DISCLAIMER: NEITHER IZZANAMI NOR I OWN INUYASHA RIN OR SESSHOMARU OR ANY OTHER CHARACTER FROM THE MANGA 'INUYASHA' THERE WILL HOWEVER BE OC'S IN THIS FIC THAT WE DO OWN.
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A/N: Izzanami and I, Ravyn Skye are co-authoring this fic. The creative direction of this fic has been equal parts of both of us, and I did not 'direct' the lolicon, and she is not 'directing' the Inucest. Izz actually wrote more than I did on this chapter XD. This is perhaps, my most explicitlolicon fic – so BE WARNED. Despite the explicit nature, this is not about lust – this is about LOVE. Rin is the one with the POWER in this relationship.
This fic is canon divergence. It takes ALL of the manga into account, with the exception of the last two chapters, the 'epilogue'. In this fic Rin stays with Sesshomaru, and Inuyasha leaves the village.
There are other chapters written in this 'Universe' which will be called the 'Rinucest' universe and they will be posted – not necessarily in order… This story may have 'side stories' and oneshots which are posted, but not inserted into this fic – See: The Rinucest Collection on either Izzanami or Ravynskye's profile.
WARNINGS: There is a rather extensive warning list for this fic. The warnings include but are not limited to:
LOLICON – Child Rin in CONSENSUAL sexual situations with both Sesshomaru and Inuyasha. There are references to Sess/InuTaisho being in a sexual relationship, and Inutaisho/Sessmom being a lolicon relationship, as in, Inutaisho was mated to Sessmom when she was at the same physical maturity as Rin is now.
SHOUTACON – Young Sess!/Inupapa
INCEST: Yeah… with this pairing that's a 'given', eh?
GROUP SEX: There WILL be 3sums when Rin gets older
INUCEST/YAOI – Sesshomaru and Inuyasha in sexual situations,
POLYAMOURY – There is a three-way loving and sexual relationship between Sesshomaru/Rin/Inuyasha in this fic, although it will take time to develop into that.
PAIRING INFO: This is what Izz and I have dubbed Rinucest. (It's our word, we've never heard it before, but feel free to use it!) For now it will be lolicon!Rin/Sesshomaru and Sesshomaru/Inuyasha and more of a close friendship or pack relationship between Rin/Inuyasha. This fic will see Rin through all the stages of development, and her sexual activities will become more explicit as she ages.
UNIVERSE INFORMATION: In this fic, child/adult sexual relations and incestual relationships are a NORMAL part of Inuyoukai society. There is a SACRED tradition among youkai where an adult is known as a 'koisensei' (translates to 'love teacher') and a child becomes 'koigakusei' ('love student'). Rin is consenting, and her 'mark' gives her instincts that make her more sexually precocious than most children are, therefore she makes advances towards her alpha male on a regular basis. Rin has no shame, was not raised with human values, and therefore she will have no problem making advances towards Sesshomaru, and asking him for physical intimacy. Sesshomaru has NO IDEA that human society does NOT see child/adult relationships as 'normal', and he is NOT a 'pervert' among his species. HE IS BEING A RESPONSIBLE CAREGIVER, LOVINGLY GUIDING A YOUNG FEMALE THAT IS IN HIS CARE IN THE WAYS OF MATING.
PACK DYNAMICS: Sesshomaru is alpha male. Rin is alpha female. Inuyasha is beta male. As a beta male Inuyasha is INSTINCTUALLY driven to protect, love and serve Rin. Sesshomaru as an alpha male is dominant over the pack, however, Rin's needs are always his primary concern, and, in many ways, his instincts demand that he care for her, provide for her needs, and protect her. Also, Rin has the power to command Sesshomaru in the 'KoiSensei/KoiGakusei' Relationship, she can ALWAYS tell him 'no' or 'stop' and HE WILL.
Sesshomaru is NOT a child rapist, or molester, and Rin is the one with the power in this relationship.
Now that we've used an A/N in a way I HATE (to explain the story) let's get to the actual STORY.
