p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strongOkay this is a very personal fanfic, please don't say I'm mean or anything./strong/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strongTeddy Lupin's P.O.V./strong/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"Okay, everything is screwed up. Because of me./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"I got this boyfriend at home, we've been together for more than 1.5 years, and only had around 3 real fights. All of them were I was at Hogwarts. These 3 months./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"He knows about magic, being pureblood, without magic./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"But this year started off good. I missed him tough. But I got more friends here at Hogwarts./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"Now's the problem; I think I have a crush on my best friend. Not like a 'I wanna cuddle and watch movies' crush. It's a 'I wanna kiss you, be with you, without locking us away from everyone else, have fun and bully each other' crush on him. We already do most things, but no kissing, no nothing like that. Just friends. And I don't know what to do./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"Because my boyfriend is loving, at times, cuddly, movie watcher, shy, and a lot of other things. But last time we fought, we kissed meanwhile we fought. I didn't feel anything, I felt empty. And now. I'm gonna see him in two days. I'm afraid. What if I don't love him anymore? What if I'm going to feel empty again? Like I did before. I felt cold. While both of us cried, him, because of sadness, fear I might leave him, for me, because I felt like a dick, a cold hearted dick./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"I'm afraid. Will I be feeling like that again?/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strongThe end./strong/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strong/I might make a second chapter, deepening on what happens now/strong/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strongTeddy Lupin's P.O.V./strong/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"Okay, everything is screwed up. Because of me./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"I got this boyfriend at home, we've been together for more than 1.5 years, and only had around 3 real fights. All of them were I was at Hogwarts. These 3 months./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"He knows about magic, being pureblood, without magic./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"But this year started off good. I missed him tough. But I got more friends here at Hogwarts./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"Now's the problem; I think I have a crush on my best friend. Not like a 'I wanna cuddle and watch movies' crush. It's a 'I wanna kiss you, be with you, without locking us away from everyone else, have fun and bully each other' crush on him. We already do most things, but no kissing, no nothing like that. Just friends. And I don't know what to do./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"Because my boyfriend is loving, at times, cuddly, movie watcher, shy, and a lot of other things. But last time we fought, we kissed meanwhile we fought. I didn't feel anything, I felt empty. And now. I'm gonna see him in two days. I'm afraid. What if I don't love him anymore? What if I'm going to feel empty again? Like I did before. I felt cold. While both of us cried, him, because of sadness, fear I might leave him, for me, because I felt like a dick, a cold hearted dick./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"I'm afraid. Will I be feeling like that again?/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strongThe end./strong/p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15.8004px;"strong/I might make a second chapter, deepening on what happens now/strong/p