Disclaimer: I do not own cardcaptor sakura. T.T
Summary: A lonely Tomoyo sits on a park one afternoon and thinks of her one and only. (I suck at summaries. I'm very sorry.) Oneshot! It's my first fanfic so pls. be gentle…
WAITING
I looked up, seeing the orange color of the sky. The cool afternoon breeze touching my skin. I'm sitting here all alone. It's supposed to be our afternoon. But you called me earlier telling me that you have a date with her this afternoon. I feel my heart break, feeling every shred of it.
Do you now every time I see you with her my heart cries for you? Every time I saw you happy, enjoying her company, I feel miserable because I'm not the reason behind your happiness. It's supposed to be me! The one you're holding close to your heart.
I smiled bitterly. I guess you can't have everything you wanted, can you? I tried to tell myself that everything will be alright. That if you're happy, I'm happy. I really tried. It's just simple. Look at the brighter side of things. But why can't I? I tried to forget. But things kept coming back.
It's not easy to forget about you. Without you everything seems so dark, so cold and so lifeless. Slowly, my tears fall down.
"Tomoyo-san!" my train of thoughts got cut off when I heard a familiar voice. I look for the source of that voice and I saw you. The love of my life. I quickly wipe my tears and put my happy façade, afraid that I might trouble you. You ran and sat beside me. "Good afternoon, Eriol-kun." I said. Your only reply was your sincere smile that I usually get.
"I saw you all alone here, is something wrong?" your eyes voicing out your concern. Yes my heart answered. "No everything's alright. I just need some air. So, what brings you here?" "I'm on my way to fetch Kaho. We have a date at the restaurant down street." You said with a smile. "I see." I set my eyes on the ground, afraid of seeing your eyes and break down in front of you.
"Here, before I forgot. I suppose to give you this later tonight." You handed me a peach colored teddy bear. "It's a thank you gift. You know, for being supportive and all" a new set of tears are welling up behind my eyes. "Thanks. I think you better go now. I mean it's getting late. Mizuki-sensei might get mad at you." "oh yeah. I better go. Bye." You pecked my cheek and ran away. I waved and watch your retreating back.
I love you with all my heart. I'll do everything just for you. But all I can do is hope. Hope that you will take care of her. Treat her better than me so that she can't feel the pain I'm going through now. But always remember, I'll be just here, waiting for you.