towards her bed and gently place her down and I get on top of her. Our kiss becomes more violent as her hands explore my body. My heart is going incredibly fast. I break away from her as oxygen becomes an issue and I stare into her eyes. I break away from her as oxygen becomes an issue and I stare into her eyes.

"What just happened?"

I quickly get off her. extremely confused. I kissed a girl….. and I liked it….. the taste of her cherry chap stick. Ok sorry I'm so focused now. Back to my confusion. What the crap? My breathing is so unstable I think I'm going to pass out. She stares at me and moves her head to the side and raises her eyebrow.

"This….." I lost all words. She gets up and pushes me up against the wall and leaves trial of kisses down my neck. Feels sooo good…..

I blink a few times and push her off of me. "Wait…I don't understand anything!" I hold her an arm length away. She smiles and pushes my arms away and slowly traces my jaw line. "You're an Angel of Lies. You have come to test me. They gave you a piece of paper and now its you job to make sure I don't go to heaven."

I shake my head. That's not what I do. I don't danm them to hell. They are just more susceptible to go to hell doesn't mean they will. When I leave they can turn their whole life around.

I put obstacles in the way so they can over come them and make life worth living in the end. She smiles and kisses me softly and pulls back. "I know what you do but I'm special. They want you to corrupt me so much that I won't go to heaven."

"How do you know so much?" I'm shaking now. I never had a human know so much. "I just do." she sighs.

"I can't take that…." I look away. "I can't leave until I'm done." She smirks. "Who said I wanted you to leave?" I shake my head. "Spencer…."

Next thing I know her window is bursting open and Lisa is flying in with a sword out. She uses her abilities and throws Spencer across the room making her hit the opposite wall. My head is screaming to do something but I stand there stunned.

"Ashley come on!" Lisa holds out her hand. Spencer gets up and rubs her shoulder. "Lisa the Angel of Destruction."

"Ashley, Come right now!" Lisa yells. Spencer inches towards me but Lisa raises her sword to her. "Stay the fuck back." Spencer kept on walking towards me until she was able to reach for my hand. I pressed myself into the wall so confused that I felt actually human.

Lisa grabs my hand and pulls me away from her grasp. She pushes me out the window and I land on my feet. Lisa jumps after me and three other angels are there.

Greg the Angel of Truth

Simon the Angel of Darkness

Caroline the Angel of Light.

My face turns white. I haven't seen them in years…. Since I was first made like this. "What's going on?!" I breathe out as Simon wraps me in his muscular arms and takes off towards the sky.

I don't know how long we have been flying but we finally land near a private beach. There is a old shack sitting near us and he quickly leads me inside. The inside of the cabin is amazing compared to the outside. There's a full kitchen with a bed in the corner and a closed off bathroom to the side. Greg throws me on the couch that is positioned on the wall near the kitchen and starts pacing back and forth.

The door bursts open and Simon, Caroline and Lisa come in and start pacing with Greg. "We have to kill her." Lisa throws her hands up. "We can't. She will go to heaven!" Simon yells back and they both stop pacing.

"We need to think this threw. We can't just attack her and expect clear results." Caroline brushes her fingers threw her brown hair. "Ashley was given this assignment for a reason! She is the only one who can corrupt her." Greg's grey eyes turn darker

I totally hate him. Why? Because of course he is the Angel of Truth and I'm the angel of lies. Got to hate your counter part its only natural. "But she can't! She is compromised." Lisa moans. They all sigh at the same time.

I finally got the courage to speak up. "Why am I compromised?" They stare at me like I just said something utterly stupid and I should be smacked across the face. But seriously I'm clueless sure I kissed her… but sometimes I need a little action jah know?

Even if it's with a girl. which was way better than the guys I've been with. Lisa looks at Greg. "I don't understand."

"Join the club." I mutter.

Greg shakes his head. "We all forget parts of our human life or when we are in the world between heaven and earth…. She must have forgot about her." My eyes widen. I knew her before?

"Or she was made to forget." Caroline sapphire eyes darken. "Think about it." All there eyes widen as they start remember. "Fuck." Lisa moans.

"Still in the god danm dark." I yell and stand up and wave my hands in the air. "Some body better tell me what the hell is going on before I start cutting." Greg steps up. "Ashley you need to sit down."

