"Mummy, why don't I have a Daddy?" I looked down at my child on my lap.

"Why do you want to know Sweetie?"

"Because all of my friends have a Dad and I... Don't have one."

(Flashback (4 Years ago))

"Toshiro... Where are you going?" We were outside running in the snow, when he turned to look at me, he looked so sad? Why?

"I want to break up, Karin."

"Why?" I felt my face slowly getting wet with tears.

"It's not your fault, so please, it's don't like that... I completed the mission and I accepted to go back to being the 10th division captain, I am starting two days from now."

"So you just tell me now that you're leaving me? Is the only reason that you stayed and had a relationship with me is because you wanted to complete the mission? Is the mission more important than us being together?"

"Yes." Once that word came out of his mouth, my world crumbled into darkness and all these emotions built up inside of me and I ran away, so I would never see him again.

(End of Flashback.)

"Mommy, are you alright?" She tugged on my tee shirt.

"Yes sweetie, sorry if I scared you."

"It's alright, I am with you! So I don't feel scared." I smiled at our child. It is best if you don't know sweetie... Toshiro, she looks so much like you. She has pure white hair and she even has your eyes... I am so sorry for not letting you know about our child.

(Flashback. (A month after break up)) (AnimeLoverAndFanForever: Sorry this is one long flashback)

I was walking down stairs to get a glass of water when I heard Ichigo talking to Rukia.

"Ichigo, I still can't believe it. Toshiro completed his mission to make Karin a shikigami. Her training is complete and her reitsu is doing a wonderful job of being depressed."

"I know right, I was frightened that she might attract Hollows if she didn't learn how to become a shikigami and now I feel like they will be okay when I am gone on missions because Karin is there to protect them."

"But what happens when your both gone?"

"Since Dad lost most of his powers and suppresses it, he will be no problem. Yuzu does not have powers or spiritual energy so she will just be fine."

"I see…" I ran quietly to the bathroom, when I felt a wave of nausea overcome me. I closed the door, locked it and put my head over the toilet. Shit why have I been vomiting lately? And feeling so light headed. I really need to see Dad and make him give me a check-up… It must just be a small case of the flu. I finished what I needed to do, wiped my mouth and walked to my room to go back to sleep.

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I went through the medical clinics door and saw Dad with another patient. "Oh Karin, wait over there for a sec and I will be right with you. It only took a few minutes til he came to me. "What do you need Karin Darling?" after he said those words he tried to give me a bear hug but I easily blocked him as usual.

"I just need a cheek-up. I haven't been feeling quite right recently."

"Okay then, come with me~" He skipped to the room, that I was going to get checked up in. I only followed. Once we got to the room he asked me to sit on the chair. "So what happened to make you feel not quite right recently?" He smiled.

"Well recently I been having nausea and most times I had to go to the bathroom, I have been feeling light headed and having a lot of dizzy spells. I think that's everything." Once I finished saying all of the symptoms, his smile disappeared into his serious expression.

"Karin, this might scare you but everything you're telling me, says that you might be pregnant." Tears came into my eyes, not happy tears but frightened tears. I was shaking up full on until Dad put his hand on my shoulder. "Karin, let's check." He sounded calm.

We went through all the procedures that need to take place. "Karin? You see that on the screen? It might be a bit small but that's your baby. You're going to be around one and a half months pregnant; depending when was your last period." Now that I am thinking about it, I haven't had my period for a long time now… Wait that's not the problem! The problem is how I am going to raise the baby?

"Daddy, what am I going to do?"

"You can have an abortion or keep the baby. It's up to you and your spouse."

"I want to keep the baby but not tell my spouse."

"Why are you not going to tell your spouse?"

"Cause we broke up last month." I said quietly. "Can we just keep this a secret? Just for now and tell Yuzu and Ichigo when I am ready?"

"Yes of course! I am finally going to have a grandson or granddaughter!" He jumped around in joy.

(End of Flashback.)

"Sweetie, do you want to move to the soul society and live with me, your uncle, your aunty and grandfather?"

"So we are going to live with them?"

"Yes but do you want to?"

"Uh huh, I really want to see them again!"

"That's great, starting in 6 days were going to live in the soul society!"