what happens now?
Disclaimer i own nothing except jared leto ;) jk a girl can dream though
Angela : You proofread a love letter? Is this like a game to you?
Brian : Um, hardly.
Angela : But you admit that you were involved.
Brian : I'm not admitting anything.
Angela : This is a joke, right? That the, the two of... Oh God. I can't
believe I fell for it. It's obviously a total lie.
Brian : No, I meant every word. pause I mean, the person who wrote it
meant every word. Probably.
Angela : Brian?
Brian : I didn't write it.
Angela : But Brian, you said-
Brian : Forget what I said. Forget this whole conversation!
Angela : How?
Brian : pause You liked it, though, right? It made you, like, happy?
Angela : Yeah.
Brian : 'Cause that's probably all that, you know, matters.
Angela : To who?
Brian : To, you know, the person...who wrote it.
Jordan crashes the scene
Jordan : Angela. Hey.
Angela : Hey.
Jordan : Hey, Brain.
Brian : Hi. Hey.
Jordan : Come on, let's go. she hesitates Don't worry, your mom said
it's okay. See ya, Brain.
Brian : See ya.
Angela gets in the car, looks at Brian the whole time, right before Jordan
takes off, she give Brian a little head-tilt look and smile
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Angela vo: so here i am sitting in Jordan's car and all i cant think about is Brian and how i am so pathetic to just leave him there in the middle of the road because of Jordan. I also cant believe my mother, she just assumes that i want to be with him. i am so completely confused right now i mean like i am Brian's Jordan Catalano which freaks me out. Oh god Jordan
(Jordan has stopped the car he is staring at Angela, they are at the loft)
Jordan: so were here
Angela : ok
Jordan: you wanna go up
Angela: i guess
Jordan: ok because i want to sorta uh talk to you
Angela: if its about the letter i know
Jordan: What you do, how
Angela: it doesn't matter how i found out all i want to know is why
Jordan: can we go up and then talk i sorta don't feel like sitting in this car
Angela : yeah ok
upstairs, the lights are off and the moon is the only light
angela walking in stumbles over an empty beer can
Jordan vo :god how could i have hurt her, why did i hurt her, god im such an ass, i dont even get why she is here with me now, i dont deserve her presence, she looks so pretty in the moon light
they are now sitting down on the couch
Angela: So talk ( her face is red from not knowing whether to scream or cry)
Jordan: i know i shouldn't have lied and said i wrote it. it seems like i am always lying to you, i mean the letter even though i didn't write it i still mean what in there, i dont know why i slept with rayanne i mean its not justifiable even if i did, but i think i maybe did it because we were both hurting because of things with you and like she just was hurt and i think for the longest time the only way me and her have found a bit of happiness if you could call it that is when we are drunk or high or have sex, i think we were so upset that we want to feel because i know i for one was numb when i saw you flirting with that kid i was so numb because i wanted you and i felt that i couldn't have you or deserve you that it was hurting me bad, you were the first person to believe in me push me to be a better person it felt so good but it also scared me because i felt that now that i actually had to change, and now that i think of it all you want is what's best for me, i care so much about you its scares the shit out of me to feel like i actually now have someone that has exceptions' for me and i was scared i would fail and you would hate me, but it seem that ive done that and now you hate me
Angela: i dont hate you
Jordan: really
Angela: yeh, i know what you are talking about that numbness i feel i haven't stop feeling it since i found out about you and rayanne, i feel like i have been let down my the people that i want to help be the best the can that the people i love dont care about me and that i was just a joke to both of you
Jordan: you were never a joke to me, do you really mean that you love me
Angela: i dont know i thought i did i just dont know anymore
Jordan: i think i might love you to and that scares me iv never know what it feels like to have someone love you and that freaked me out also
Angela: you don't think that it freaks me out
Jordan: o guess i never really thought about it freaking you out, i mean you were able to except that you love me so easy unlike me
Angela: which is harder i mean like god i wish i could have been like you and wait to find you how i feel, but it just hit me this feel and i just knew that i loved you. i know i always will in a certain way. im not sure if i can deal with all of this right now i need time to think and figure out what we are. but for right now we are just friends,ok
Jordan: yeah if thats what you want, i want you to know ill wait as long as you need me to
Angela: you dont need to
Jordan: i know but i want to prove to you that i can be there for you, that you can trust me, that im not always a fuck up
Angela:ok
Jordan: do you wanna go home now?
Angela: yes
Angela vo: it weird how he can read my mind so easy, its scary sometimes
Jordan drives her back to her house, she says night to her parents washes her face and teeth changes and goes right to sleep.