Robin Whitley had never been so hungry in her life. She was never one to obsess about food and usually only ate the first edible looking thing that appeared in the Gryffindor table. However, today was a new day, one where she hadn't bothered to have breakfast or lunch and had been running on zero fuel since the every early hours of classes. Despite the near starvation she was in high spirits. Today she didn't just have her usual, she experimented. She had a plate with chicken and pasta, a side dish was pork, but she couldn't bring herself to neglect her Caesar salad plate or her potato casserole. Then there were her desert plates that could take the space a person to her left side. Of course everyone in her table was looking at her strangely. She had never before shown such enthusiasm while eating, or such an appetite. She even managed to make small talk with most of the people near her food. To their surprise they all learned that evening that it was very possible for a young lady to stuff her face and continue on with conversations. Robin only continue to consume every bit of the food available, knowing that it would be burned carbs by the end of the night.
"Are you okay?"
Robin didn't need to look at her friend's expression to hear her worry.
"Never better, you should try the pig legs." She suggested.
Her best friend Beverly eyed her for the rest of the dinner wondering if her roommate had gone mad. She sure wasn't acting like the homesick American she was used to the past couple weeks. She wasn't complaining about the dreadful food or the lack of cute boys or the accents that she struggled to understand. Beverly had been Robin's aid when she arrived to Hogwarts months ago. Dumbledore had given the young blonde strict orders to assist Robin in every way she could because it had been her first trip out of America and her first time away from home.
Beverly had not wanted to disrespect Dumbledore but she left his office feeling weary and disinterested in helping the new girl. She loved her independence too much to have to spend all of her free time teaching someone new how to properly put on a uniform and abide by school rules. Beverly wanted to give this new American the Hogwarts book for student conduct and be done with it, however when she tried she was surprised to find that new girl could not understand many words in the book! There wasn't exactly an American translation. So Beverly knew that it would be best if she just sat down and taught Robin some British words that she would need to know in order to survive. It was then she came to realize that perhaps this new girl wouldn't be so bad. Robin never scoffed at Hogwarts traditions and came to make friends with some of the same peers as Beverly. She never once acted stuck up and could be often seen reading or playing board games with the other Gryffindors in the common room.
Eventually the girls became closer with time and Beverly came to notice that Robin hated being the center of attention as she had been with her arrival to Hogwarts. Not many Americans joined the school and she was the newest student in transition. However, with their time spent together Beverly noticed that Robin was just missing her family. She could care less about the attention and special treatment but today Robin was different.
Her steps were lighter, more optimistic and she often smiled at the professors, participating more. The last couple weekends she she hadn't been in her usual window seat in the common room with a book in her hand, she was gone only Merlin knows where. When she managed to return she came up with ways to make the room more homey. She put pictures of her family on her dresser and hung golden Christmas lights over the ceiling even though it was the middle of September, she even put up a decent sized flag of California over her bed to remind her of the place she would go back to for the holidays. It was all every different but Beverly didn't mind it because at least this mood change was a pleasant one. Nevertheless, her friend was acting stranger everyday and now with this new outbreak of hunger it only made her feel like perhaps they needed to sneak more sugary foods into their room so she wouldn't be so starved and famished during dinner.
After sufficiently worrying for her friend, Beverly went back to her conversation with Fred Weasley. Robin let out a breath and glanced over at the Hufflepuff table that housed the most handsome man she'd ever seen. She searched intently for any sight of his golden blonde hair and she eventually found him. He was surrounded by the most popular guys in their year and they were all huddled up probably hearing a grand joke and the person talking whispered one last sentence that made all the guys swing back and choke out laughter. Boys.
Robin couldn't help her smile from spreading when she saw Cedric Diggory. He never ceased to remind her of a god. His gray eyes were the most intimidating thing she'd ever seen, the way his hair always managed to look like a soft mess, the gentleness with which he held her made her truly believe that there was no other male that mattered. He was the perfect guy, the one that every girl would want as a boyfriend. He was well rounded with an optimistic attitude and an athletic build. Robin had never been as excited about a boy before in her life, not even the states offered this rare breed.
