Love locks
Why? Why would he do this to me? First he lets me kiss him then he punches me in the FACE then he leaves me without a good bye or anything an now, the worst of it is I found him in bed with another man and what's even worst is that man is none other than the prat john-Paul McQueen, that makes it worse for me, Mr I know it all cause I dated a freaking priest. I know I shouldn't moan at Brendan as I got with Doug and moved on so he of course had the write to but I just got my hopes up and I wanted him so badly, the flight over here was unbearable because I was so excited. Ireland is an amazing place I can why he like sit but I want him to come back to hollyoaks with me and Leah and Lucas so we could be a family but I should of known that couldn't happen…EVER, he has clearly moved on and practically told me to piss and go back to Doug. I do love Doug but I love Brendan more…way more and I want him, no need him. This year without him has been so hard, I thought I could move on with the help of Doug but I was wrong. The bridge I'm on is covered in padlocks and people are all crowding round them putting there on the bridge and throwing the key into the river below, I have never seen anything like that before everyone looks so happy with their lovers and their padlocks and their key. There is one couple who looks so cheerful and happy together, I can't help but stare at their love, it's so nice and I almost feel jealous, they have their own lock attached to the bridge up high they then kiss and walk of laughing throwing the key in the river. I keep on staring at them till I see…BRENDAN… Brendan was here looking at me, how long has he been here? I turn back around , I don't want to hear his lies and excuses and I don't want to look at him as I have the urge to either kiss him or punch him hard in the stood there a while till he finally speaks;
"There called love locks!"