Omg yo it's Jewelumms back with another full-length fic! I know it's taken a million and one years to get anything out, but hell I can't just pull plot bunnies out my ass like David Blane (I think).
This one's very different for me because it's written like a diary. OMG ROXASZ0RZ HAS A DIARY WOT? All of that is explain via first entry. Plus, Roxas is incredibly emo in this story, but isn't he emo in canon anyway…? At least as a Nobody he was ("No one will miss me"). But so because it's written diary-esque, it's written the way kids today (or at least the way Roxas) thinks. But don't worry, there's no grammar/spelling issues and I didn't write in faggz0r 1337 or whatever. I have a reputation to keep up, thankyouverymuch. Oh my God I've talked a lot here…oh well. It's important stuff! So this is AkuRoku and…um…the length in the chapters all depends on how much Roxas has to say or how much he wants to write down. So they might be everywhere from one sentence to six pages.
p.s. - Title snagged by MCS. I always use songs as my chapter titles/story titles. And "Betty" is used to refer to….anyone really. It might be friendship in general, or it could just Axel himself. It all depends on how you want to analyze the fuckin song lyrics. Alright. I'll shut up now. GO READ!
September 1st
I am so pissed off. Words cannot explain the amount of anger I am holding in right now. First of all, I hate writing stuff down. I really don't see the point of it at all. You spill all of your deepest, darkest, most private feelings/circumstances where any evil older brother could just find it and read it. Pretty dangerous if you ask me. So you're probably wondering why I'm writing this down now. My school counselor made me. She said that I have problems with "bottling up all of my emotions until they snap," and I should keep a diary (excuse me while I puke), this year.
So just as I was about to tell her that there was no way, not even in some alternate universe where I'm a thirteen-foot green gorilla, that I will ever keep a journal, she says that she'll be grading me on it when I'm finished. Did I mention Mega-Bitch and Horn Doug will be informed as well?
Thank you Ms. Anderson for ruining my senior year self-esteem completely.
She did say that she wouldn't actually read it, just check to make sure I wrote in it. Or did something in it other than throw it into the ocean and never think about it again (my original plan). I'm keeping this journal buried in a slit in my mattress so Sky Boy a.k.a. Sora, my older brother, won't find it and destroy my whole senior year social life as well. As if my confidence isn't screwed over already.
Anyway the first day of school is tomorrow and I guess that'll be the first official entry. I might shoot myself before then, however. Or get Sora to do it for me…not like he would. Hmm…maybe I'll just hire a hitman. They'll kill anything if you pay them, right? Maybe I'll just have him kill Ms. Anderson instead.