Okay so it has been a while since I updated my other story but don't worry I will update it soon. This one is a little some thing I have had on my laptop for a little while so I thought I might post it. Well I hope you enjoy! Oh and before you ask I do not know what Lilly has so just use your imagination or something for her illness so yeah… I DO NOT own Hannah Montana or anything to do with that…
It has been along time since I saw her face. Every time I see it I shut down and there is nothing in the world can stop me. I just don't know why it had to happen now… after everything. This is just not right. Not fair. Why? That is all I ask. Why now? Just why? I know I am not going to get an answer.
Arghhhhh! I hate it. I hate knowing that she is going to die and there is nothing I can do about but the only thing I can say is three simple words. These words maybe simple but they have an awful lot of meaning put behind them.
'I LOVE YOU!'
That's all that is needed to be said. I know it is not a lot but she know that it means more. I look deep into her ocean blue eyes. We stare at each other for what feels like forever. Never letting go. We break from our trance when Oliver comes in.
"Sorry guys didn't mean to interrupt" he said give an apologetic smile.
" No it's okay…" I say to Oliver.
I turn back to Lilly and she is giving me a look asking if she can have a word with Oliver.
" Listen I am going to get a drink. Do you want something?" I ask both of them.
They both shock their heads 'no'. I get off the bed and I kiss Lilly on her forehead then to her lips. It brought a smile to her face and that got me think. I am going to miss that smile so much.
" Be back soon babe, okay?" I ask.
" Yes hun, I love you," she says
" Love you too!" I say as I pass Oliver on the way out the door. I gave him a sad smile that was then reflected back at me. I walked the hallway thinking to myself… Why her?
(Lilly pov)
" Hey Lilly, how's it going?" He asks with a small smile.
" Better then yesterday" I reply
There was a long pause between the two in the room. But silence was broken when Oliver began to speak.
" She is going to miss you know. She really does love you," he says no louder then a whisper.
" I know and I feel really bad" I look down at lap.
" Hey listen, this is not you fault. Seriously this could happened to anyone so don't blame yourself" he finishes with a sad sigh.
The room was in silence for minute when Lilly began to speak.
" I want to do something for her" I say in a commanding way.
" Okay?" he asks with confusion written all over his face.
" Well I have this idea in my head that I want to do for her but I know it sounds mean but I don't want her know about it just yet but earlier today, when Miley wasn't here, the doc said I can leave the hospital just one night before… before…well you know what I mean…" I couldn't finish what I was say when he cut in.
" Oh Lilly" he begins cry as he pulls me in to a hug.
" I know Oken but I really want that night to be special for both of us…do you think you could do something for me?
"Anything Lils anything…"
"Can you remember when we decided to have dinner up in the huge tree house I have for our first actual date?"
" Yeah like yesterday"
" Well I was wondering if you could make put some blankets, pillows and stuff up there for tomorrow night?
"Sure thing, Lils" he pauses.
"Thanks ollie you're the best"
(Miley's POV)
I enter the café down stair to grab an orange juice coz there is noway that I can have coffee now especially when I can't stop shaking. I walk over to an empty table in the corner of the room. A warm hand rests on my shoulder and so I slowly turn to see my dad. I don't actually realise that I was crying until he wrapped his arms round me. I tighten I grip around and buried my face in to his chest.
"It's gonna be okay darlin" he looks down at me.
"How is it gonna be okay? She is dying and there is nothing that either of us can do." I mumble in to his chest.
" Hey now, you know that Lilly is a fighter just like your momma was" he says
" I know she is a fighter and that is one of the many reasons why I love her but it is just not fair"
" I know Miles but life is just unfair." He says pulling out of the hug "… why don't freshen yourself up and then we'll go back up there, what do you say?"
I wipe my face with the arm of my sleeve and reply with a small smile and nod.
" Thanks daddy"
"No prob'm darlin'" he replies and places a kiss on my forehead. "Now go freshen up".
(Miley's POV)
We are now leaving the hospital as they mentioned that visiting hours are over. Lucky for Lilly she had a nice nurse and let us stay for another hour but to me it still feels weird to be going home without my Lils. I have my head pressed against the window while Oliver is driving us back to his. I have orders by Lilly that I have to stay with company tonight and because my dad said it would be better to stay with Oliver. Not that I don't mind him, as he is the brother from another mother and well father too.
I glanced over at Oliver who turned and smiled at me. I gave him a weak smile back and continued to look out the window. We drove past the school that brought back so many memories. How we had a stupid fight because she didn't choose me to play on her team and how every one of my plans of getting what I want always ended up with her being in a awkward situations. Then there was sneaking into the toilets for a quick make out session and how we used to nearly get caught by Amber and Ashley who were always trying to get dirt on us. How we came out in front of the whole school during lunch. Those were the good old days.
I am brought out of thought when I feel Oliver place his hand on my knee.
"Miley?"
"hmmm?"
" We're home now," he says quietly. I look up and see his house.
" Oh sorry I just out with the fairies sorry" I sad looking down at my lap.
" It's okay… hey listen why don't you go inside have a nice long bath and I will go out am get pizza and ice cream. What you say just like old times?" he says trying to put a smile on my face.
"Sure but don't be to long…oh and Oliver?"
"Yeah Miles?"
"Thank you" I say and pull him in to a hug.
"Anytime Miles, anytime" he answers. He passes me his door keys and I begin to walk to the house.
(Lilly's POV)
"Thank you so much Ollie," I say as I pass him the list I have made for tomorrow night.
"All good… are you sure you want to do this?"
"I am positive. I love Miley more than anything in this world. She is my heart and soul. And after all the hard work you did sneaking in here to get my order for tomorrow… it is darn worth it" I smile.
I lean back into my bed.
" Miley doesn't know does she?" I ask
" No she is having a bath. I am supposed to out getting ice cream and pizza…." He glanced down at his watch "… and it should be ready now. Sorry Lilly but I got to bounce otherwise Miles would know somehow…well you know what she's like"
" It's okay Ollie just go… but thank you so much this… you don't know how much this means to me."
"Really Lilly it's cool… I'll see you tomorrow okay?"
" Yeah okay… oh and Ollie?"
" Yeah?"
" Watch her tonight please"
" Don't worry I will" he then snuck out of my room.
Soon after I leaned back and fell asleep.
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