A/N This is a re-write of chapter 1 because the original version kinda sucked. So this is a rewrite and hopefully its better.

Uncontrollable Changes

Chapter 1

The Wrong Dream: Realized

An average height trainer with shoulder length brown hair stood at the crossroads of Route 36. His dark green eyes, usually covered by the black fedora he wears, are completely visible and show a sense of accomplishment. Yes that's me, or was me. My name is Jade, age 16. Anyone who knew me before would of thought I had hit my head or something. I was the type of person who rarely smiles and only talks if necessary. At that point, however, I had something to smile about. My Fearow, Spann, after a long rest and a Hyper Potion, flew me from Mt. Silver's summit to Ecruteak for healing purposes, because my team was pretty beat up. And why wouldn't they be. I had just fought Red; yes THAT Red. The silent Trainer that lives on Mt. Silver, and yes he is every bit as hard to beat as everyone says. I still don't know how I was able to beat him, but I don't dwell on it.

I decided I would walk the rest of the way New Bark Town. No real reason, Spann could easily fly me there in no time flat, but I don't really want to go home yet. I started walking west on the crossroads toward Goldenrod City. I've always liked big cities, and so did my Pokémon. When I reached National Park, I decided to let my Pokémon out of their Poke balls. I can tell they don't really enjoy it and they deserved fresh air. I didn't really get a lot of battle requests as a result though. Maybe because my team is a little threatening for the area, honestly I don't see what's so threatening about a Meganium, Charizard, Swampert, Raichu, Tyranitar, and Fearow. Maybe it's the Tyranitar.

I got a call from home on my Pokegear while in Goldenrod. It turned out to be my little sister Violet.

"Hey Vi," I said into the receiver "what's with the random call?" "So Elm has no starters left, tough break sis." "Ok sorry, jeez. Anyway I'm in Goldenrod now by the Day-Care I'll see what I can do." "Any preferences?" "Sis I told you my Team a while ago." "Ugh you have no memory span I swear. I'm just going to surprise you." "Yes Vi unlike you I actually remember past conversations." "Ok, later Vi." I closed the phone and sighed. I thought for a second 'Crap! I just lied to my sister,' well we are siblings and therefore share the same gene pool, but I actually got the short end of the stick when it comes to memory. 'I'll just have to guess,' I thought to myself while walking to the Day-Care

I decided to fly the rest of the way home on Spann rather than walking, because I'm the type of person that get anxious when I have a present to give someone and it will significantly bother me. I jumped off of my Fearow when I reached my house. It's been so long since I've last been home I almost didn't recognize it. It's a two-story house. The second story consists of two rooms, my room and Vi's room. The downstairs is relatively small for the size of the house. There is a hallway that leads to the kitchen and my mom's bedroom at the end of the hallway. The dining room and living room are merged, and in the kitchen is a door that leads to the expansive backyard, which is currently holding all of my Pokémon It felt weird, entering my own house. It felt foreign to me like I was entering a stranger's house.

"Hello?" I called into the seemingly vacant house "Mom? Violet? Is anyone home?" there was no answer. So I walked to the backyard to greet my Pokémon. It's been ages since I've seen some of them.

I opened the back door and walked into the backyard. It was literally huge; there was a forest section, a lake section, an ocean section and a plain section. However, there was almost no activity here to. I walked out in the open… and got tackled by my Flareon, Blitz.

"Ugh, I-Its nice to see you too Blitz" I said trying to stop him from licking my face "Where's everyone else Blitz?" I looked around… and got tackled again by 5 eeveelutions. A Jolteon, Thor, a Leafeon, Raiz, an Espeon, Psych, an Umbreon, Pulse, and a Vaporeon, Hydra.

5 minutes of getting tackled by various Pokémon later

I decided to let my Pokémon out of their Poke balls. Its times like this when I realize just how many Pokémon I actually have and how little of them I use. I basically use my Eeveelutions, and my usual team. My usual team I believe I already introduced. There's a Meganium, Cameron, a Charizard, Charc, a Swampert, Kipper, a Raichu, Zeke, a Fearow, Spann, and a Tyranitar, Lanie. All my other Pokémon usually just hang out at the house and keep my mom company.

