AN- IM SORRY I HAVN'T WRITTEN ANYTHING IN AGES BUT I WAS REALLY DISTRACTED :P LOL

SO FAR IT WILL BE RATED K+ FOR VAGUE SUICIDE MENTION.

DON'T WORRY THEY WILL GET TOGETHER IN THE END I NEED MY CAT/SARA FIX LOL 

DISCLAIMER- IF I OWNED CSI, OR ANY SHOW FOR THAT MATTER WE WOULD HAVE A FEMSLASH EPIDEMIC LOL  BUT I DON'T SO YOU CANT SUE ME RUNS AWAY SCREAMING PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!!!!!!

Dear Diary

She left me here, stranded on the tip of the ice berg, if I fall it's a hell of a long way down but if I stay ill freeze to death so what choice do I have?

Unless she comes to save me I will drown in an ocean of darkness.

Pain is my only friend, if I cause myself enough pain there's no way she can break me with her piercing blue eyes and even sharper words.

I can push her away but she is my life support.

I, Sara Sidle, need the one and only Catherine Willows, but I will never have her.

So I write in this diary in the hope that once I succumb to the darkness she will read it and maybe remember me.

Sara Sidle

I LOVE REVIEWS THEY MAKE ME LOVE YOU 

PLUS IT'S A PRETTY BUTTON DEFINANTLY WORTH PRESSING!!!

ITS ALMOST ORGASMISTIC HEHEHE