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AN: I do not read anonymous reviews so that means you'll have to log into your account before reviewing or I'll just delete it without reading it. It's nothing against you. I just don't like how comfortable people are with trying to hurt my feelings in anonymous reviews. Lyrics have been removed to fit site rules. Ch1. inspired by "I Knew You Were Trouble" by Taylor Swift.

Warning: Memories may be a little out of order of occurrence to fit the lyrics.

Renesmee's POV

Thinking back, I probably should have realized that he was just playing with me for his Master. How could I have believed a word he said? I should have had Dad come and confirm his words through his thoughts. Now he was gone and so was she.

I was hunting on my own for the first time since starting college. The bear laid in front of me, drained of blood. I wasn't as strong as my parents. This thing had almost killed me. I turned to the vampire that had arrived in time to snap it's neck before it could sink it's teeth into mine. His brown hair and red eyes looked familiar.

"Who are you," I asked.

"My name is Alec," he replied.

The memory returned quickly. One cloaked figure among many staring at me with all the others.

"The witch twins. You're part of the Volturi," I recalled.

He gave me a crooked smile, "Not any more. I left."

I cocked my head to the side, "Why?"

He walked slowly towards me, "How can I serve a Master who only wants me for my power? Aro doesn't care who I really am, only what I'm capable of."

I nodded, having heard this fact many times from my family, accepting that he'd figured out the truth.

I woke up expecting to find him next to me like he had promised. The bed was empty. His place was warmed by the sun coming through the window. He hadn't been laying there since before sunrise. He had left without me. I looked around and sniffed the air. His scent was faint and so was hers. They were both gone. I had loved him and now he was gone.

We were studying for the test we had in the morning. Midterms were supposed to be difficult but he was smart and I had a photographic memory like all hybrids. He smiled at me and I couldn't help but feel that something was off. It was just a ghost of an instinct to run that somehow made me want him more.

His eyes flashed with the danger displayed in those of a predator. I was used to it though. It was the look that was often in the eyes of my family's friends. All vampires that drink human blood have that look. I wasn't scared. I was interested. He took a seat next to me right before the Professor entered to begin class.

He took me with him on this hunting trip of his. He was thirsty and I was curious. I had never dared to drink human blood when my family was close by. The morals I had grown up with forbade it though we did not judge our friends for their choice of food. Alec said he would share each of his victims with me so my morals could not hold me back now. The humans I drank from were going to die by Alec's fangs anyway so I may as well enjoy the ride.

I walked to class feeling only pain. My heart felt like it was trying to cave in on itself. Thinking back I should have known. His eyes were different than the other vampires I knew. They gave that look to humans. He gave it to me.

I looked up from our prey. The human had been high and the drugs had a small effect on me. Not as much as it had on the woman now lying dead in the alley but enough to make Alec look somehow more intriguing than before. I leaned forward and kissed him. He held me close and let me get the need out of my system before we had to hide the human.

The dark mist surrounded us acting as a cloak. I feared it at first. I knew of his power. I didn't like the idea of my first time being effected by his sense deprivation.

"What are you doing," I asked nervously from under him.

"Relax Ness. I'm not taking your senses. I'm just hiding everything but me from you," he smiled down at me.

"Why," I inquired trying to see through the mist.

"Because I want to be the only thing you know right now," he whispered in my ear causing me to look back at him.

He kissed me, devouring my lips with his own before I could protest any further. I settled down in his arms and let him fill all five of my senses, giving him the most precious gift a woman can give to a man, my virginity.

I fell to the floor as the phone slipped from my hand. My father was furious with me. At first he didn't mind that I was pregnant until he found out that the baby was Alec's. Now I was regretting every second of that night when he had planted his seed inside me. The door opened and I heard his footsteps enter. I wiped my tears and stood up quickly. Pushing away all signs of pain I turned to greet my mate.

Rumor spread fast on campus. The boy from Italy had left campus and gone home in the middle of the semester. My pregnancy had lasted nine months. I wasn't sure how it was possible but the child had grown at the human rate. Maybe it was because it was more than half vampire. I wasn't sure. What mattered now is that everybody knew that he had taken our daughter and left me.

I went home for Christmas break. The memory of that day with the bear running through my head over and over. How could I have not known he was lying to me. That was his plan all along. Get the powerful hybrid pregnant and bring home to his Masters the even more powerful child who's powers were the opposite of mine and an exact copy of both my parents abilities. Aro didn't want my mother anymore. He had her grand daughter.

That first semester, all the parties, the studying, the sweet talk: all lies meant for one purpose. He drew me in. He made me love him. He made me need him. Then he walked away when he no longer needed me.

I sat on his lap as his hands wandered over my swollen belly. Our baby kicked and I felt a small jolt of pain as her foot bumped against her father's hand through the walls of my flesh separating her from the rest of the world.

"I love you two so much," he whispered to me

I hadn't known he was lying because of how much I wanted to believe it.

I looked fearfully at my parents, begging with my eyes for them not to be angry at me. The events of the last year and a half ran through my head for my father to see. His eyes softened but Mom still looked more angry than she had when she found out Jacob imprinted on me. He whispered to her something and she gave him a look of pained disbelief and looked back at me. Her eyes showed the sorrow I felt. She held out her arms and I ran to my family. I sobbed as they held me close.

"It's okay Renesmee. We'll get her back," Jacob promised, joining our family hug.

I wanted to hear that but I wasn't sure he could make it happen. My shoulders shook and tears continued to fall as I kept repeating my daughter's name. Alexandra. Would I ever see her again?

AN: I mostly wrote this because that song has been stuck in my head for the past several days and it doesn't fit anywhere in the story I am working on at the moment so I had to do something to get it out. Maybe now I can concentrate. Let me know what you think.