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To think I use to think that Freak was a bad thing. But as I got older it stopped bothering me. Why should I care that they think I'm different from them. Yes I am taller then most girls. Yes I play sports. Yes I am trying to become a Diva on WWE. So what they are so jealous that they weren't able to do what I do. Why should I care that they think that I am a freak. I welcome people calling me a freak. It never fails to happen no matter where I go but I don't care. I will find my place to fit in. And I am hoping that it is the WWE. If not then I will move on. It doesn't matter to me anymore. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks about me. That is one thing that will never change.
My name is Casper Walker and I am 25 years old. I'm 6"7 and weigh 152lbs. I have long red purple and blue hair. My eyes are different colors. One is bright blue and the other is bright green. Like I said I look like a freak. But I don't care. At the moment all I care about is impressing one person with what I can do. And I am heading there right now. The Arena is in Tampa Florida and I am riding my motorcycle three hours just to try out. It doesn't means that I will get it but it doesn't matter. As long as I try the best I can that is all that matters. Let's see what is there anything that I should tell you, oh yeah I have never had a man ask me out. I'm a little upset about this. But I can't help it that most men find me a little too freakish for them. They are just scared I'm too much woman for them and to be honest I just might be.
Riding three hours to this place gives me a lot of time to think about my life but I try not too. I may not have had a bad life but it wasn't a great life. My parents were great but when I was younger I wasn't ready for all the things that were said and done to me because I was bigger then everyone else. Some things are meant to stay in the past. Children can be beyond cruel. Some things they did shouldn't have been done to anything. But that's in the past and I am trying to keep it there. But we all know that we can't run from our pasts and sooner or later it will catch up with me and when it did I don't think that I will be ready for it I don't think that I will ever be ready for anything like that again.
Finally I'm here and ready to do what I'm good at. I'm going to put on one hell of a show. Let's just say that if I get this job I will not be with TNA any longer. I'm tired of the way that they use me. I'm a freak so I'm the one everyone beats up. I'm the one that never wins. The one time I did win I got suspended and now here I am. Here I am trying to prove myself I want something more and this is my last chance. I pulled up and parked next to the others bikes. "Hey you what are you here for?"
I pulled off my sunglasses and turned around after I got off my bike. "I'm here to see Mr. McMahon."
"Do you have an appointment?" They guy asked me.
"Yes my name is Casper Walker." I said to him as I took off my leather jacket. It was hot and I needed to stop sweating so much before I got in the ring.
"Do you have a ring name?" He asked me after looking at the papers in his hands.
"Freak." I said to him and he nodded.
"Go on in and take the hallway all the way down. Take a right and keep going until you see a black curtain you go through it and he will be there waiting for you in the ring." He said to me and I nodded.
"Thank you." I said to him before I walked into the building.
"Damn you're a huge bitch." A guy said as he walked out of a room.
"You have no idea." I purred as I walked by him.
"Nice ass." He said as he patted it.
It took everything that I had not to hit him. "You touch my ass again and I'll break your hand. It doesn't belong to you."
"Well if you think you can take me on then bring it baby because the gold standard doesn't back down from anything." He said and I rolled my eyes as I walked away from him.
"Damn I hope that you are going to working with us." He said before I turned right.
I shook my head and kept walking this guy was worse then Raven. He thought that he could touch me any time that he wanted. But he learned soon enough that I wasn't someone to fuck with. I saw the black curtain and walked through without even thinking about what I was going to do in the ring. When I saw not only Vince McMahon but also Glen and Mark in the ring I stopped dead in my tracks. They had their backs to me and were talking and I thought about walking backstage before they saw me. "Yo dad I think she is here!"
I looked to seen the guy that had come to see me looking at me with a smile on his face. I knew that look he knew that he just stopped me from leaving. They guys in the ring turned to look at me when I looked back at the ring and I could have sworn I seen smiles on the guys faces before they looked at Vince. "Come down here."
I walked down making it seem like I was calm when I was freaking out inside. I walked to the ring and grabbed the top rope. I jumped and flipped over the rope landing on my feet looking at the men in front of me. Let me tell you those two right there are all man. I could feel in deep in my soul that they would be able to handle me. That thought bothered me but I didn't show it. "Miss Walker I must say that I thought my son was joking when he told me that you were over 6 foot. But as I stand here I see that he wasn't joking at all. I do believe you are the tallest woman I have met."
