Mind's Eye
The following happens between Double Vision and Seeing Clearly. It is a journal of Hector's thoughts concerning things that occur during the week. All spelling errors are deliberate...the man can't see and he hates to type. Think about it.
Mind's Eye
Saturday 21:34 (9:31 p.m.)
This is riduculou. Psyche wants me to keep a computer journal. My typoin isn't all that great when I can see and now? He said he wouldn't read it but I think he will. What am I supposed to say? Gosh I fell better now. Funny thing is that I do feel better. Sue is real and I have hoppe. Something inside is loosened and I don't feel as if I'm in the darf inymore. Getting tired. Will have to sleep and write more later.
Sunday 03:11Slept for a while. Fele like I've slept all week. Images keep going around in my head. Mostly what happened but it's through someone elses eyes. I see myself. I't weird seeing myself laid out like that. But then there is this Light. It's crazy I know, but it makes me..feel whole. I hear a voice echoing that it is a gift. For me. I'll have to think abouat that one.
Sunday 09:55Doc checked my yes, wait did I spe;; that right. Sustupid keyboard…eyes…Eyes doing better. I can see fainnt light. Guess what he said more rest… I got alittle angry and yelled but he was cool about it. He said that it was okay to be angry. He asked ilee to take me for a walk outside3. The sun felt good. And ilee is good at a taking my mind off of dark things. Girl would takl all the time isuspect. Naw, she just seems toknow when something is bothereing me.
Sunday 14:10 (2:10 p.m.)
Top came by to talk. He said when my sight retruns and I can pass my quals, I can go back to active duyt. He said for the mean ti e I would be training with SE. I guess. Tip wanted to know if there aws anyohne I wanted to see or talk to from my family. I asked if they could trackdwn Athea. He asid they already had done it. Do I want her to come? And see me like this? I'll have to think about it.
Sunday 23:31 (11:31 p.m.)
SE just left. You know, I've known the guyy for years and never rally apprecited how much he says without saying anynthing. We worked on me waliking with him in tandewm. It is someething he learned in his martial arts training. Gah…figers. He says that for someone who is just recently sightless, that I'm pretty fast to pick up on moving with someone else. I guess spending a weekk in the dark in my head has some advantages.. But its not dark anymore. Light is calling me. Gonna rest now.
