What I Know Now
Prologue
If I knew then that I would know what I know now, things would be a lot different. It's not the fact that I could've known, it's the fact that I would know. You don't understand? Feh… a simpleton like you could never understand.
How could you possibly be aware of just how my life was before this place? My life has been plain fucked up. Has yours? This place is both my savior and my downfall. Can you comprehend such a screwed statement as that? Bah! Humans could never understand a Saiyan.
Stumbling upon that chip was both the best and worst thing that could've happened to me. I would've been perfectly content not knowing… Ignorance is bliss to those that are. But finding it was also good for me. No one plays me like a movie to rewind and tape over at leisure...
But how could she do it? I must admit that this time was, shall I say… different? The relationship we've attainted this time is nothing like the desperate and harsh reality of her 'past lives'. It had to be me, in this lifetime, that had to know.
I feel betrayed. No one uses me! I don't care if she didn't this time… something has to be done for me in the other timelines. I need to do… something. But… I don't know. It may jeopardize important events and such. It may even end up ruining me.
I… just don' t know.
Hmph… you say you want to understand. I don't know… I doubt a human, especially you, could.
Well have to see…
So… what do you think? If you didn't understand… then you need to go read If I Knew Then first, cause, you know… its ONLY the story before this. But for those of you who have read it… what do you think? Well, please read and review!
PLEASE READ-CONCERNING THE UPDATE SCEHDULE: I really don't know how often I'll be able to update this. If I'm, or both of us, are lucky, then the longest you should have to wait for a chapter is a month. School's starting soon (damn!) and to top it off, volleyball starts next week. So sadly.. the summer is closing to an end and I won't have all this free time to sit on my ass and think of ideas for my stories. Well I truly hope you understand! You probably won't have too much time to read my stories anyway. Well that's all folks!