Being a vampire is not what the stories make it out to be; well it's not that way anymore. Once upon a time humans feared us, we had the control. But now, the humans have found a way to track us and capture us, they take us to labs and do test on us, see how we interact with each other, how we mate, what the differences between males and females are, and the difference between animal blood and human blood makes.

How do I know this you ask? Well I have been living in a lab for over two years, in a tiny little cell and only being let out to hunt in a little enclosure, or for them to do test on. It doesn't hurt all the time and when it does all I have to do is hiss at them. I will not talk to them, ever, the other vampires that they have captures talk and communicate with the scientist but I want, and they ripped me away from my baby, my new born, and without me she died.

Vampire babies are a lot like human babies in that they need someone to take care of them, but vampire babies can't just have anyone take care of them, it has to be their mother or farther. They need us as we love them.

Today I was laying on my bed, not what a real vampire bed would be like, but it was soft so that was a start. I did what I did every day, stair up at the roof and wait for them to let me out. They only let three vampires out at a time and they had to be of the same sex, unless they were trying to mate us, so fare they haven't tried to force me to mate, but it's only a matter of time. A friend of mine, Rose, who was in the cell next to mine, they had tried to mate her with five different males before she found the one, who had been her mate on the outside.

My first mate had been killed by a group of hunters; he was trying to protect us, they grabbed me and when they were pulling and pushing at me, my baby fell from my arms. My Edward lay there, motionless. At first I fort them, would hiss and snap and struggle, but they would Taser me, and knock me out. After the first year, I just gave up, and let them use me. I would never see my baby boy or my love again, and a vampire can only mate once in their life span.

"Ok Bella, go on." Said Marie over the speakers as the door to my cell opened and I ran out to find Rose and Emmett. They were my only friends and that was because they were the only other Vampires I had seen in two years.

"Bella" Rose sang as she ran toward me, she was glowing and had a big smile on her face.

"Rosie" I giggled as she flung herself at me, "Guess what?" she asked.

"What?"

"Well there's two things, the first is that, after months of trying, Emmett and I are with child, look" she lifted her top and there was a little bump starting to form, she looked almost two months along, I was happy for her, but seeing my friend pregnant, reminded me that I would never see, or hold my own little boy again.

"That's wonderful Rosie, I'm really happy for you both." I told her, I looked over at Emmett and he had a smug look on his face, looking very proud of himself.

"What was the other news Rose?" I asked her, desperate to change the subject. Her smile fell a little, she and Emmett new about my past and that I would never mate again and that I would never even try to, this was going to be bad.

"Their bringing in a new Male, word is that he had a little boy. And they want to try and mate him with you." She looked down at the ground, Emmett was looking every were but at me. I gasped a little thinking for a split second that it could be my Edward and my little boy, but it couldn't be, I seen Edward falls to the ground, lifeless.

"Don't worry guys, they've tried to mate me before and it didn't work, and it's not going to work this time." I told them and took off into the man-made forest, finding my hunt so that I could head back to my cell and not have to deal with all this mate business.

"Bella?" my cell door opened a little and I looked up at Marie, she was standing there with the electro collar and leash. I rolled over and didn't look at her; I heard her sigh and her footsteps coming toward me. I struggle only a little as she put the collar on me, I felt like a dog.

"Please Bella, Please try and mate with this one, he's very nice, though he want talk to us either, and he has a little child, but we can't really see what it is, he keeps it tucked under him most of the time." She told me as we walked down the blinding white hallway to the mating grounds that they had created. "Ok dear here we go" she took the collar off me and let me into the room.

I ran and hid in the corner, trying to hind inside of myself, I didn't want to mate with anyone. I pulled my knees up to my chest and buried my head in them, my hair hanging down like a curtain.

"NO Daddy, NO." I looked up when I heard the little voice yell, I sniffed the air, and gasped, I sniffed again and followed the familiar sent to the other end of the enclose. There was a man sat huddled with a little boy held close to his chest behind a big tree; his bronze hair shinny brightly in the sun that was streaming in threw the skylights.

NO!

"Edward? Anthony?" I asked in a soft whisper. His head snapped up, His eyes almost black, they narrowed, then, almost instantly they widened, and he shot up from his spot on the ground.

"Bella?" he asked, at the same time we took as step toward each other.

"But, But how, I saw them kill you" I said, my throat felt as though it was closing up.

He was shaking his head, still clutching the little boy to his chest. "They just knocked me out, when i came to, you were gone, and Anthony was lying in the grass crying. I looked for you all over, but I lost you sent and couldn't track you anymore, I thought that they killed you."

He was standing in front of me now, and before I could stop myself I lunched myself at him, wrapping my arms around him, holding him close, he had one arm around me the other holding the little body between us.

"Momma?" I looked down at him, smiling and took him out of Edwards arms, hugging his to tight, I was never letting him go again.

"Yes baby, mommas here and she's never leaving you again." I whispered to him, he clung to me, little arms wrapped around my neck.

I pulled Edward over to a little tree and we sat down, Edward sat with his back to the tree, me in between his legs and Anthony still clung to me.

"Are you ok love, they haven't hurt you have they?" Edward kissed my neck, pulling me closer to him.

"No, I struggled a lot when they first brought me in, but now I just kind of go with it, they get me food, and let me out to hunt, in the enclose of course. But I have a Friend Rosalie and her mate Emmett. They really helped me out, looked out for me, well we really look out for each other." I told him, playing with Tony's bronze hair as he napped in my arms.

"Good, I'm glade, I feel like I'm the worst mate ever, I couldn't even protect my family." he looked away from; I put my hand on his cheek and turned his head to look at me.

"It wasn't just you, I couldn't protect my son." I held tony closer to me, and leaned feather back into Edward.

"Were stronger now love, and were back together and that's all that matters now." He told me, kissing my temple.

The scientist came and got us, putting collars on us, they tried to put a collar on Tony but I hissed and snapped at them, they just let me hold him after that. They took us back to my cell and locked us.

I forgot to mention before that male vampires were much larger then female vampires, Edward stood at about 8' 10'', were I as I was about 4' 5'', it was the same with all vampires, the male is bigger and stronger so that he can protect his mate and young. I curled up on our bed, Tony tucked in under me, and Edward laid down so that he was covering me.

I couldn't believe that in one day I had my family back, this kind of thing just didn't happen, not to me. I didn't want to sleep because I didn't wasn't to wake up and find that it was all just a dream. With Edward here with me in this place it was starting to look up