"Thank you I guess Mr. McMahon." I said as I looked at him.
"So you are the heel on TNA." He said to me as he leaned against the ropes on the other side of the ring.
"Yes." I said to him.
"Have you ever won a match?" He asked me.
"Three in the last year and got suspended every time I did." I said to him as I sat on the top post of the corner.
"You got suspended every time you won?" Mark asked shocked.
"Oh yeah that's why I'm able to be here today. I've been suspended for 8 weeks." I said to him.
"Are your eyes really like that?" Vince finally asked me.
"Every since I was born." I told him.
"Really hmm I want to see you in action you don't mind if you go against one of them do you?" He asked me.
"Honestly no but I don't want you to think that I'm cocky." I said to him.
"Don't worry darlin I'll go easy on ya." Mark said to me.
I looked at him and raised my eyebrow. "Don't think I break easy because I don't just ask the youngest Hardy."
"Come on Glen let's watch the show." Vince said before he slipped out of the ring with Glen following him.
I got to the middle of the ring and shook Mark's hand. "It's an honor to do this with you."
"The honor is all mine sugar." He said before Shane Rang the bell.
We locked up and he tried to push me back but I stayed where I was and planted a kick in his gut. He backed away and then ran at me with his arm out. I ducked the clothes line and kicked his feet out form under him. He went face first into the mat and I got on his back on my knees. I grabbed his chin and pulled him back. But he bucked me off and I jumped to my feet as he turned over and sat up. I did a run into the ropes and did a baseball slide into his gut but he grabbed my leg and bent it back and to the left. I kicked him in the gut three times with my left leg before he let go. I slid back and got to the corner I got up and was smashed into the corner by all his weight. When he moved away from me I fell to my knees and head butted him in his gut. He doubled over and I punched him in his face to get him away from me so I could move. He grabbed me by my hair and pulled me to my feet. "Wrong thing to do little girl."
I smiled sweetly at him before I jumped up with my hair still in his hands and kicked him in the gut with both of my feet. He let go off my hair as he landed on the floor. I jumped onto the tope roped and flipped off landed on him like he was my bed. I felt his breath rush out of him and pinned him. The bell rang and I got up. Then I offered him a hand and he took it with a smile. "Dixie doesn't know what she just lost."
"You can say that again Mark." Vince said as he slid into the ring.
"You were damn good how long have you been wrestling?" Glen asked as he stepped into the ring.
"Since I was 17 so about 8 years." I said to him.
"It shows." Mark said with a nod.
"I do believe that we just found the newest member of the WWE. Now where do I place her? RAW, ECW or SMACKDOWN?" Vince asked them.
"Raw." Everyone but me said at the same time. I was just shocked that I got the job. "Can you excuse me for a second?"
"No problem." Vince said and I walked to the corner and grabbed my cell from the bag there.
I dialed Dixie's number and put the phone t my ear. "What do you want Freak? You aren't coming back until you learn that you do what I say or you don't do at all."
"How about I don't need your job anymore. How about I just got hired with the WWE and won't be coming back at all. If you look in my locker you will see that it has already been cleaned out and your assistant has my two weeks notice." I said to her.
"You traitor." She shouted at me.
"Think what you want Dixie cause you need me and I don't need you. I got what I wanted all along." I said before I hung up the phone.
"So you knew that you had the job anyways huh?" Shane asked from behind me.
"No I wasn't going back either way. This way I still get to do what I love and won't have to worry about what I would do for a job." I said to him.
"Well, welcome to the WWE Casper." He said to me.
"Thank You Shane." I said to him.
"No problem you deserve this you wouldn't be here if you didn't." He said to me as he shook my hand.
"That is the truth." Glen said from behind me.
"So it's true Freak is here!" I heard from the top of the ramp and looked up.
The look in his eyes told me all that I needed to know. "Hello Hardy."
"Freak." He hissed at me.
"So you know the newest member of the Raw family huh?" Vince asked as he walked towards me.
"Yeah I know the bitch. She isn't any good if you ask me." Jeff said and I had to look away.
