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B.p.o.v

Edward and I were walking through the woods. There was an awkward silence, the same silence that has been between us for a couple days now. We made our way to 'our' meadow. He sat down when we reached the middle of the field. Silence. An awkward silence. I looked at Edward to find him staring at the ground. His face, unreadable.

"Are you alright?" I asked when I got the courage to ask. My voice sounded so sad, innocent, and scared all at the same time. He looked at me, and his face was sad, miserable . He had been thinking about something, and by the looks of it, something that was bad. He also looked…….. Regretful? Does he regret coming back to me? Did I do something wrong? Was he going to leave again? No, I cant live without him, and I'm sure he feels the same way about me, or does he still?

"I guess so, just thinking" he said. He bent his head down so he could continue to star at the ground. He looked back up at me and bent his head down so he could kiss me. I could feel the tension radiating off of him. "I love you, never forget that." he said.

"never" I told him. He smiled, but I could tell that it was forced, he was trying to be happy for me, and he would show no other emotion otherwise. He kissed me again. When he pulled away and said so fast and low, that I almost didn't hear him "I'm so sorry, Bella. Were moving again" he said, his eyes for once were showing emotion… sadness. An emotion that I didn't want to see, I wanted to see happiness in his eyes, and to know that he was lying. But I was afraid that he wasn't indeed lying.

"What?" I asked.

"were leaving, going away, and were leaving you here. I can't tell you why Bella. So please, don't ask." he said standing up. "come on, I should get you home. I didn't hear anything after said 'were leaving' I looked up at Edward, big mistake. I started crying. I couldn't believe it! He is leaving again, how could he do this?

"What about us, the wedding? Eternity, Edward, you and me?" I asked while I was balling my eyes out.

" No, Bella, please don't cry, it kills me to see you cry because of me." He said pulling me into a hug, and kissing the top of my head. "Come on let's enjoy the time we have left together." he said

"W-w-hen are you l-l-eaving?" I chocked out, barley saying the last word.

"Tomorrow" he answered. Tomorrow! But why so soon, why didn't he tell me? He didn't want to see me sad perhaps. I looked up at him and whispered "Alright, come on." And with that we left, Edward ran all the way to his car, and we drove back to my house. I got ready for bed while Edward was driving his car to his house, and then while he was running back to my house. Part of me thought that he wasn't going to come back, but I told myself that Edward wouldn't lie about that.

When I was done, I walked into my dark room, and climbed into my bed, and covered my self with my blanket. Not two seconds after I laid down, two cold arms circled around my waist. "Sleep well, my Bella." he whispered into my ear. That night I didn't sleep alt all, this was the last time that I would be able to be this close to my angel. Every once in awhile, ok every two minutes, Edward would either say 'I'm so sorry' or 'I love you, never forget that'. he left early ,around four thirty a.m., after saying goodbye. He took half of my heart with him. And once again, I had a hole in my heart. I sat there crying. Goodbye life, love, and everything that I know. Hello life without Edward, so not nice knowing you again.

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