Hi guys this is my new story. I know a lot of you want to read my new chapters for Twilight princess and Out of hard! Out of mind, but I have been thinking of this story fo a lond time now. This is actually the first fanfic I've ever written. I've never thought of posting it on fanfiction, but decided to do it anyway. The nex chapter of out of hart out of mind is still not finished, But I'll post is as soon as I am finished. Princess twilight however will have to wait, because I'm still not done with rewriting the first 13 chapters, but I promise to post it soon. I'm working them and another story, but that's not going to be posted for some time. Well, here is the first chapter, I hope you like it.

Disclaim: I do not own twilight because I am not Stephanie Meyer, obviously, because I wouldn't be writing fanfictions if I was. Instead I would be writing a fifth book for the twilight saga instead.

Chapter 1: Family

"Bella, we're leaving."

"When you say we—," I whispered.

"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.
"Okay," I said. "I'll come with you."
"You can't, Bella. Where we're going… It's not the right place for you."
"Where you are is the right place for me."
"I'm no good for you, Bella."
"Don't be ridiculous." I wanted to sound angry, but it just sounded like I was begging. "You're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you," he said grimly.
"What happened with Jasper—that was nothing, Edward! Nothing!"
"You're right," he agreed. "It was exactly what was to be expected."
"You promised! In Phoenix, you promised that you would stay—"
"As long as that was best for you," he interrupted to correct me.
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.
"You… don't… want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"No."
….
I don't want you to come with me
….
"Don't. Don't do this."
"You're not good for me, Bella."

I don't want you

"If… that's what you want."

He nodded once.

….
You're not good for me
….

"I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed."

This will be the last time you'll ever see me.

He smiled gently. "Don't worry. You're human—your memory is no more than a sieve. Time heals all wounds for your kind."

"And your memories?" I asked.

It will be as if I'd never existed.
….

"Well"—he hesitated for a short second—"I won't forget. But my kind… we're very easily distracted."

"distracted?" I asked.

(A/N I added this part because it fits with my story)
"Yes. I'm sorry to tell you that you were one of those distractions. I've let this on for too long. Your human, Bella"

The statement hurt more than him telling me he didn't want me. Because now he admitted that it was because I'm human. Just a human. Nothing special.

"I guess we'll head to the Denali coven. I'm excited to see some of my kind there. I've missed them a lot"

He didn't say it directly, but I knew what he was trying to tell me.
"Tanya." I said.

"Yes, she's one of them.'

….
My kind…we're very easily distracted.
….

He took a step away from me. "That's everything, I suppose. We won't bother you again."

"Alice isn't coming back," I realized.

He shook his head slowly, always watching my face.

"No. They're all gone. I stayed behind to tell you goodbye."

"Alice is gone?" My voice was blank with disbelief.

"She wanted to say goodbye, but I convinced her that a clean break would be better for you."

I was dizzy; it was hard to concentrate.

….

They're all gone

…

She wanted to say goodbye, but I convinced her that a clean break would be better for you

….
"Goodbye, Bella," he said in the same quiet, peaceful voice.

"Wait!" I choked out the word, reaching for him, willing my deadened legs to carry me forward.

I thought he was reaching for me, too. But his cold hands locked around my wrists and pinned them to my sides. He leaned down, and pressed his lips very lightly to my forehead for the briefest instant. My eyes closed.

"Take care of yourself," he breathed, cool against my skin.

There was a light, unnatural breeze. My eyes flashed open. The leaves on a small vine maple shuddered with the gentle wind of his passage.

He was gone.

….

Goodbye, Bella.

….
With shaky legs, ignoring the fact that my action was useless, I followed him into the forest. The evidence of his path had disappeared instantly. There were no footprints, the leaves were still again, but I walked forward without thinking. I could not do anything else.

I had to keep moving. If I stopped looking for him, it was over.

Love, life, meaning… over.

"Bell? Earth to Bella. Are you listening?"

Someone asked me. I looked around to see Luc sitting next to me, holding a book in his hands and trying to get my attention.

"Uhm, what?" I looked at Luc trying to remember what he had been saying. It was kind of ironic how I hadn't even heard a single word of what he had said, while my kind has super hearing. It wasn't that I hadn't heard what he had been saying, I just wasn't listening.

"I'm sorry, can you say that again? I was daydreaming."

Luc sighed. "Are you ok? You've been kind of out of it the past week."

"I'm ok, it's just that tomorrow is my birthday. Human birthday." I added, though I was sure he already had guessed what I had meant.

Luk nodded. He knew that my human birthday was something I never enjoyed. Of course we never celebrated it, but I never really told him what had happened.

"What is it with your birthday that gets you so down, every year?"

"It's nothing. It had to do with -."

I cut off at the end. I have never told Luc about him. He knew that there was something and that it probably had to do with a guy, but that was about it.