"Make me douche bag." I get angrier and I push him so hard he fly's through the air and hits the wall. "I'm serious about the cutting!" I yell and pull a switch blade out. "I will fuck all of you up if you don't tell me right this god danm minute."

Caroline smirks. "You hang out with street kids too much." I roll my eyes. You can't hate Caroline. She makes your day brighter.

Greg gets up and rolls his eyes. "That wasn't necessary." Fuck you truth boy.

"Look Ashley." Lisa steps in front of me and rips the switch blade out of my hand. I counted to 10 in my head before I jerked to get away. "Stop." Lisa looks back at them for a minute and then back at me. "She was the Angel of Lies"

I think the room is spinning. Oh god I'm going to throw up. Don't show weakness Ashley! LIE! It's in your blood! "And?" I say calmly.

Caroline searched my face for any emotion. She can always tell when I'm lieing. Danm her. "She quit." I raise my eyebrow. "how the fuck can you quit?"

Seriously show me where to sign up bitches. I will ditch you all in a heart beat. "She fell from grace." Greg rolled his eyes at me. My whole face felt hot as it turned whiter.

I felt woozy again. Danm it! I sit down on the couch and look up at the others. "She started to feel more human than was necessary for us." Caroline closed her eyes. "She ripped her grace out and became human again." She locked eyes with me. "a true human. With actual feelings and she could…eat."

Caroline always told me about her human life when I was younger and how she loved to cook and try new things. It must have been hard to be not able to eat. I didn't even want to ask how you rip your grace out. It seems painful and unnecessary

"So why is it such a big deal if she goes to heaven or not?" I whisper. I'm becoming Delirious... I have to be. I'm so lost. Lost and Delirious!

"She fell from Grace Ashley…. She can't be trusted in Heaven. She could turn… being human again after experiencing being us can be hard to let go." Simon cracks his neck.

"I need a minute." I get up and casually stroll out the door. I think I would have found some explosive and blew up the house if I didn't leave. Ahh… calm down.

I make my way to the edge of the water. Ok. lets think this through. They aren't telling me something. They wouldn't have freaked out so bad if that was it. Spencer wouldn't have sexually attacked my with her sexy body if that was it.

She doesn't seem like the type that would invade your personal space without verbal conformation. I need to remember her…. I know they wont tell me. they want me to get the job done. And that's what I'm going to do.

I never ask questions about why I corrupt people. Its part of life. I accepted that in the beginning. Fucked up right? But if the higher beings think this person is a threat, I comply and do my job. Fuck me

I shake my head and walk back inside. They are all sitting on the couch staring at me as I walk in. I take a deep breath. "I will finish the job ok?" I stare at Greg. "No need to ruin your designer clothes on this one."

Bastard. "You think you can get the job done?" Lisa looks doubtful. Go Kill some daisies you jack ass.

I am awesome. Did that sound a little egotistical to you? Oh whatever I'll work on it later.

I am fucking tired as I walk into school. I stood up until 3 being lectured by the nerd herd about not becoming to close or personal with her now that she knows. Please bitches I've been corrupting people way longer than you.

I sit on the table pretending to get a sun tan waiting for my…. Boyfriend. Oh god someone cut out my tongue if I ever say that out loud.

"Hey." I hear Glen's over eager voice. I open one eye and smile. "Hey you."

He rubs his neck. "Sorry about falling asleep last night." Oh right… "It's no problem. You looked cute passed out on the floor."

He Chuckled and placed a kiss on my cheek. "So My parents where hoping you would come over to dinner tonight." He looked extremely nervous.

Crush him!! "I would love too." Jeh I suck. One day though! One day!

He grinned so widely, it kind of freaked me out. He is way to into me. crap. "Great! Do you want me to pick you up?"

"No it's cool. I'll just come over. 7ish?"

"Yup." He leans in and kisses me on the cheek again. Slobber, disgusting. "I have to go over to the gym and school Aiden in B ball. I'll catch up with you later." He waves and jogs out of the quad.

Now that that's taken care of, I stand up and find Spencer sitting underneath a tree reading a book. I casually stroll over to her and sit Indian style in front of her. Play it cool. You're the best. She cant win.

