I can't believe I never told him that I care too much to let him go. I told him that I never wanted him to come because I know that he'll get hurt. I thought I'll always be there to protect him.
If my magic was strong enough to fight until my last breath just to save him I would. But I couldn't. Damn. Why does I have to be him? He did nothing wrong. Why him? He's an angel in disguise. Why not me? I'm a devil anyway.
How many times I take him for granted and sometimes I don't even value him. Is this my curse? I didn't know he would be gone. If I only knew I would have treated him as a person. He never stopped caring. He never stopped believing. He never stopped loving me.
I never thanked him for saving my life. Instead of me getting killed he sacrificed himself just to protect me. Goddamn it! Why didn't he just let me take the hit? I could have been the one who took the hit. I told him that I could handle it and he had to disobey me!
He told me that I am such a cry-baby. How can I not cry in a moment like this? I can't help but cry. I promised that I wont cry anymore but I really can't help it. You were one of the people who truly believed in me even though I lost hope in myself.
God save the king! What king? A king that can't even protect the ones closest to him? How can that king protect his country? Some king.
I'm suppose to be dead. Why did you let me live?
Why? Why?
Why?
What's the point of asking these questions? I will never get the answer to them.
My heart can't take this anymore. I want to give up already.
If I can only go back through time. I would have stopped all of this. We could have been alive. Right here, beside me. But I can't. I can't anymore.
Today is the day where we all wear black in front of you. Seeing you lying down peacefully. Still beautiful. As tears fall down in my eyes I remember the moments when we were together.
You hated me before. And then you loved me so much. You even sacrificed your life to prove it? How can I level that up?
I will miss those eyes, those emerald green eyes. That Blonde hair, fair skin and that voice. His name that before makes me want to yell "GET OUT!" Now wanting to say "Please go back. Please come back to me. I love you, Wolfram."
a/n: How was it? Let me know guys. Thanks for reading ;)