My Pain
Do you think i have no feelings?,
Do you even give a damn?,
im telling you im not as strong,
as you really think i am.
Ive found it really hard,
without you by my side,
Ive tried to fight these feelings,
but my thoughts just crash collide.
My Brain is quietly weeping,
My Heart is constant pain,
I feel i cant continue,
It will just happen again.
Im fed up with the anger,
thats building up right now,
It really has to stop,
But i struggle to find how.
The things i do are wrong,
that hurt you in some way,
telling all your secrets,
in what i do and say.
But ill always get the punishment,
that makes me weep and cry,
Im sitting her in tears right now,
And i know the reason why.