Somewhere in the forests of Japan a small dark-headed human girl with big brown eyes and a wide ever-present smile scampers through the forest. following the shoreline of a small slow moving river. Her powerful taiyoukai protector abruptly calls out to her, halting her steps, and making her look over her shoulder and flash her beloved Sesshomaru-sama another brilliant smile.
"Rin. We bathe here."
Sesshomaru has judged this part of the river to be the safest place to bathe, and he would take the opportunity to do so, while it is still warm and the sun is high in the sky.
Oh! Sesshomaru-sama says its bath time! Rin likes to bathe! Before Sesshomaru-sama came, Rin was always dirty and hungry and lonely. Her clothing had stains and her hair was knotted and there was always dirt on her face and legs and feet. Sesshomaru-sama would never, never, allow that to be the case. He takes care of Rin! Now that Sesshomaru-sama is here Rin gets to bathe a lot! Rin is never hungry or thirsty and rarely lonely… Even if Sesshomaru-sama doesn't talk too much, he never ignores her, and always looks at her and asks what she wants when she calls to him.
Rin nods and without hesitation takes off her kimono, as does Sesshomaru-sama, and both wade into the stream.
Sesshomaru and Rin always bathe together. It is not abnormal, and he has no silly human modesty, nor, apparently, does the child. This is simply practical – he is supervising her and keeping her from drowning… There is nothing to stop her from slipping on moss or scum covered rock beneath the water and hitting her head and drowning in the river. He would not allow that to happen.
Be it from oni or youkai, wolves or cold, hunger or simple accident – he will protect this girl.
Oh! It's so cold! Rin shivers a little, but giggles when she looks down at her nipples and watches them harden. Her chest looks silly now! Rin looks on at her own body filled with fascination and curiosity. Wondering at the reaction of her own body she uses a tiny finger to touch her little nipple, and notices it tingles when she touches it. Liking the feeling she continues, not noticing the intense gaze on her, coming from her taiyoukai protector.
The more she touches the more she notices she starts to tingle other places too… and in the place that makes her a girl. If her touching her nipple feels good when it tingles then maybe it will feel good to touch there too. It tickles and tingles and she can't help but to reach down to touch herself there.
Oh, this feels good! Rin continues to clumsily stroke and kneed herself, closing her eyes and loving how nice it feels. Despite the cold water her body is starting to feel hot, and her knees lock together as she bites her lip and closes her eyes to focus on the sensation her fingers touching her girl parts are causing.
She keeps touching, moving her fingers clumsily, trying to figure out how to make this feel the best… eventually settling for making circles with her palm pressed to the top of her and pushing forward and back with her hips. She's in her own little world, completely oblivious to anything else until she hears the soft growl behind her.
Rin's eyes snap open, and she snatches her hand away and looks over to Sesshomaru, now staring at her intensely; a faint flush to her cheeks, and guilt painted across her features. She had forgotten Sesshomaru-sama was here, and now she realizes he was watching her.
Is Sesshomaru-sama mad? He growled at her… Is it not okay to touch here? No one has touched here before… maybe it's not okay to touch herself on her girl parts? But it feels good! If it feels good, then why would it be bad? She doesn't want to stop… But she will, if Sesshomaru-sama tells her she should.
"Sesshomaru-sama? Did Rin do something... wrong?" Rin was slightly pouting, and was most certainly confused at how… intense… he is being right now.
Rin knows he won't hurt her, but the way he's looking at her... he doesn't seem... mad... exactly, but, Rin can't help the nervous butterflies in her stomach as she hears him command,
"Rin. Come here."
His little girl wades her way over to him, she would never ignore one of his commands, so perfectly obedient and trusting. There is a dark side of him that knows she won't resist him, no matter what he asks of her, but that dark part of his nature is easily beguiled by her guilty smile and the slight worry on her face.
She is afraid she has displeased him, and his girl would never do so on purpose. Her submissiveness and the way she endeavors to keep him content, tries so hard to always make him happy… and succeeds, has won her the ability to calm his demon instincts, which tell him to immediately mark this girl as his own, and finish what she started with no discussion or arguments on her part.