"Well, for one thing we didn't ask you and for another she just did the one thing you haven't been able to do without your brother and that was beat Mark." Glen said to him.
"Well she is a fucking freak so that doesn't matter." He said and for the first time in 10 years that word actually hurt me.
"Hardy you need to go back to your locker room before you get your ass whipped." Mark growled to him.
I looked at Hardy one last time and he growled at me. "Still pissed that I found out about the bet you guys had going on and whipped your ass so fucking bad that you couldn't even sit down?"
"We were just trying to do you a favor because no man in his right mind would want someone as ugly as you bitch." He hissed to me and I flipped over the ropes and landed on my feet.
"At one time I use to call you a friend but that was all a game. Nowhere inside your black heart there is any way for you to be kind and nice. You have to want something when you do and you got pissed when you didn't get it. You weren't the first one to try and I know that you won't be the last. Just remember this Hardy Boy you ain't man enough for me. You never were because I'm too much woman for you to fucking handle."
"That's because you are a fucking freak." He growled before he turned around and walked away.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked behind me to see Vince there. "What was that all about?"
I didn't want to think about it. I didn't want them to know just what someone would do t have a laugh at someone else. But I knew that he needed to know. "When Jeff was in the TNA we were friends or that was what I thought. But after six months of hanging out and everything he tried to get me in bed. Everyone at TNA knows a few things about me. SO he got wind of it and wanted to help me out or that was what he said. But I was walking past the locker room that he shared with Sandman and Raven when I heard them talking. He was trying to sleep with me because he had a bet going on for five grand. If he slept with me and had taped proof of it he would get five grand from them. If her didn't he had to give them five grand a piece. I interrupted his match and beat him so bad that he couldn't sit down for a week. He also had to give them five grand a piece. So he hates me and I don't care that much for him either."
"That isn't a Jeff Hardy that I know." Glen said to me.
"Yeah I thought the same thing." I said to him as Vince looked at me shocked.
"I was going to put you in a story line with him but I don't know now." He said to me.
"Don't let it ruin business Vince. I can deal with it and keep it away from work. Believe me he won't be the last one to try to pop my cherry." I said before I slapped my hand over my mouth.
"Damn." Mark said and I grabbed my bag and raced up the ramp. I couldn't' believe that I just said that to them. They didn't need to know that. They didn't need to know something that personal about me. There I go again running my big mouth. Damn it! Damn it! I almost made it to the door when I was grabbed from behind.
"Hey it's ok Sugar." Mark said from behind me.
"No it isn't." I said without looking at him.
He spun me around and then lifted my chin so I could look into his eyes. "I think that it is amazing that you respect yourself that much to wait for the right guy."
"You don't get it do you? I'm a freak Mark. I was taller then the tallest guy in school. I was on the baseball, basket ball and football team. I have never had a boyfriend. Hell most guys think I am to freaky to ask out. So I don't know what it's like to be kissed without it being on camera or a guy trying to win a bet. I don't even know what it's like to let a guy get to second base. So if that is respectful I really want to be bad." I said before I pulled away from him and walked away.
I didn't look back because I didn't want to see the look of horror that I know would be on his face. No I didn't want to see that he thought I was a freak. "Hey Casper."
I turned and looked at him only to realize that he was right behind me. He pulled me into his arms and smashed his lips to mine. I was so shocked I gasp and he slipped his tongue into my mouth. I couldn't believe it I was being kissed by none other then Mark Calloway and loved it. When he pulled away from me I saw a smile on his lips. "You taste so sweet Casper."
I just looked at him with a goofy smile on my face. "Thank you Mark."
"No thank you." He said as he slipped me his number and turned me around to head back to the ring.
Standing right there watching us was Jeff. "Looks like you like freaks Mark."
"Jeff you need to watch your mouth before I shut it for you." Mark said to him.
"The bet should have been for ten grand a piece." He hissed at me.
"You still would have lost." I told him.
"Watch yourself Casper because even a freak like you is weak in one way or another. And when I find that weakness you will be begging me to fuck you." He growled at me.
I laughed at him. "There is nothing you can do or say to me to get me to let you fuck me. Don't you get it Jeff you lost deal with it or I'll help you."