All her staring eventually did some good because it got his attention. His hypnotic gaze was on her immediately and she refused to look away, any other girl would have feeling sorry that they intruded in his personal space but not Robin. They had both gone through too much to start being shy around each other now and she wanted him tonight. He had been the one person that had made her homesick nature go away because he was the only human being that could properly distract her. He smiled at her, genuinely happy that he caught her staring and Robin only looked down for a moment in slight embarrassment of being caught red handed.
They continued to stare at one another, both knowing what was about to happen and what they both needed to happen but unsure about how to go about it. The stares grew serious now, Robin could make out the amount of lust forming in Cedric's eyes, they probably mirrored hers. They had only been at it once before, it was new and Robin knew that Cedric wasn't the type to do what they had been doing. It's why this time if she wanted something to happen she had to take the initiative, she understood this when she smiled at him and looked at the exit of the great hall. He followed her gaze and nodded.
Robin turned to Beverly, "Hey, I think I've got a bit of a stomach ache. I want to go to bed and just lay for a while."
"I knew you where eating too fast! I saw you swallow that chicken too. I've been thinking, maybe we should start stocking up on food in the room so that you won't look like such a hog come dinner time." She accused.
"Sounds like a plan."
And she made her way out of dinner giving one last look at the Hufflepuff table, Cedric was already gone and that only seemed to make her heart beat faster despite the fact that she was walking at her slowest pace to not rise suspicion with her story.
Finally, she made it out of the great hall and took a couple stairs to make it to the library where all their secret endeavors took place. She was sure she'd run into him on the way but he must have left in such a hurry. It was endearing how eager he was, after their first time she hadn't been sure if he'd still want to continue or if he even liked what they had done together but so far, all reassuring signs. She smiled and started getting giddy when she reached the forbidden part of the library, he was only a few feet away now.
She took out her wand, "Ahlohamora."
The doors unlocked instantly and she made her way through making sure to close and lock everything in case someone decided to come to the library this close to after hours. She walked past all the ancient books and into another room with all the past Hogwarts furniture over the years.
Then someone came from behind her and took her copper hair out of the way so that they could smother her with kisses up and down her neck. Arms attached themselves to her waist and gave her warmth. It wasn't the most romantic place but it was Cedric and it was perfect. She giggled when his breath tickled her neckline.
"I've missed you." He whispered into her ear.
"You must be right, it's been a tough couple hours since last time." She said sarcastically.
"I'm sorry," he stopped and stood back giving her time to turn around and face him. The room had no lights except for a small window at the very top of a wall that gave them moonlight. Not that the darkness could take away from his beauty.
"What's wrong?" She asked when he suddenly stopped.
"It's been too soon, we were just together last night and while I might want you again your probably still healing and I don't think the timing is appropriate all..."
Robin laughed, "Your such a worry wart, I feel fine. Magnificent even."
"No, it's too soon. Come I'll walk you back out and you can tell me about your day."
Now it was her turn to do some convincing. She got closer and light licked his lower lip before going in for a kiss. She pulled back before it became anything and noticed how Cedric stood grounded to the floor completely unmoving. She started laying soft kisses all over his face and gently detached him from his robes, letting it be the first article of clothing on the floor.
"Please?" She begged letting her hands wander on his chest.
"But last night was your first time." He explained.
"And yours too," she argued.
He still didn't move, only looked back at her begged her to stop with his expressions. She decided that he needed more of a push and began to shed her uniform slowly and sensually for her watching admirer. Cedric's eyes grew in size and before he knew it she was left in only her black school skirt. Her breasts were keenly visible to Cedric with the moonlight and he tried so hard to keep himself grounded and not touch like many boys his age would do. Robin sighed, clearly tired of his shenanigans and decided to help him.
She grabbed his arm and brought his hand up making sure to lick two of his fingers before she guided them down south and lifted her leg a little so that she could insert them inside her. At the feel of how wet she already was he groan loudly, closed his eyes. Still fighting his feelings. Or trying to because then she started moving against fingers, her pelvic area grinding on his two digits. She was so wet that when she pulled his fingers out she could see all cum that had landed on them. He opened his eyes in time to see her embarrassment at the evidence.