She is vulnerable and weak, but he cannot ever bring himself to take advantage of her trust. Her adoration of him and the trust she places in him, when she does not trust easily, is obvious to all who have borne witness to their unconventional relationship, and it is a treasured gift, one that he refuses misuse. If he were to lose that trust and she were to come to hate or fear him…
No. Rin is mine. Mine to protect… Mine to nurture and care for and no other will have her… and she will never have reason to want any other for a caretaker.
Rin looks at her beloved taiyoukai, wondering if she has been naughty in some way; not 'bad'. Sesshomaru-sama has told Rin that she may be naughty at times; her behavior unacceptable, but she, herself, is never 'bad'.
"Sesshoumaru-sama, did Rin do something wrong?" She repeats her question, because he has not answered her yet, and now she's a little worried. He's never spanked her, or disciplined her in any physical way, and she trusts that he won't… But something is definitely happening that she isn't too sure of.
He is not sure what to say, he is not the girl's father, or older brother, and certainly not her mother. He does not think of her as his child in the sense of a daughter, she is only his in the way that he claims her as his most treasured property... Perhaps 'property' is not the word, but he knows not what else to call it when he unequivocally claims this child as his own, but not in a familial sense… And she is not his mate.
There is an uncomfortable but unavoidable compulsion to add the word 'yet' to the end of that sentence. She has not been claimed as a mate of this Sesshomaru – yet.
It is a difficult subject. She has just shown the first sign of being ready to take on a 'koisensei'… a most sacred tradition of the demon world in which an adult takes on the role of teacher and guide, training a child, who is known as a 'koigakusei', in the ways of mating and physical pleasures.
During her time under his care he has not had to contend with such a situation; but he must have realized subconsciously that at some point it would become a consideration.
He does not want to cause her feel guilty, or bad, what she was doing is perfectly natural, and should actually be encouraged. He isn't exactly sure of his owns feelings, if he is ready for the profound responsibilities that will go along with what should now be his new role in her life, but he ponders his options. In that moment, looking down at the sweet face and adoration filled large eyes of his little girl, he realizes he is… curious.
"Come to my lap, Rin."
Sesshomaru-sama bids Rin come to his lap and without hesitation Rin crawls up. She seems to enjoy sitting on the mokomoko that covers what she refers to as his 'man parts'.
She faces him, kneeling with her knees placed on each of his thick muscular thighs. He instinctively leans his head down so she can wrap her short arms around his neck for balance, breathing in as much of her scent as the water will permit, and finding it comforting, and… exhilarating… as it is now laced with excitement and arousal.
It has been awhile since he's smelt an aroused female so closely – so close he could reach out and lick her neck… So close he could nuzzle into the crook of that slender column and sink his fangs in… So close he could hold her and let that scent wrap around his brain and he could lose himse-
Abruptly, he shakes his head and gives himself a mental slap. This is a child, this is Rin.
Using every ounce of his iron will he goes back to wondering how it is he will handle this situation.
Rin wonders at the intensity of Sesshomaru's eyes, and his labored breathing… and then the abrupt change to confusion in his expression. She isn't used to Sesshomaru-sama not knowing what to do. Has her behavior perhaps been somehow odd?
Finally, he brings himself to speak, thinking it best to try and get more information before he makes a decision, "Rin, why were you touching yourself there?"
Rin's eyebrows knit together, and she answers without bothering to deeply consider the question. She doesn't need to, as she will only tell him the truth, she will never lie to Sesshomaru-sama.
She unconsciously licks her lips, recalling the nice feeling, before responding in a way that only one as innocent as a near to being a feral child, who has been untainted by the restrictions of human society, could.
The answer is simple for her, and there is no shame, only curiosity, when she informs him bluntly, "It felt good to Rin to touch there." She remembers Sesshomaru's reaction, and he still hasn't answered her question, so she rephrases and asks again, "Is that… okay?"
He smoothes her hair, and reassures her, "You have done nothing wrong, Rin." His curiosity overcomes his reservations and he seeks her permission, "Rin, may This Sesshoumaru touch you there?"
Her answer will mark a turning point in their relationship. She cannot possibly understand the significance of what he asks, but this is more important than she realizes.
Her answer will dictate the course of their relationship; what he role he will play in her life, and he will only ever ask this once.
