Hey everybody! Cat here. I just had this really annoying Plot Bunny while watching 'The Amazing Spiderman'. So… yeah. It's Flash's POV.
Most people think that I hate Peter Parker. That is wrong. And no, before you ask, I'm not hopelessly in love him.
No way.
I'm… I'm jealous.
Now, you might wonder what a Jock like me would be jealous of a scrawny nerd. The answer? Everything.
When you're popular, you have 'friends'. Parker has friends.
When you're popular everybody judges you; if you're not liked by the body, you're dropped.
When you're not you are judged by everybody, if you're not liked by the body, you can stand and grin.
Parker had all of that. He might have been geeky, but he was liked by his group of friends. He might have been un-athletic, but he was smart and could easily fix that problem.
When I realized what he had, I started to pick on him. I mean, he had it all, and that's what I wanted – what I needed.
Bullying the kid brought me up the chain, girls started to fall at my feet, wanting to be my girlfriend.
I loved it at first. Then I realized. I still didn't have what he had.
So it got worse, I wanted more friends. More attention.
It was only then I found out about his parents… not only under that, his uncle died. I knew then that I had climbed to far up the tree. I couldn't stop. But maybe I could ease out of it.
I was a jock, but I wasn't happy. No, I was sad. I wanted a better life.
But I know knew – I wouldn't get one.
So… yeah, it's a random drabble. But I needed it out of my head.
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- Cat =^.^=