"Well you better snap out of it, because we need to go pick up Allie. You know how she is." He mumbled.

I gave him a little smile. "Yes Luc, I know how my daughter is."

Allie never liked waiting, no matter what, and of course she always got what she wanted.

Allison Rose Renesmee Dwyer Swan, Allie for short, is just three years old. She is the cutest little girl I've ever seen, but then again all parents probably say that about their own child.

"Where's Lizzy?" I asked, looking around.

"She and Stefan went shopping." He sighed.

Elisabeth and Stefan were both with Luc before I came along. The three of them have been together for over 90 years. Elisabeth and Luciandro Fernandez knew each other before that. They have known each other since birth, because Lizzy and Luc are cousins. Their fathers were brothers, that's also the reason why they look so much alike, but Lizzy is a few years younger than him.

Luc was 20 when he was changed, while Lizzy is still 17.

Luc was changed by a vampire who had actually hoped he's become her mate, but it didn't work out as they both wanted, so they separated. They're still friends and Amy visits us sometimes. She's been here two times since I've joined the family, but that was just so she could meet me and Allie.

After Luc was changed he asked Amy to change Lizzy, because Lizzy was dying – guess what – of the Spanish influenza.

They were wondering around, after saying goodbye to Amy, and met Stefan. Lizzy and Stefan have been inseparable ever since.

They're the "I-can't-keep-my-hand-to-myself-and-want-to-show-how-much-I-love-you-to-everyone-type".

Lizzy also loves everything that is girly.

Shopping, make-up, dresses, you name it and she's obsessed with it.

It's hard for me to enjoy those things with her, because she reminds me so much of Alice. But at least she's not playing Barbie-Bella with me every chance she gets. She did try, but gave up asking because I just wouldn't give in. It does help that she doesn't have the same ability to make me do everything she wants by making me guilty, like Alice had.

So she decided to play Allie-Barbie instead, and Allison loves it. She has that from Renee.

"Well, when are they coming back? You know she needs to make new shields around us." I groaned. "The last one is fading as we speak and I don't think it's a good idea if we pick up Allie when the shield disappears. I think the other kid's will notice that we're sparkling like diamonds in the sun." I said sarcastic.

"I know, I know. She promised to be here on time." He put his arms around me. "Relax"

"I know, I'm sorry. I'm over reacting. It's just that, I'm kind of in a bad mood and I just don't want to take the risk of her being late."

"It's ok." He sighed. "You know, it's just a stupid birthday"

"You're right. I just can't help it. It brings back so many memories."

"Ah, memories. I get it." he sighed.

"Do you?" I asked, feeling slightly guilty for my behavior.

"Yes, I do" He kissed me on the cheek. "I know that something happened to you, something you don't really like to remember. I've known that since the first day I saw you cry under that tree. Actually I already knew it when you ran out of the cafeteria."

I smiled, remembering the first day we met. It's wasn't really a pleasant meeting, but I can see the humor of it now that I look back at it.

I had just moved in with Renee and it was the first day of school. I went straight to my classes and ignored everyone. A few people I sat next to in class tried talking to me, but I gave short unsatisfying answers, so they gave up after some time.

I was in the cafeteria, about to sit down at a random place when I saw them.

Lizzy, Stefan and of course Luc. I knew exactly what they were, as soon as I saw them.

Instead of ignoring them like I did with everyone else, I actually ran out of the cafeteria, dropping my tray as I went.

It had been so hard to see them after trying to forget about the existence of vampires for months. It had been as if the hole in my chest, that I had by then learnt to live with, had been ripped open once again.

Luc had followed me outside, to see if I was ok. Of course they had noticed that I had ran away after seeing them, so they sent Luc to see if I was a danger.

He found me under a tree, crying and holding my chest as if I were in pain. He asked me if he could do anything for me but I just gave him a death glare and told him to leave me alone.

And him being Luc, he didn't listen. He followed me for weeks, trying to befriend me. I shot down every offer of friendship and tried to ignore him, not that it helped.

At the end, when he got on my last nerve, I gave him the answer he and his family had been waiting for.

....

"You know what? I've had enough of this. I know what you are." I snapped at him. Luc gasped from behind me and whirled me around.

"You what?"

"I said I know. I know everything, already have before I even met you. You're a vampire. I know" I turned around to leave but not before adding. "Get over it and leave me alone."

But as expected he didn't leave me alone after that either. He followed me and cornered me after school.

"How?" Was the only word he could get out of his mouth.

"You're not the first vampire I've met" I shrugged casually, but winced at the same time.

"Are you going to tell? Because no one would -"

"Believe me?"I cut him off, finishing his sentence "I know I'm not stupid. I don't plan on telling anyone, because first of all it's not my business and second of all I don't care."

He looked at me as if I had lost my mind, which I probably had.