She peers over the book, her face is emotionless… again. Danm she must have been really good doing my job. "So." She stated. I seriously started to get nervous. Like my hands where sweating and my heart was beating faster.

"So." Silence. I think I kind of like it.

"Still here…." She placed the book down on her lap. "Still trying to win?" I Shake my head. "I don't need to win anything. You know how it is. I get a paper. Fuck with your life and leave. Simple." She sighs. "I don't think it's that simple."

"Why so."

"Because… this is the job they have been making you work towards. You replaced me so I know what they want from you. You are going to stay her until you corrupted me enough to go to hell."

"That's what I've been told to do." I say so emotionless it freaks me out.

"They really brainwashed you, from the Ashley I knew so long ago." Spencer shakes her head.

What the fuck is she getting at? I really badly want to take her to some secluded area and torture her until she tells me everything. But then I think I would start making out with her and doing other naughty things. God…. I feel like I've been living in the gutter for a while.

"What are you getting at?" Is it bad that I'm getting so frustrated I want to stab that kid that's walking passed us.

"Your so new to this game Ashley, your memories still haven't come back full force." She moved her book to her side and stood up. She held out her hand waiting for me to grab it. I feel like she is a lion and she is trying to make me (the lamb) follow her so she can kill me.

but of course being the dumb ass that I am. I take it and she lifts me up and pulls me away from school. We continued to walk for like 30 minutes in silence. Seriously. I might be a super human but walking is not my thing.

She abruptly stops me in front of a church. A fucking church. I don't do churches… Fucked up eh? She pulls me inside and closes the door. i feel weird in here… She grabs my hand again and drags me into a back room. Which looks like the priest living quarters but whatever.

She stops and turns to me. "Ashley…" her eyes grow a darker blue and she steps in my personal space. seriously i would like her to ask verbally for my conformation for this action.

"Why did you bring me here?" Her blue eyes are making me feel vulnerable. She finally steps back and points to a wall that contains pictures.

I look over and see…. Me.

I stumble backwards into the wall. "What… what games are you playing at huh?" I yell as I continue to stare at the picture. It was me before I died….. my family…. My dad…. My mom… my sister all standing outside this church.

Then I see it. the picture next to my families. Spencer and me laughing as we eat candy on the churches steps. This too was right before I died. My breathing hitches as I stare at this picture.

I get it now…..

"You where my Angel of Lies." I choke out as I look over to her to see tears streaming down her face. She was the reason…. She was the reason I am like this. I died because of her. she fucked me over!

Spencer continues to stare at me as tears are dripping down her face. "Ashley. I'm so sorry." My head is hurting. I can feel the pressure forming behind my eyes. I scream and run over to her and push her against the wall.

"Your sorry!" I keep on pushing her even though she cant go any further. "I tried to stop it… I tried so danm hard." She moans as she wraps her arms around me. I struggle but she doesn't let go.

"You need to remember everything Ashley. Even if it's just the last moments of your life. Please. Understand. I need you to understand." She is begging as I struggle against her. I'm finally able to push her off of me and I step a few feet away.

"Remember? Why do I need o remember anything. I died because of what you did." I'm crying now. All I want is to relive my final moments and stop myself. I know what my sin was. And I am lucky to have become what I am, instead of going to hell. But at the same time I wish I was in hell.

She sighs and wipes away her tears and moves closer but I step back. "They wanted to test you." She starts. I look at her and wipe my tears away. "Why?"

"We don't ask why Ashley… you know that. We do as we are commanded. But… you were different…. The pain… I feel pain engulfing my body. Wait! What the fuck? I cant feel pain. I….I… haven't felt this since I was…. Human. I clench my heart as I gasp falling on one knee. She quickly comes overt to me and sighs.

"You feel it…" she whispers pulling me onto her lap as she rubs my back soothingly. I cant believe I'm allowing her to touch me. She kisses my neck softly as my breathing starts to quicken from these….. emotions…

She makes her way up to my jaw and starts leaving butterfly kisses everywhere. "You need to feel this Ashley. I know you cherished being human more than anyone."