Later, after all the boring "welcome home we missed you" bullshit

I was laying in my bed think about various things 'I may actually have guessed right,' I thought to myself 'Vi seemed happy to get the egg and even happier when I gave her a few TMs that "can be used on the Pokémon that comes out of the egg," I hope the TM for Dig and Dark Pulse weren't dead giveaways, cause I like making people guess' I laughed in spite of myself 'maybe I should have gone right out and said "Hey Vi here's a Larvitar egg I got for you and some TMs to go with it" but I'm not that kind of person I guess' I snickered at my cryptic nature before succumbing to sleep

I woke up that morning feeling… strange. That's the only word I can think of to describe it. Its like that feeling when you know your outmatched in a battle or that sickening feeling you get when stupid newbie trainers with Rattatas think they own the freaking world, yea that feeling. I had no idea why at the time; I had just freaking beat Red of all people I should be feeling ecstatic, happy, but not like this. My Pokémon seemed to realize something wasn't right as well. I tried to leave for a simple morning walk, but it felt like they didn't want me to go. They looked crestfallen when I left the house. "They probably wanted to come with me," I thought out loud as I got close to the ocean. Now there's something you need to know about this specific spot of the ocean. It's a spot that is always vacant. No one comes here. Why? Well there's no shallow water. The ocean is about 15 feet deep right off the coast, but it's a nice place to be if you're having a day like mine.

"Hello again Jade," I heard a voice say behind me. I turned around and saw… Tommy. Tommy is one of those noobs with a Rattata I talked about. He was the only person stupid enough to challenge me when I was walking to Goldenrod yesterday.

"Oh its you what do you want Tommy?" I asked obviously annoyed

"Revenge," he simply said "I want revenge for the humiliation you gave me and Rattata the other day."

"Look its not my fault you're an idiot who tries to beat a Tyranitar with a Pidgey and a Rattata," I mocked, obviously in that sort of mood right now "Now here you are, blaming me for your stupidity after stalking me halfway across the region, dude, get a life.

"Well I demand a rematch right here, right now." I'm really starting to hate this kid

"Sorry kid I got no Pokémon with me," I replied shrugging "here lemme call my sister I'll get her to send over some Pokémon" I took out my Pokegear and started dialing Violet's phone number "Hey Vi" "Yea its me look I nee…" BANG I dropped the phone and turned around. That stupid kid was holding a freakin gun.

I couldn't believe it. This kid shot me, I looked up at him and I saw a sinister smirk form on his face as he kicked me close to the edge of the cliff. "You i-insane b-bastard," I said before I heard another shot.

My world started to fade as I heard a voice "JADE!"

I turned my head wearily toward the voice "R-run Vio-let," I was kicked into the ocean, my world going black as I slowly descended toward the bottom of the sea.

"Bye-Bye, Pokémon Master Jade!"

I was surrounded by darkness, nothing but darkness. Is this what death is? Just floating in endless darkness. 'I hope Violet is okay' I thought to myself.

"You really care about her don't you Jade?" I heard a voice say in the darkness

"Of course I care, she my little sister, I'm kind of obligated to feel that way," I yelled back at the voice.

"I respect your resolve, how about I-" an a flash of light Mew appeared in front of me "give you a second chance at life?"

I was surprised to see Mew of all things floating in front of me "Mew? What are you doing here?" I was still surprised

"I'm here because my Bitch-Boy Arceus was busy getting me breakfast," she snickered a little "Besides don't you listen?"

"You're here to give me a second chance at life because I died unjustly is that true"

"First part yes, second part no," she stated dully "It has to do with your destiny. All this time you thought your destiny was to be the best trainer in Johto right, but when you fulfilled this you still felt empty am I right?" I nodded "Another reason is that you actually weren't supposed to die there," she stated while staring into the darkness.

"I don't understand what happened?" I asked the adorable pink deity.

"Well lets just say the Regis decided it would be a good idea to play dodgeball in the hall of life and they inadvertently killed you" she rubbed the bridge of her nose "Which in turn led to a whole crud load of paperwork that I had to do, yet another reason that Arceus is busy"

"So do I get to choose where I go or what?" I asked trying to comprehend the information I was given.

"No, I choose, but I know you well enough to know where to put you," she winked and then her expression changed to an angry one "now of you'll excuse me I have to go yell at Arceus because there is NO CREAM CHEESE ON THIS BAGEL!" there was suddenly a bagel in her hand when she disappeared in a flash, and I was in darkness again. A different darkness covered in… stuff, warm, wet, goopy stuff. I was starting to feel cramped though. I felt around and realized that I was in a prison of some sort. It felt very rigid, but also fragile. I kicked the wall causing a small crack to appear in the walls of my jail. I kicked again before I was engulfed in light and I inhaled for what felt like the first time. I looked around and discovered that I was completely alone. The fragile mind I had developed coupled with instincts lead to fear confusion and tears.

I heard footsteps coming toward the room I was in, the door open and revealed… VIOLET? Mew placed me in the egg I gave Violet! I shook my head in disbelief, but the long brown hair, the purple hat, the denim short-shorts and the open purple jacket with a white undershirt. It was defiantly my little sister. She ran over to me, who was still in tears and slowly rocked me, and as fast as it came, the tears had stopped. She set me on the table and ran downstairs to do something. I had no idea what. It was at that point that I decided that even though I was a baby Pokémon physically, I would not me one mentally.