He has decided that, if she allows him, he will become her koisensei. He will take it upon himself to nurture and guide her into adulthood and teach her the ways of mating and pleasure. She will share a unique bond with him, in becoming more that a mere ward.
Rin would be his first koigakusei… She would become more than just his 'special' human girl, someone already precious to him, but this would mean oh-so-much more… He already cares for her, and there will never be another like her, but to become his first koigakusei would elevate her to the status of alpha bitch of his pack, and her place would be unquestionable and permanent.
He would not ever have asked to touch the girl in such a manner before she had done so herself. Her discovery of herself, and her enjoyment of her own body has demonstrated that she is ready, according demon standards.
Raising her by demon standards is what he intends because, in all honesty, it is the only way in which Sesshomaru knows how to 'raise' her.
He has very little understanding of human customs involving the rearing of their young, and so, he will rear her as if she were an inuyoukai. No other option had ever presented itself in his mind. The girl choose to follow a youkai, and, lack of physical abilities not withstanding, she will be treated as any other pup would be.
If she is consenting, she will be instructed and taught about this new feeling, and learn to share this with her caretaker.
It will be his responsibility as her alpha to instruct her in the ways of mating, and, in nearly each instance of such a relationship occurring between an alpha male and a female he himself has not whelped, the female under the care of the alpha male is at some point marked, and eventually, physical maturity and size permitting, completely claimed after years of grooming.
Yes, once a female koigakusei of an alpha koisensei has reached the appropriate physical maturity to comfortably accommodate him, the non-parental alpha invariably takes her as one of his mates. She will never leave him, and their bond will be unbreakable and strong.
The case is only ever different when it involves a blood parent. Parents will not claim their children as mates, even though it is frequently parents who are koisensei to their own pups. In those cases it is common for incestual mating between siblings or another family member or simply choosing instead to allow the offspring to mate with another of their kind, whether or not that is a sibling is up to the pup and the traditions of the clan.
Sesshoumaru's parents were siblings, and his mother was his father's first koigakusei.
Sesshomaru had long ago abandoned every other prejudice against Rin's humanity, and, as he intended to raise her in the demon way, he has decided that yes, Rin was his, would always be his, and he would not only take her as his first koigakusei, but also mark her and, when she reached maturity, claim her as one of his mates.
It was the way of things, and her humanity could not change thousands of years of tradition, and hundreds of thousands of years of inbred instinct.
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There was no question in Rin's mind that she does indeed want her most beloved Sesshoumaru-sama to touch her. Where didn't even particularly matter to her, it was his attention and physical contact with him that she craved.
Her most contented moments are spent in his arms at night, when he allows her to snuggle against him, using mokomoko as a pillow and the warm protective enclosure of his embrace and the safety of his lap is her resting place for the night.
Rin wondered if he meant to give her the good feelings she had given to herself? If that was his intent, then she most definitely wants him to touch her there.
She trusted him completely and loved him in a pure and uncomplicated way that only a child could, and yet… there was an undercurrent to her affections that her child's mind could not yet put a name to. There was a longing she couldn't understand that somehow involved Sesshomaru-sama… She could never get close enough to him, never spend him enough time with him, never get enough of his attention. Always she longs for more – even if she's not sure what that more would be.
What Rin does understand though, is that, above all else she belongs to Sesshomaru-sama and denying him access to any part of her, no matter if that part was covered by clothing or not, though, she would admit that there was anticipation – not merely acceptance – in allowing him to touch her in such a place.
She gave herself to him wholly, and trusted him to only ever do what was best for her. He had yet to fail her in that regard, in her opinion.
With eager eyes, and curious delight, she responded, "Yes, of course Sesshoumaru-sama may touch Rin."
Rin's openness and innocence was something he treasured in the child; he would treasure this new experience as well. He would move slowly, deliberately, draw this experience out, catalog each of her reactions and commit to memory what seemed to please her the most. She was so small, so delicate and potentially easily damaged, that he would use infinite care when introducing her to such new sensations. He did not want to overwhelm his ward. Mishandling her in anyway could be disastorous.
