All Over You — Twilight Song Fic
Yeah he's a looker, but I really think its guts that matter most
I displayed them for you
Strung out about from coast to coast
I am easily make believe
Just dress me up n what you want me to be
I'll take back what I've been saying
For quite some time now
A quick break was all I needed after four long days of running. While I regained my energy, I thought of the reason that caused me to run away, Bella; Bella and the smug little blood sucker.
I hate when she was with that leech! And I hate it even more when she spends all her time with him. I put my face in my hands. Why couldn't she have chosen me?
I would have protected her just as well as he would have, better even.
I looked up my unfamiliar surroundings. It was his fault that I was so far from home; his fault that I couldn't be where Bella and I had spent so much time together, as much as it hurt.
I gotta feel you in my bones again
I'm all over you
I'm not over you
I wanna taste you one more time again
I'm all over you
I'm not over you
As much as I tried, I couldn't get over the fact that I would never see my Bella again. If I ever saw her again then well, she'd be officially his. Another blood sucking leech, that's exactly what this would needs more of. I would never get her to blush that charming scarlet color, or hold her warm body against mine. Worst of all, if I ever kissed her again then I would be kissing nothing more than a cold stone figure that used to be my Bella, the one I was friends with, the one I loved.
There was no way on earth that, the bloodsucker could love her more than I did; it just couldn't happen. She was my everything and anything. I loved her, and no matter what ever happened that could never change, even if I imprinted, Bella would be my first and true love. If she was the one I was meant for then… then I guess that's just typical Bella, always surprising me.
This life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when I just
Want you to love me back
Why can't you just love me back
Why can't you just love me back
(Why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back
(Why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back
(Why can't you, why can't you)
If she loved me then, why did she go back to that leech? I new she loved me before she herself knew it. I never knew that love was so…complicated. I'm torn should I go home or just keep running from my problems, she chose him, game over. I wished she could love me the same I did, but she "needed" her "Edward more than anything." If she could see through my eyes what his kind looked like, then she'd know.
I gotta feel you in my bones again
I'm all over you
I'm not over you
I wanna taste you one more time again
I'm all over you
I'm not over you
(Just one more time)
This life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when I just
Want you to love me back
Why can't you just love me back
Why can't you just love me back
Why can't you just love me back
One kiss, that one moment of desire, it was all we had. That one moment was the single best moment of my life, even if I had tricked her into doing it. The end result was the fact she knew she loved me; I just wasn't Jacob, her best friend. I was Jacob, her lover. If only that was still true, now I didn't know who I was. When the bloodsucking leech sealed that letter in that wedding invitation, he'd sealed away my fate.
I changed it to my wolf form and continued to run farther away from all the people that loved me, and all those who's hurt me.
A/N: So yeah my first story posted...I hope you liked it, I didn't like Jacob/Bella, but I felt bad for Jake... The song if you were wondering is "All over you" by The Spill Canvas