Only When Im With You
Dont Not Own any of the Twlight people SM does.
Chapter 1
Hey my names Lilly and im 18 and I live with my dad and my beatuiful baby putty cat Coco, we live in a small town called Forks where all it does is rain. Not saying that i hate Forks or anything because I dont I love it, but it needs more sun alot more sun, Im a senior in high school I go to Forks high school which is a tiny school where everybody knows everybody its cool sometimes but other times its not. I do have two younger brothers, Nick whos 16 and Jakewhos 14, but they live with my mum on the rez. I really dont get on with my mum which is why i dont live with her my dad says its because im so much like her that i hate seeing all the bad point about me reflected into her but its not that its just she knows how to wind me up and get under my skin and peck my head.
I spend alot of my free time round at my best friend Rachels not just because shes amazing and I can tell her everything but her brother, James, is sooo yummy hes so yummy that yummy dont even cover it he has this yummy chocolate brown short hair, that he wears spiked most the time, these amazing ice blue eyes his lips are sooo kissable, hes tall, strong, big, built and very tanned but then again everyone on the rez is and alot of the lads are extremly tall. Rachels alot like me in personality but in looks we look nothing a like she has the same skin tone as her brother and the same blue eyes, but i find James better to look at, her hairs curly but lose curls and very dark brown almost black colour and shes about 5ft5 the same as me, I do have blue eyes but not ice blue more like pool blue and I have blonde hair that finishes half way down my back like rachels only mines straight and am very pale other than that me n rachel are like twins we have the same build and everything shes always wearing my clothes and im always wearing hers, we love to go shopping together its are fav pass time.
I also love my car my dad earns alot of money doing the job he does dont ask me what he does because its really hard to understand him when he starts going on about computer its like hes not even speaking english so all I know is he works with computers doing a very important job so for my 18th last week her bought me a pure whit Audi TT convertable and i love him for it!
What more could i ask for right?
I have a dad who loves me, brothers who adore me, live in a nice house, got good grades at school, a best friend how loves me to bits, my putty cat Coco who fallows me everywhere and my car I mean what more could a girl want my life sounds prefect right?
Well its not yer I love my friends and family but I LOVE james, I dont just mean like some little crush I mean I LOVE him and have done for years. It started years ago at his 16th birthday party I was only 15 and had never really paid him much attention, to me his was just rachels cute oldr brothert that night things changed he asked for me where his birthday kiss was Itold him if he wanted it he had to catch me, it was a well known fact that james was nto me, so i ran off he found me and pined me up the wall and kissed me! i ahev never had a kiss like it in my life it was amazing thats what started my fication with him. but not long after that he ran away for year months he left his sister behind he left all his friends he left me! when he came back he re-enrolled at high school and tried acting like nothing had happend he had gotten really big like he had been takeing drugs or something and he would sneek out at night and not tell anyone where he was going, i still loved him always have and always will but hes never been the same since then and it scares me. ive kissed him a few more times since that but we never started dateing or anything he said he cant he dosent want to end up hurting me. i never understood what he was talking about but this is the story of how i found out what happend to him why he came back so different and why he didn't want to be with me.
AN: hey people this is the first time ive ever done anything like this soo let me no what you think as if its shit i wont be carrying on but if its ok and i get a few reviews by the end of the week ill carry on with the next capter not to sure where this is heading yet i do have a few ideas in my head. anyways thanks for reading and let me no what you think. if the spelling bad its because im not very good lol sorry xx