He's killing me with his kindness.
I can't bear the guilt anymore.
Everytime I see him,
He opens up and asks me to go back with him.
How can he find it in himself to forgive?
I want to go back already.
I want to go back to his arms.
I want to go back to his kindness, his warmth.
He is the sun, full of brilliant glowing life.
I am the moon who can only run from him,
For fear that he will blot me out of existence.
Stop it already!
I want to yell at him.
Stop hurting me!
I want to say.
Stop hurting me with my own shame.
You're killing me with your kindness.