Back for good: Sequel to Nerds makes better lovers
By Danavalkyrie
Four-shot song fic Satoshi Risa Fanfic
Genre: Romance/Drama (Don't worry, It's a good ending)
BASED AFTER MY M FIC NERDS MAKE BETTER LOVERSDisclaimer: Don't own the ff.
I don't love you by My Chemical Romance
Right Here waiting by Richard Marx
Because of you by Kelly Clarkson
Reunited by Peaches and Herbs
And the characters, story though is based on what I am feeling right now, ehehe (sadness).
I don't love you (Risa's POV)
White snow, a beautiful girl crouched on the snow sobbing hysterically. She should be happy with winter, but the same winter took away everything.
Hands clutched into her chest, her heart literally breaking as tears streamed down her delicate cheeks. Pair of shoe prints embedded themselves beside her, marks of someone who had walked away from her. One who left her out in the cold, the one who
When you go
don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
"Why?" she clutched her chest. After all this time, why does it end like this? She raised her eyes to the beautiful winter sky.
'How can you be so beautiful and bright while I crumble'
Cold
Shivering with Loneliness
Enraged
These mixed emotions swirling inside her broken heart.
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
"You have to move on without Me." he said, voice cold and emotionless.
Why? She trembled; she could feel sour bile rising up her throat
"It's for your own good", then he started walking away
She clutched the back of his jacket as her tears blurred her vision. She rested her head on his firm back.
"Do you still love me Satoshi?" She whispered as she choked the sobs
"I don't love you," He casually said as he walked away from her
"Liar!" she shouted as her knees weakened and she crumbled to the white snow.
"Look me in the eyes Satoshi then tell me you don't love me"
His hands formed into a tight ball beside him, he walked much faster never even looking back at her. He didn't even look back as she pleaded
"Satoshi please." Her hand stretched out for him and Her eyes watching his back as the man's figure gets farther and farther away
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Riku and Daisuke were so worried; Risa locked herself in her room for two days. She would just come down in the middle of the night when Riku is asleep.
Though the older Harada would knock gently on her door to tell her that they had prepared some food for her
"Risa, Daisuke and I prepared you some food. If you'd like to eat, just come down and microwave it okay."
Silence
"Good night sis." Riku sadly whispered behind her door.
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
Risa stared at the ceiling; She extended her left hand as she looked at the engagement ring he had given her.
Tears
She angrily removed the ring from her finger and threw it away from her.
Small sound could be heard as the metal violently touched the floor.
She curled into a fetal position as she grasped the soft pillow as hard as she can to ease the pain in her heart.
To ease the heart ache – even just a little.
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa
The sky is promising, the rays of light touched her face trailed by dry tears
This is a new day and she must start anew. It still hurts inside but then she have to move on.
She'll still the working girl who had been looked up by her colleagues.
She decided she no longer want to be weak.
'Don't waste my time crying for him.'
She stood up and prepared to bathe, the warm water refreshed her. This time she didn't cry.
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
Daisuke and Riku were in the living room, preparing for work. Daichi was finishing his breakfast. His Father Daisuke would drive him to school everyday.
"Good Morning everyone" A very cheerful voice stopped what her sister, brother-in-law and nephew.
They all turned to look at her, to their surprise Risa was up, well dressed for work in a black power suit and her puffy eyes hidden by a concealer and a well done make up.
"Risa, you never wear black?" her pregnant sister asked her as she sat with them at breakfast.
"I do now"
"Auntie, Uncle Satoshi promised me that he'll take me to the new theme park with you this Sunday, I cant wait!" The boy excitedly said to her.
She was suddenly unmoving, everyone around her turned quiet as they saw her grasp the fork so hard.
"Now Dai-chan, hurry up with your breakfast or we'll be late" Daisuke broke the silence
"Okay Daddy" The boy happily chirped as he munches down his remaining food. The father and son brusher their teeth, bade goodbye to Riku and Risa.
As the door closed, Riku saw her sister sobbing, she stood up and walked towards her and held Risa's hand
She in turn hugged her sister.
"I envy you, you are happily married to Daisuke"
"Don't cry Risa, he might have a reason, let's just wait and see"
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
She kissed her sister's cheek and caressed Riku's belly that this time held a baby girl.
She took the make up pouch in her bag, arranged her hair and make up then twirled around her older twin.
"How do I look?"
"Beautiful as Always Risa" Her sister smiled
She put on her mask as she walked out of the house.
Her Mind was set like a heartless woman
She has to start all over again – this time without him
And this time, she'll never love again
I don't love you
like I loved you
Yesterday
AN: Stay tuned for the next song, Right Here waiting by Richard Marx (Satoshi's POV and the reasons why he decided to leave Risa)