~*~Disclaimer=me no own~*~A little bit of warm heartedness for the evening lol.~*~

~I'm tugging at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows~

Malcolm stared at his girlfriends door, mind racing over what he was about to do. He pressed the door chime and waited feeling his heart pound in his chest.

*Hurry up before I run away!!*

~I'm staring at my feet~

He looked up from his secure vantage point on the floor as the door swished open.

"Hi Malcolm."

~My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head~

"Hi," he stuttered.

She moved to let him in.

*One foot in front of the other. That's it, left, right, left, right*

~I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it Yeah~

He looked into her warm brown eyes as she talked about general things. It wasn't sinking it at all.

*Just say what you have to say, the worst she can do is....................ok ignore that just speak!*

~If I could say what I wanna say I'd say I wanna blow you away, Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight?~

"You ok?" she asked concerned. "You seem a little...................distracted."

*If only you knew, if only. Right think. You practiced what you were gonna say*

If I could say what I wanna see I wanna see me go down on one knee Marry me today~

"I'm fine," he managed.

She studied his features closely.

~Yes I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say~

*Mouth why are you working? There's a loose connection between my brain and my mouth I swear!*

~It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you What's on my mind?~

She continued talking to him; he could feel the box digging into his side almost urging him to speak.

*Why can't I say it?*

~If it ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care?~

*Just say it, c'mon! What are you? A man or a mouse?*

She was getting changed now, out of her uniform and into more casual clothes, made her feel more like she was a woman as she so eloquently put it.

*Must she do that? I'm trying to say something and it's very hard to concentrate when's she's..........................umm......................MIND ON TASK MIND ON TASK!!*

~Cause I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it Yeah~

"You wanna get something to eat?" she asked.

He nodded dumbly.

She smiled and linked arms with him and together they began walking to the Mess Hall.

*Oh brilliant, you can barely say it in front of her now you're going to a room full of people. Fantastic, I can see it now!* ~If I could say what I wanna say I'd say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight?~

Once in the turbo-lift she brought his mouth close to hers.

"See, when I've had a crappy day all I need is you to cheer me up," she said smiling.

He returned the smile blushing like a tomato.

~If I could say what I wanna see I wanna see me go down on one knee Marry me today Yes I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say~

*C'mon Malcolm, look, here's the mess hall. Oh no-Trip! Bugger. He's giving me meaningful looks*

Malcolm made a cutting motion across his throat. Trip sighed and rolled his eyes.

"Hopeless," he mouthed. "Ya hopeless Mal!"

She gave him a strange look.

"Are you sure you're alright? You're acting strangely."

"No, I'm fine; I'll get us food, why don't you get a table."

She smiled and wandered to a nearby table.

~What's wrong with my tongue? These words keep slippin' away I stutter, I stumble, Like I've got nothing to say.....~

Trip came over.

"What happened?" he hissed.

"Mouth isn't working, I can't do it," Malcolm panicked.

~Cause I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it Yeah~

"Mal! Why?" Trip asked trying to keep his voice down. "Ya are so damn stupid!"

~Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say.~

"Look, I keep trying to say it but nothing's coming out," He explained quietly.

"Well make it come out!" Trip hissed.

"It's not as easy as that!" Malcolm protested.

~If I could say what I wanna say I'd say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight?~

"I'm terrified," he admitted. "What if she says no?"

"She won't!" Trip assured him. "She loves ya-I can't imagine why though-now get over there!"

~f I could say what I wanna see I wanna see you go down on one knee Marry me today Yes I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say~

Malcolm grabbed two trays and carried them back over to Hoshi.

Just as he was nearing her he tripped.

He looked up to see spaghetti sliding down her face.

*Oh damn*

She had an unreadable expression on her face.

~With these things I'll never say These things I'll never say~

*Ok, she's dripping head to toe in spaghetti, I guess it's now or never*

He got up onto his knees slowly pulling the box from his pocket.

"Hoshi, even when you're all covered in spaghetti and sauce, I love you," he told her. "So will you grant this hopeless excuse for a human being the honor of marrying you?"

He waited tensely for her response.

Hours seemed to pass.

Slowly her face spread into a wide grin.

"C'mere ya daft git!" she said mimicking his accent.

"Is that a yes?" he asked

She nodded and the mess hall erupted in cheers.

*Oh thank the Lord my mouth works!*

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