I couldn't help it. Her breath hit my face and it felt so good. So right. I place my arms around her neck and look to the side and she stared at me with her tense eyes. I turn my head slightly more and captured her lips with mine. It felt good as she kissed me so softly. It made me feel….. loved.

I sigh into her lips as I think about everything. I miss feeling emotions to the extent that humans feel. I miss feeling sad happy or excited. Angels feel these things but they are so dull its nothing compared to what they have.

She breaks apart from me and caresses my cheek. "Ashley…" she whispers. "I'm sorry." I sigh again. "I want to remember you. I need to remember you."

"They do it on purpose…. Making us forget our human life…. Especially since me. they need to make sure I never happen again." She whispers and lays a kiss on my neck before nuzzling into the side of it.

"But there is a way?" I whisper as I grab her hand and lace it with mine.

"yes." She whispers back, she squeezes my hand. "But It's dangerous." I push myself into her front. "Can't you just tell me?" She hesitates for a moment.

"I can but I want you to see it so you will never doubt me or be persuaded." I know she is human but she is the angel of lies still. But I trust her…. even though she killed me

"What do you remember about your death, Ashley?" What the fuck do I remember about my death? Really?

I remember my heart beating a mile per minute, I was staring at my sister…. her face was so distorted. So sad. So broken. I remember walking towards her, scared. Then she started backing up towards the edge of a bridge.

"Give me your body Ashley. Give me your soul like you did when you were human. I will take care of you again. Show you." She squeezed me and raises my hand and kisses it. I need to know… I have to know.

"I trust you." This is so wrong. I don't trust anyone. I don't trust Lisa, I barely trust my gynecologist. So why do I trust her? why does my body want her so much.

I am The Angel of Lies. The greatest liar in the world…. So am I lieing to myself when I say I trust her? is my instinct taking over, so I can corrupt her in the end? Would I?

Could I?

This stuff is getting to thick for my liking…. It's like when you bite down in a piece of chocolate and find out it's a discolored Carmel piece. And it sticks to the top of your mouth. Can't believe I just made this into a food analogy. Ironic.

She shifts and picks me up slightly and places me next to her. She gets up and pulls me up with her. Spencer pulls me into her tightly. Her smell, it's so familiar. So amazing. She guides me out of the room. She pauses near the alter. "Kneel."

I let go of her hand and get on my knees. She opens a cabinet and takes out a goblet filled with holy water. Please don't say she is going to spray holy water on me and start chanting incantation. Because seriously… I've seen Buffy the vampire slayer and that isn't cool in my book.

She kneel in front of me and cups my face as she holds the goblet. She kisses me softly and places the goblet down. She starts kissing me again more passionately and I moan as her tongue flicks on my bottom lip. I quickly grant her access as I feel her fingers mover to the rim of my shirt. I pull away and lift up my arms so she can take it off. she places it down beside us and I grab her neck and pull her back into me.

Oh yeh…. Getting hot and heavy in a church….. so sexy….. no….. that's really wrong kids.

Warning: do not attempt this at home.

She touches my chest with two fingers as I kiss her. and I'm noticing there wet…. A lot of perverted things run across my mind. I pull back to see her dip her fingers in the goblet and continue to trace some sort of symbol. I look at her. and she smiles weakly.

"Your not going to like what I have to do." she finishes it and wipes her hand on her jeans and cups my face. "Do you hate Greg as much as I did when I was an Angel?" I roll my eyes. "lets just say…. Yes."

Funny story… we met up once a long time ago and we decided to take a little trip to a local volcano. And I might have accidently pushed him in when he said something very rude…..

I'm sticking to that story.

"Then you are going to hate this." She kisses me again and stands up slowly. "You need to call him to us." What the hell…. What part of I hope one day I can kill him…. Doesn't she understand? Before I can protest she shakes her head and smiles. "He is the only way you will remember…."

Argh! If he screws with me I will throw him off the Hollywood sign. "Fine…" I mumble. I have never called him before but of course I know how. But I'm going to take my approach to this request.

I close my eyes and smile widely as I feel his presence a few towns over. Hey dick weed! I need to get your man whore midget ass over here now! I can feel him getting frustrated but he ignores me. Shit face! I'm serious, stop being a pussy and get over here or I'll find you and cut off your 1000 dollar hair! The Church doors bang open and he storms in and stops abruptly when he sees Spencer. "What the hell is going on? Didn't we warn you about getting to close to her?!