"Look." I said after my failed attempt at getting away from him. "If I had any interest in blowing your cover as the happy normal human family, I would have done it already. And I probably wouldn't have been so stupid as to tell you that I know. Don't you think?"

He thought about it for a bit but looked at me skeptically.

"How many times do I have to tell you? I. DONT. CARE!" I said, making a sentence out of every word.

...

He let me go after that and I didn't hear from him, or see him for two whole weeks. And just as I was about to think he'd finally left me alone, he appeared again. Standing in front of my house, obviously waiting for me.

...

"Ugh" I groaned. "Can't you just leave me the hell alone?"

...

I had planned on going inside without letting him in, but of course he blocked my way. And I wasn't stupid enough to try and outrun a vampire, again.

I had learnt that lesson from James.

...

"No." he simply said.

...

We have been together since then. I eventually gave up and tried to become friendly to him. It was hard at first. Everything he did reminded me of them.

Lizzy was so excited to meet me and wouldn't leave me alone after that either. Stefan had liked me instantly but was very subtle about it. He used to complain about my human reactions, but I could see that he didn't mind them at all. We became friends and Renee was thrilled. I had finally began going out of the house. I went over to their house whenever I had to get out of the house. Mostly just to let Renee think that I had gone partying, was sleeping at friends houses and so on.
They didn't mind me staying over, they even loved it, and it made Renee happy. I hated sleeping over at their house, but it was better than sleeping at home. At least Renee didn't hear my screams when I woke up from another nightmare.

I had moved to the basement, because it was soundproof. I told Renee that it was because I didn't want to bother her with my music. I had started playing Guitar and Piano. I had a little keyboard and an old guitar of Phil's.

The nightmares were a little bit harder to keep from the them, since vampires have super hearing and all.

Surprisingly, and much to my delight, they never bothered me about it. Luc once tried talking to me about them and I just tell him to butt out.

We were very honest to each other and he understood me very well, so he knew that he shouldn't ask about it again, and he didn't.

Now that I am a vampire myself I don't have to worry about nightmares anymore.

"They're almost here" Luc said. He had once again buried his nose in his book. Our love for books was one of many things we had in common.

I nodded, not doubting him. Luc had his own way of knowing someone's whereabouts. He could sense vampires from miles away. Especially vampires he had a bond with. And what bond is stronger than the bond of family? Humans were an exception to his gift as long as they didn't have a bond with him. He could sense Allie as well, but not as well as Stefan, Lizzy and me. He could sense her the same way he sensed a strange vampire.

A few seconds later Lizzy and Stefan came through the door.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Lizzy started apologizing as soon as she saw me sitting on the couch.

"Lizzy" I started, "How can you be late? On a day like this? You know our shield won't hold much longer. How were we supposed to pick up Allie on a sunny day like this without our shields?"

"I am soo sorry. I really am, but I'm here now. I'll start with the new shield right now." She walked over to me and took my hand, closing her eyes.

A second later she opened her eyes and stepped away.

"See. It's ok, I fixed it, you can pick up Allie without any problems."

I sighed. "Thank you."

She smiled at me and moved towards Luc to renew his shield too.

Lizzy's gift is something really special. She is the only reason we vampires can live in such a sunny place like Phoenix. Her power is some kind of one way shield. Sun can shine on our skin, but the sparkles that our vampire skin produces can't pass through the shield. So we can walk around in the sun without problem. The only thing is that the shield doesn't stay on forever. It only lasts so long. Lizzy's shield is automatic and can last as long as she wants it too, but our shields start disappearing after some time. It fades slowly so the humans don't see it, but we notice the difference. Our skin starts glowing a little bit in the sun, until the shield fades completely in just a few minutes. If we forget to make a new one as soon as the shield starts fading we'll have a big problem.

It happened once with Luc. Lizzy had gone hunting and he was in the mall with Allie. They were in the car when Luc's shield started fading. He had immediately parked the car under a tree and his shield disappeared completely after a few minutes, so he was stuck there with Allie until Lizzy rushed to him to help him.

That's why I was on edge every time our shields started fading just a little bit.

"Come on Bell we can go. We don't want to keep Allie waiting right?"

I followed him to the car and we drove off to pick up Allison from her friend's house.

So this was the first chapter. Please tell me what you think of it.

Bye bye.

Ow and btw: if you know a great fanfic about twilight or Harry Potter (it doesn't matter if you write it yourself) please send me the title and the name of the writers profile. I'm going to post a "favorite story(stories) of the week" with every chapter.

Favorite stories of the past weeks:

Reading the Philosopher's stone (and the rest of the books(Yes I've read them all) By: jlmill9

Next Generation reading the Philosopher's stone (and the rest of the books(Yes I'm reading them all once again. I'm currently reading the second book) by: Choises HP