This is the moment. I've been waiting at the airport for hours. Loads of other girls are screaming non-stop since they found out the boys had landed in Holland. Now it'll take just a couple of minutes for them to come out and I can finally see him again. The last time I'd seen him was last April, about a half year ago. I look at my friends. They don't know the big secret I've been hiding for them for two long years. And maybe they'll never find out.

The screaming begins to get louder, my ears are starting to hurt a bit. Great, I won't be able to hear for days. How much I admire these boys for bearing all of this. They'll come out any minute, I even think some of the girls have seen one of the boys. I get more nervous with the second. I've been preparing for this moment for weeks. I called him almost every day, we told each other we'd be together again this upcoming week. We'd try to keep us a secret, but it wouldn't matter if people found out about the thing we have together. Everything seemed so perfect, the words we said to each other, the plans we made, but right now, it's a hell. This waiting is killing me, and the other fans just keep screaming, they're actually fighting to get on front. It's a madness.

The door opens, I can feel my heart beating in my throat, I'm shaking all over my body. Just stay calm, Rose. There he is. Oh my god. I begin to feel the urge of touching him, kissing him. I can't ignore this feeling. I can see his eyes, going through the crowd, probably searching for my eyes. "Excuse me, please let me through", I'm really trying to get through the girls, but it's so hard. They look at me as if I'm dirt. I need to get there, is the only sentence that goes through my mind. With all my power, I push them away, making my way through the crowd. Once my way's cleared, I start running, I can feel the tears rolling over my face. I've never been this emotional in years, what's going on with me?

"Louis!" I jump into his arms, literally. He looks into my eyes and I can see him smiling. I kiss him, like we'd never kissed before. He smells great, a mixture of chewing gum and coke. He stops kissing me and smiles once again. "Hey, my love," I feel like I'm melting. "I missed you," he adds a few seconds later. I look deeply into his eyes and whisper an "I missed you too" back.