Prologue:

Nothing could have prepared us for such a tragedy that fell upon two young brave souls.

I knew their secret... Their secret hidden in the darkness from prying eyes... A world only they truly understood... A secret I swore to protect… I had to figure it out on my own but on the day before it all happened one came to me to tell me what I had known all along... Before disappearing...

At the time on that day when I didn't see them I didn't think much of it since they would sometimes vanish but you wouldn't know unless you were closer to them like I was.

Then the disaster struck... And I had wished I had searched for them instead of shrugging it off... In a way I feel a little responsible even if it wasn't my fault... I feel like I could have stopped it... I now at that moment wondered how many others the disaster plagued their minds... Like it did for me or maybe not as terrible... I doubt it did leave a truly lasting impact... They seem to be relatively normal as far as I can tell... I think... I'm the only one who is plagued by it...

For many nights and days I continued wondering to myself how exactly it was that I could keep on living with myself with the knowledge I could have stopped what happened to them... I wondered where to even begin looking now... Where do I go when I feel like I've lost everything... If I have nothing left then why continue on as I am...

Those questions and more continue to plague my mind since the fateful day as I continued doing what I normally do but I was never all there... I was always far away... So far that if you'd tried to reach me then I'm sure I would have seemingly become much farther away.

Nothing seemed worth while anymore and I began to just want to die... To join those that I could not save that one fateful day... And soon I began to wonder if all of us actually knew our true purposes, if we had lost it all already or if we are all following blindly commands given to us that we may not be aware of... I do believe we control our lives but I just couldn't help but wonder how many people truly knew their reason... Their purpose... Their... If they had truly lost everything such as I had...

I finally decided that it was the day... The day I would move on and repay those that I owe for not being able to help in time... I can still hear that soft noise as the last thing I had was swept away from me like it was nothing... Like the very hand of God had come to steal away everything from me so quickly... I wanted him to take me away too... To allow me to die going into the afterlife... But I can't... I failed to keep one promise so this is what I can do... For them...