That must have driven him past his gentlemen behavior because he clenched his jaw and carried her onto the nearest couch where they had first done their lovemaking. She giggled at his angry expression and he shed his clothes even quicker than she had, giving her something to marvel at. She saw the scars on his muscular chest and knew there they all had originated, he was the Hufflepuff seeker and it came with the territory. She ran her hands over them and kiss each one individually while he latched his lips on her nipples and sucked the familiar pink beauties. She enjoyed rubbing her hands over the small patch of light brown hair on his chest, it tickled him.
Together and with his movements guiding them they moved into a more comfortable position before he pulled down her obtrusive skirt and entered her in one quick, swift movement. Nothing compared to being this close to Cedric Diggory. He wanted to control himself and not become one of those horny friends of his, he wanted to make her feel the orgasm building before it was over for them. So he took his time going extraordinarily slow with his thrusting making sure so savor the feeling of her folds clinging to him. Robin only wished that everyday could be like this, that she could be the last girl to ever have Cedric in this manner. He helped her feel alive and have sensations that she never dreamed possible because before him she was dead down under. She never really experienced any type of sexual attraction much less arousal. He was responsible for waking her up to all these previously missed feelings.
Finally, they were getting somewhere and Cedric had built up his speed. He knew that she was almost at the point of no return with the way she rocked her hips against his and threw her back in anticipation. Before the time came he grabbed her hands and intertwined their fingers together.
"Robin." He called sweetly.
She didn't hear him, she was ready to merge with him in the most powerful way.
"Robin look at me." He commanded.
She urged her body to do as he asked no matter how difficult. It took her a couple seconds but eventually she stared right back at his beautiful eyes right when the moment came. There was something to be had from sharing eye contact at a moment like this. It allowed you to see how vulnerable the other person was and it was this eye contact the previous night that let both of them in on the fact that this was no fling. It was new and meaningful to both because not only were they giving away their love, they were giving away their virtues to each other.
They both rode their waves of pleasure and when it was over Cedric kissed her, hard. No knowing what he would do without her.
"I love you." He whispered.
Robin had to catch her breath before she also shared her confession of the heart.
This is how it would always be, both so in love yet scared of the consequences of being caught. They stayed that way for a moment, nude and tangled together after a long day away from each other. Tomorrow would be the same ordeal but perhaps a different meeting place, one that was not as dusty if they were luck.
Then they both heard a noise that made them jump up.
"Cedric? Cedric are you there?"
It was Cho Chang the very product of their fear and they both scattered to put their clothes back on.
Cedric, who didn't have to struggle with such things like a bra was dressed faster than imaginable. He grabbed Robin and gave her a chaste kissed.
"I'll see you tomorrow," he said after pressing their foreheads together. He closed his eyes and tried to imagine a calmer place where they didn't have to hide but it didn't last when he heard his girlfriend again.
Robin felt the pressure of his lips being taken off of her forehead before his footsteps grew fainter. She opened her eyes and he was gone but she wouldn't accept it. She put on her school robes and ran to the door before opening it very quietly and allowing a small crack to let her see what was going on outside.
Cho Chang had somehow made it past the library and into the forbidden section, she hadn't been that far off from where Cedric and her had been earlier, this definitely meant they had to come up with a better meeting spot. Who could have possible led her here? She didn't dwell on it much longer before she saw Cedric smile at Cho and put an arm over her shoulder while leading her out. Cho looked positively radiant, seeing Cedric emerge from one of the massive selves of books made her form her biggest grin yet. She continued to look at him in child-like wonder while Cedric led her further away and they began talking about their friends.
Robin only stood there, watching them and wondering why it was her that he had to hide with. She felt like she was merely borrowing him from Cho for less than thirty minutes so that they could pretend to be in love. This thought constantly hurt her but she looked back at their couch where she had just spent the last couple minutes with the most incredible man and she couldn't deny the fact that at least she wasn't pretending.
At least tomorrow would be a new day.
A/N: Everyone that reads this, let me know what you think. I know that not that many people are into this type of story anymore because Harry Potter mania is over for the most part but Cedric is my favorite character. Let me know if I should continue, please review and be opinionated.