Mindful of Rin's sensitive child's body, Sesshomaru gently encouraged her spread her thighs slightly and rest her tiny bottom on his lap before slowly reached down, smoothing the backs of his knuckles up the inside of her thigh and then carefully swiping the thumb of his 'new' hand, the one with neither claws nor demon striping, over the apex of her perfect hairless lips, then lightly dragging his digit down the outside of her tiny seam, coming back up once again to settle on the place where he knew her tiny pink pearl was hidden beneath her folds.
Rin spread her thighs willingly and tensed only slightly as his hand traveled lightly, but surely over the small hairless flesh of her outer lips. The warmth of his hands contrasted with the cool water, which barely covered Sesshomaru-sama's thighs and which now, in her slightly raised position was lapping at her ankles, calves, and bottom.
Rin watched intently for a moment as her most adored lord used the pad of his 'nice' hand to press lightly on her, and his other hand, the 'mean' one, with the claws, slid up and caressed soothing circles between her shoulder blades, supporting her. He was so slow and gentle, so tender and conscientious, that his ministrations had her quickly relaxing and enjoying the attentions of her guardian.
While he never ignored her, it was rare that he was so completely focused on her and only her, as he was in this moment. Rin enjoyed holding his complete attention, and her confidence grew by leaps and bounds, as did her love and adoration as her 'girl place' began to tingle and ache in that good feeling way again… so much better than when she had touched herself there. Rin sighed heavily as her thigh muscles clenched and quivered, giving in to the sensations and he encouraged her by curling around her and pressing his forehead to the top of her head – his long hair creating a sliver curtain around them and making Rin feel like the rest of the world had melted away and she was in a safe, secret place… Loved and adored.
Sesshomaru-sama is so good to Rin… Rin loves Sesshomaru-sama.
Rin wants more of Sesshomaru-sama's nice touching, it feels soooo good, so soft and gentle, but now... it is nearly too gentle. She presses her hips forward, into the thumb dancing across her most special place.
The tousle headed girl let out a sigh, and her tiny pink tongue slipped out to lick her upper lip, before her mouth fell open in a tiny 'O'. She gave up trying to watch what he was doing. Instead Rin let her head fell back, and she closed her eyes - signaling her total trust in him, as she focused on how Sesshomaru-sama was making her small body give her such wonderful new feelings.
Rin let her head loll back completely and he raised his own, watching her with hooded golden eyes as she started to pant lightly, exposing her throat and unknowingly telling him without words that she submitted totally to her alpha.
Sesshomaru-sama watched her so intently, seemingly studying her. Each reaction being carefully observed and he was on the lookout for any sign of discomfort on Rin's part.
Finding none, he continues, enjoying the way her tiny nipples are now both tight and budded, her flat little chest is heaving, her lips are parted and her breathing and heartbeat are becoming more shallow and rapid.
Rin is enjoying this immensely.
He is pleased with both her reactions, and himself.
Sesshoumaru starts to put even more careful and indirect pressure on Rin's tiny pink nub, hidden beneath her folds, and it feels so new but so gooood, and Rin decides then and there that she loves this new touching part of their interactions.
Rin wants to do this every single day! All the time!
He wishes to hear her sweet breathy voice, and of her enjoyment, so he queries his precious girl, whispering to her in his deep, smooth baritone,
"Are you enjoying the touch of this Sesshomaru, Rin?"
His ego is so immensely pleased when Rin peaks a single unfocused eye open and nods vigorously in agreement, before closing her eyes again and begins moving her small hips in an instinctive rhythm that pushes her even more into his ministrations.
Her enjoyment is even more obvious when a small moan escapes and her tiny lower lip quivers slightly.
Sesshoumaru watched his ward, her cheeks stained with a deep blush. It pulled on something within him; the way this little girl had such trust in him, would give her body over to him so easily. Never has any other being trusted him so blindly, and rarely has his touch been received with longing and anticipation, instead of fear or disgust. The sight of her is so beautiful; innocent and erotic all at once.
