What did he mean? He… he didn't want me? But… but I thought… I looked up at him, hoping against all hope that I had heard wrong. "I. don't. want. you. to come." and with that he was gone. Before I knew it I was stumbling after him, hot tears streaking down my face. I felt a horrible pain in my heart, as if it were some barely contained beast trying to claw it's way out. I fell to my knees, sobbing and gasping for breath. I couldn't hold myself up anymore. What was the point without… him. I started clawing at the ground, wanting to open a hole and fall in. Wanting to die. Wanting anything other than to hear those words. I. don't. want. you. And then I started to laugh. Of course he didn't want me. He was beautiful and indestructible and I was... nothing. I was nothing compared to him. I laughed and cried and tried to tear out my heart until I had no tears left in me and my throat was soar. It was when I'd finally stopped that I noticed it. Everything around me was floating. The trees were on fire and I walked gladly towards them. They were beautiful. I touched their flames with the tips of my fingers as they danced, no longer feeling the burn. Not feeling anything at all. I danced around with the flames and then smiled. I would find the cullens, and the cullens would burn.
I followed Edward's scent, too mad to realise that I shouldn't be able to smell anything and too numb to feel the cuts on my feet. I continued into the woods. It got light and dark and light and dark again. I don't know how many times, I didn't count, it didn't matter to me anymore. I stumbled upon a house. It was surround by snow with tinted windows and was made from dark wood. I walked straight into the house and there I saw them. Alice, Edward and Jasper. "Bella! You look terrible! Are you o-" Alice started before I hit her with a beam of fire. "Less talk, more play!" I smiled, dancing over to Edward. I put my hand on his face and sighed, batting my eyelashes at him. "Oh, eddy, always so…" I dragged my flaming hand over his face, burning off his features "Handsome." I finished. I put my finger under his chin, tilting his head up and gave him a quick peck where his lips would be. "Oh and Jasper, so tough. I'm sure no one's ever heard you scream." I cackled with maniac laughter as I threw flames at his weak spot. He screamed in agony, falling to the floor. Edward was moving his head around blindly, trying to see, to hear something. "Oh eddy dear, don't worry I'll protect you." I said, pushing him backwards, where he landed in the ashes of his sister. "I'll give you everything you've ever wanted. I'll love you and I'll care for you." I said, lifting him up off the ground with gentle hands. I kicked a hole in the floor and sent flames inside it, creating a fire pit "And then I'll rip you heart out" I said, digging my hand into his chest and throwing his long dead heart in the fire. I laughed and put my lips to his ear "and burn you to ashes." I whispered, pushing him into the fire pit. I looked at my work, satisfied that my job was done, and left, leaving the smoking house behind me.