I look at Spencer to see at what else to do. she just smiles at Greg. "Come here Greg… I know you missed me." He rolls his eyes. "I'm calling Lisa."

"No!" I yell and stand up looking at him. "I need your help, that's it ok?" He hesitates. "You got 10 seconds."

Spencer steps forward until she is very close to him. I can see that he is becoming uncomfortable but he stays composed. "I need a drip of your blood." Greg face turns to panic and he pushes Spencer away hard. I jerk as she falls to the ground and I'm at her side instantly.

"Ow! You stupid bitch!" Greg yells. I look over at him and he is holding his arm. I look back down at Spencer and she holds up my switch blade. Is it bad that I am so turned on by the fact that I have a little thief next to me.

"Ashley… I need you to understand." I open my mouth but she presses the blood covered blade to my chest.

Have you ever burned yourself? Have you?! Cause that's what I'm feeling right now…. It feels like a fucking piece of wood that's on fire being placed on my chest. I started screaming as the pain intensifies. I See Spencer looking worried but she continues to press into my flesh. Greg is running over to us but the room starts spinning before he can reach me.

have i just made a huge mistake? My eyes turn black and I lose consciousness.

My head is throbbing… jesus fucking Christ man. whoever said passing out doesn't hurt is a fucking liar. My eyes flicker open as I try and get used to the light. I moan and sit up to see Greg kneeling next to me. "Ashley are you ok?" he wipes my hair out of my face as my head starts pounding again.

"I think so…" This isn't the church… seriously. I'm sitting in grass somewhere in the woods.

"Where the fuck are we?" He holds out his hand and he helps me up. I'm still a bit wobbly but he steadies me. "I flew you out of there. I have no idea what she did to you. But I thought it was best for me to get you away from her."

What the fuck did she do? I don't feel different. I don't remember anything. "We need to gather everyone. We need to talk about our next action." He grasps my arm tighter.

"No."

He looks at me with bewilderment. "Why not."

"You don't get it do you?" I pull away from him and stumble slightly but I catch myself. "I got this assignment! Not you. Not Lisa. Not Simon. ME!" I rub my neck.

He nods. "I know. but we can help you. Assist you in any way."

"You can help me by not telling anyone, ok?" I'm getting pretty cold with no shirt on. I'm pretty sure Greg can see my hardening nipples. Which is perfect….. Anyone want to throw me a shirt? I'll give you a pass if they hand me your name.

"God why do you have to be so stubborn?!" I'm about to defend myself when he rudely interrupts my stutter. "Seriously! This is bigger than you! And we all know it!" He starts stomping around like the little kid he is. Lieing time.

"Don't you think I know that?!" But I need to do this. I want revenge…" I look away from him and I can hear that he stopped prancing around like I just shoved a stick up his ass. "I need to do this myself ok?"

"Revenge is not a good thing Ashley…. but I will let you do this yourself." I look up at him. "For now."

Prick.

"Thank you master." I bow playfully and he smiles. He looks up and down my body and then does something so not like him.

He took off his black designer shirt and threw it too me. "You look cold." He smirks as I put it on. "Keep it in your pants." I smile back.

Douche is acting nice….. I don't like it. "OK Ashley…. I have to go. My own assignments." He turns to take off but pauses. "Call me if you need me ok?" I blink. He is such a freak I swear. "Okay." And then he takes off.

I roll my eyes and I take off too. I take my time getting back to LA. What the fuck do I do?!

Did she try and kill me? Did Greg get me away from her in time before she finished me off? I don't fucking understand anything. I'm about to go ballistic on people. Im going to go ballistic on you….. naw just joking…..

The sun is going down as I land near on my apartment balcony. I quickly walk in the sliding door and change clothes. I haven't forgot about glen… and this family crap.

I decide on a black halter top with a nice jean skirt. Sexy but not slutty. Just what I need to woo the parents. Blah. I open the sliding door and jump off. Is it bad that I was thinking of letting myself fall and hit the ground just to see if I can feel it like a human does again?

