hihihihihihi! suck my fanfiction here! XD well this is like my first beyblade fic! hope you like it!

i find it funny because when i was writing it and right now I'm listening to death note XD

well hope you like it~!

plz review as my english suck and i want to get better! so if you find a mistake plz tell me and ill do my best to fix it!

i don't own beyblade in anyway...but it would be pretty awesome if i did! id make tala the main character!

YURIY FTW! aka: TALA FTW!

'Stupid! Worthless! Can't you do anything right?'

He brought the blade down again making another ruby red line across his arm. As it wept its red tears that went trickling down to his elbow before being washed away by the water that was spraying him clean. He was dirty, letting those feelings get in the way. If wasn't for his stupid feelings he would have won and he wouldn't be like this! he wouldn't be here lying the shower naked and slicing his arm just to make himself feel better!

'Your as pitiful as your parents when they died trying to save you!'

He was dirty, oh so dirty. He had to wash theses feelings away and this was his way of letting them out so they could be washed away. The blade was again brought down a little deeper then the last and more near his shoulder. He always cut the top of his arms, that way they were easy to hide.

'It's all your fault!, it was your fault the team lost!'

He played everything that evil man had said over the years over and over again, like some kind of self hypnotises. But then again what could he do? He was a trained beyblade destroyer now with nothing. Sure he had a flat he had got with the money that fat man who everyone called 'Mr. d' had gave him... And had a job in a cafe but it wasn't enough. He dropped the blade and began to wash himself. Yes wash all those feelings away, make himself clean again. Maybe if he was clean he would get what was missing, so that empty void was could be filled.

"S-so...dirty..." Tala whispered to himself looking at his blood covered hands. Standing up the teen put his head back and felt the warm water wash away all those dirty feelings that he just wished would leave for good. But he knew that wouldn't happen, They would come back soon enough.

After drying himself off looked at the new pink and swollen marks he left on his chalk white skin. Running a finger over them one by one softly, almost to see if they were really there. He sighed and climbed into his bed but never closing his eyes to drift off. Just staring out the window that was on the other side of his room, watching the curtains flutter in the wind. waiting for the light that would come from the open window behind them. Staring...staring...staring, not daring to take his eyes off it. Tala never dared to close his eyes when he was alone in the dark. He never knew what was waiting for him in the shadows...

As the light coming though the curtains got lighter, he looked at his alarm clock. 04:21. About time he should go to sleep, he slowly closed his tied eyes and managed to drift off to sleep. A dreamless sleep, he was lucky to night normally his dreams were filled with dark figures, horrors that would frighten the most brave of people. He was always in them to. Tala's dreamless sleep was awoken by the loud sound that came from his alarm clock. A fist slammed down on the annoying machine as he rose from the covers.

6:00.

Time for work.

Time go start another normal day

Yes, another normal day lived in fear.

Another normal day of worthless existence...

Just a...normal day for Tala...

sooo? how was it?

plz review i want to get betterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

might do another chapter ;3

YURI FTW TALA FTW