Grab.
Secure.
Pull.
That's all Cole had been doing for hours now.
Free climbing a mountain.
He had to get his mind off of her. Somehow or another. He couldn't keep thinking about her.
He couldn't.
Or maybe, he wouldn't.
He kept climbing, pulling himself up and lowering himself onto a ledge. He stood up and gained a bird's eyes view of the area.
Cole wasn't sure what had happened.
Between her and him.
He was confused.
So confused.
Did he really love her?
He didn't know who he was anymore. He had never been so torn up over a woman before.
But, she seemed to be different.
Different?
How?
He held his head in his hand.
Cole had no idea what he was going to do. He had to get some time to himself, away from life, from Jay...
...from Nya.
He could not get the sparkle of her eyes out of his head.
Or her long, silky hair.
Or the soft feel of her skin.
Cole had so many questions.
He collapsed on the hard rock.
So many.
This new emotion...he had pushed it down for so many years.
But, now, it was bubbling up within his soul.
He couldn't deny it.
Or, he wouldn't.
All he knew was that he didn't want to.
And that was fine with him.
I have no idea why I just wrote that...but here you go.