As I was getting closer to the pavement…. I realize that the feeling of falling seems familiar. like I did this before as a human. I shake my head and pull up and take off towards the Carlin's house.

I land a block away and walk over. It exactly seven when I ring the door bell. Glen answer and he looks so happy to see me. "Hey." He pulls me into a hug. "How are you?"

He releases me and I smile. "I'm doing good." He grins and takes my hand toward the living room. "Ashley!" Mrs. C. smiles as he walks out of the kitchen. "Glad you could make it."

I grin. "Thanks for inviting me."

"Well we had to get to know this girl that has Glen wrapped around her finger." She smiles happily and returns to the kitchen. "She's joking…" glen laughed nervously.

"It's ok… I know I got you wrapped around me." I purr touching his arm lightly. I think I will throw up later when I recall this moment. "Alright My favorite couple but dinner is served." Mrs. C. says from the dining room. I giggle and pull the shocked Glen towards the room. We sit next to each other.

"Where's Spencer?" Mr. C. Asks as he carries out lasagna. God I hate this. I want to taste it. thank god I brought a huge purse. "Spencer!" Glen yells.

"I'm coming!" she yells. Good I love her voice.

She scurries down stares and stops as we lock eyes. I can hear her breathing hitch as her face drains of color. Everyone is staring at her now as she stares at me. after a few moments she shakes it off and sits down opposite of me.

She continues to stare at me. this girl has great staring ability, it makes you feel all warm inside.

*Insert eye roll here.*

We do prayer and as everyone is 'praying' or whatever. Spencer stares at me and I stare back.

"amen." She mumbles with everyone else. I look down at my food and smile. "This looks great Mr. C."

He smiles. "So Ashley. Tell us something about yourself."

Time to act like the prefect Christian girl… I want you guys to pretend to be staring at me and holy music goes off in the background and a halo appears for a brief second. Hahaha.

"Well… I just moved here and Glen has been the perfect gentleman to me. I joined the cheerleading squad, I love to read about history, and I have a 4.0 GPA."

Mrs. C. perks up. "Really? What's your favorite book." I smile. "The bible of course."

Mrs. C. whole body bounces up and she is grinning like crazy. Oh yeh jackpot. Religious freak.

I grab Glens hand underneath the table and squeeze. He smiles at me. "You haven't touched your food yet." Mr. C. chimes in. Danm it.

"Oh." I look at the food. "Got excited while talking to Mrs. C." I smile and take my fork and take a piece of the steaming lasagna. Mr. C. is waiting. I look at Spencer and she blinks. "It's ok…. It taste great."

What is she getting at?! She knows I cant. I wish I had my switch blade right now so I could threaten her… I smile at Mr. C. and take the lasagna in my mouth. Oh My god! This is fantastic.

This is fantastic. I chew slowly and look at Spencer. She nods and I swallow. I wait a moment preparing myself for the aching. But nothing. My stomach actually rumbles for more.

I don't hesitate and I start eating. I cant believe this!!! I can eat! I can taste! I can enjoy.

Ever heard that saying. This is orgasmic? Well I think I just had a small orgasm while eating this food. Fuck. After I pretty much lick my plate clean I look up at Mr. C. "You are amazing! Please adopt me!"

He laughs and smiles. "You can come over any time to eat." I nod vigorously and finally look up at Spencer confused as fuck.

She just blinks emotionless. Danm her!

After dinner Glen helps his parents with the dishes, Spencer leaves to go up to her room and I'm pondering at what to do. Do I risk going up to her…. she could kill me….. or make me into her sex slave….. choices choices….

But I need to do this I need to finish the job. And I don't know how anymore…. Maybe I can get her to kill someone. I don't know! I shake my head and walk upstairs she is in the exact position than yesterday. Laying on her bed listen to music. Good music….. good for her.

She props herself up as I click the door shut. "So." She says casually.

"So." I need to act serious right now! Gawd, I really want to run over to her and make out with her until my lips go numb.

Must. stop. having. Sexual .thoughts.

How the fuck could I eat?!" the taste is still in my mouth…. "This body should be dying right now!"

She gets up off the bed but doesn't come over to me. "I made you see the truth, I made you susceptible to the past."

"So now I can taste and feel like a human." I blink.

She scratches her neck. "You are human…"