1Chapter 1:Wanting You

Pansy sat at the back of the room, staring. Staring at the girl who she had always tried to make miserable. Her golden brown hair was straight long and shiny. She was small and petite. The girl was bent over her desk that was full of books and papers. The room was almost silent and Pansy could hear her quill scratching across the parchment in front of her. On either side of her were a boy. On her right was a tall red-headed boy who was leaning back looking up at the ceiling. On her left was a raven haired boy who was ruffling his already very messy hair some more.

Pansy looked back down at her paper so people wouldn't get suspicious. She didn't have much done yet. Glancing to her right she took a look at how far her boyfriend Draco Malfoy had gotten. To her surprise he was almost finished. Looking up at the clock she realized there was only ten more minutes left for her to finish her work. Pansy looked back down at her paper and tried to concentrate on her Potions work but pictures of a girl with brown hair kept floating into her mind.

It wasn't fair. She had everything. Money, a hott boyfriend who loved her, and yet her life was incomplete. Pansy had always felt like something was missing from her life. Something very important. It wasn't until last year that she had begun feeling things for anyone besides her beloved Draco. After the battle in the sixth year she had grown to admire the Golden Trio for their courage and bravery. One in particular. She still wasn't entirely sure what she felt towards the hazel eyed Gryffindor, but she liked it and yet she hated it.

A timer rang in the front of the classroom, just before a faint bell rang outside the dungeon they were currently in.

"Hand in your papers now and get out." Snape drawled at the front of the class nodding to a smaller desk next to his own.

Pansy moved slowly wanting to be alone with Snape when she asked him for some more time to do her paper. She was sure he would let her. She was a Slytherin after all and Draco's girlfriend. Snape obviously favored Draco and wouldn't want Draco to be mad at him because he made his girlfriend fail an assignment.

"Come on Pansy." Draco sounded agitated as he waited for her "I want to get to lunch."

"Um...go ahead without me I'll catch up." Pansy looked up from her bag.

Draco looked confused but shrugged his shoulders. Leaning in he kissed her lips softly "I'll save a seat for you." he whispered in her ear.

Pansy smiled back and the second he was out of the dungeon she involuntarily wiped her lips off. Looking around the classroom she found nobody but Snape was there. Taking a deep breath she shouldered her bag and walked up to his desk.

"Um Professor. I had some issues finishing my assignment and I was wondering if I could just do it for homework?" Pansy gave him her best pout and tried to look innocent.

Professor Snape looked up and surveyed her for a moment before nodding his head "I want it tomorrow no later than lunch." he instructed.

Pansy nodded her head feverishly "Yes, sir, thank you, sir." and happier than before she hurried out of the dungeons and out into the Entrance Hall.

Entering the Great Hall she scanned the hall and saw Hermione Granger sitting by herself with a book at the Gryffindor table. Pansy felt a sudden urge to go sit with her and make her feel wanted, but she stopped herself and headed to the Slytherin table. She could see Draco in the middle of the table surrounded by what looked like half the house. He was of course the Slytherin King and she was his queen. Pansy blanched outwardly at the thought of being his queen.

"No Pansy, no you mustn't think like that." she scolded herself.

She had to stop thinking so much about Granger. She was just a worthless mudblood, right? Draco saw her approaching the table and ordered some people to budge over for her.

There's one good thing about being the girlfriend of Draco Malfoy Slytherin King extraordinare , he always made sure you were treated like a queen." Pansy thought smirking at the other girls' evil glares.

Sitting down next to Draco he planted a small soft kiss on Pansy's cheek. Pansy recoiled but didn't let him see. Draco was her boyfriend and they were more than likely betrothed. She couldn't just stop loving him because some mudblood kept fogging her brain.

"But she's a very hott mudblood." a little voice in the back of Pansy's head told her. "Where the hell did that come from?" she asked herself.

"So Pansy what took you so long?" Draco asked slipping an arm around her waist. His normally warm cozy arm had recently been feeling colder less wanted around her waist.

"Oh I had to get an extension on that Potions assignment." Pansy tried to ignore his arm and served herself and Draco some steak and kidney pie.

"You did seem a bit distracted in class." Draco mused "Something wrong?" he asked removing his arm around my waist, which Pansy was thankful for.

"No, no everything's fine." Pansy said offhandedly her eyes wandering over to the Gryffindor table where Harry and Ron were sitting down.

Draco followed her gaze saying. "Got a scheme for the filthy mudblood and her man-whores."

"Don't..." Pansy almost let it slip for him not to call Hermione a mudblood. "Er...no I'm still thinking." She said quickly not looking at him.
Draco just looked at her but didn't say anything. Draco had begun noticing that Pansy didn't pay attention anymore and tensed at his touch or kiss. She had been distracted in class especially the ones they had with Gryffindors. He had begun to wonder if she had something for one of the Gryffindors. Draco was determined not to lose her to a Gryffin-dork.

Pansy set her fork and knife down. Taking a deep breath she put her hands under chin, cracking her knuckles. Gazing around her she tuned out everything as her eyes fell on the fiery brunette at the Gryffindor table. She watched as Hermione stood up and left the Great Hall. Pansy's dark eyes followed her every movement. Getting up she tried not to do anything suspicious.

"Where are you going?" Draco asked looking up at her quizzically.

"I have to go somewhere to think and be alone." She muttered not paying much attention. Swinging her bag over her shoulder she followed Hermione out of the Hall.

Walking through the corridors Pansy tried to think of where Hermione would be.

"The library of course!" she thought.

Entering the library Pansy looked around for the bushy haired muggle-born. In the far back she sat alone, hidden behind a book. Pansy went to a shelf and pulled down a random book. Sitting down at a table that faced Hermione she positioned her book so that she could watch Hermione and not be noticed too easily.

Opening the book Pansy pretended to e reading while really she kept peeking out behind her book to look at the girl four tables away from her. Hermione had obviously felt eyes on her and looked up form her book. Seeing noone looking at her she turned back down to her book. Once she seemed engrossed in her book again Pansy looked back up from her book. Hermione again looked up feeling the eyes on the crown of her head. This time however Pansy wasn't very quick and Hermione noticed her. Narrowing her eyes Hermione glared at Pansy in suspicion.

Pansy looked back up and smirked challenging her. Turning back to her book Pansy acted like she was innocent. Before she knew it she sensed someone in front of her. Looking up Hermione was towering over her.

"Do you have a staring problem or something?" She snarled, accusingly.