Her completely unashamed and untrained reactions to his stimulations call to his baser instincts… he takes her in, each detail coming to life in vivid Technicolor clarity: The arching of her back, the rocking of her hips, the moistness of her lips as she continues to lick them sporadically, the way her nipples beg for his tongue to brush against them and how her tiny hairless girlhood grinds against his digit every so often. Her scent has desire laced within it, as she produces the necessary moisture to slick her opening and ease his entrance, though it is far too soon for such a thing.
He continued to stare, watching enrapt as her little body writhed, her small hips pressing against him more fully as he switched from using his thumb to the pads of his first three fingers, keeping them placed solely on the area where her miniature clit was rapidly hardening and beginning to peak out from her smooth outer lips. There was no need to go any deeper into her body, he would not overwhelm her…
So small and sensitive – So responsive and eager – So untrained and unashamed...
"Beautiful." He mutters aloud to himself.
Sesshomaru could feel his loins begin to heat, and his cock begin to harden and his testes begin to tighten, despite the coolness of the water he was sitting in, but this was not for him. He would not yet ask her to do anything for him; this was the first lesson she would have in the pleasure that her body could experience, and it would be untainted with his own lust.
Rin was small and delicate, precious - and the sweet experience they were sharing was purely for her pleasure.
He would take care of his own needs when he was finished with her, perhaps he might ask her to watch him as he did so, explaining as he went, his own body and reactions – assuming of course, she was interested.
This was the beginning of a new dimension of their relationship; there would be plenty of time for him. He would not press the little girl, he would wait. Yes, he would wait until she asked to touch him, before he suggested it.
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Rin was amazed. She didn't know what exactly was happening, but she knew how good it felt. Her mind drifted aimlessly as the outside world disappeared completely and she found herself randomly thinking back to what she knew of boys, pieces of thoughts danced around and somehow she wondered if or how boys could feel this same thing.
She knew their parts were… different… Sesshoumaru-sama's parts were different…
Sesshoumaru-sama's parts…
Why did the thought of his male parts seem to excite her even more? She's never given them much thought before…
Maybe…
Sesshomaru was surprised when, only a moment after he had had the thought, Rin paused, and, with hooded eyes and shallow breaths Rin did ask about him. Sometimes he was nearly convinced his little human was a mind-reader.
"Is it the same for Sesshomaru-sama?" she panted, "Does he like special touches? Can Rin touch Sesshomaru-sama too?"
Rin wasn't stupid or completely naïve, she knew that babies were made with a boy and a girl, and that boys were different. She had bathed many times with her brothers and father and mother when she was little. She had seen male parts and knew they were different and that they somehow had something to do with female parts and babies being made. She just wasn't very clear on the details, and had not associated this pleasurable feeling with anything like having a baby, which, from what she understood, hurt.
But… if he could do this nice thing for her, she wondered… could she do the same thing for him?
Rin loved her lord very much and if she somehow had the power to do this new and wonderful thing for him in return, she decided that she definitely wanted to.
Sesshomaru thought for moment; he knew he certainly would enjoy Rin's "special touches" as she had decided to call them; (her immature terminology while endearing, would have to be corrected later.) Now, he pondered…would it being going to far, or moving too quickly?
He had already decided that this was to be about Rin. He would never force his new koigakusei to pleasure him; to do so would be breaching a most sacred trust between master and student, but, it would also be a breach of trust if he lied to her.
He would be completely honest with her always. It was beneath him to lie to a child, in any respect. And… she had, after all, requested to touch him in return. Another thought occurred to him then… If he denied her request that may have negative consequences in and of itself – he did not want her to feel rejected.
Of what he'd already observed of Rin's character, and the things she had heard others say about both him and her, she may wrongly assume that he did not find her worthy of touching him or some foolish thing.
He was always careful of what he said about 'humans' around his human… after all, she was not like the rest of them. Rin was special, however, other's, (mostly Jaken), often filled her head with ideas that he hated all humans, and, by association, her. Of course she did not believe that he hated her, but the idea that she may believe he found her less than worthy of physically pleasuring him was not outside the realm of possibility.
She had been honest with him and he would give her the respect of being honest with her in return.
"Yes Rin, This Sesshoumaru also enjoys the physical pleasure being touched in such areas. To do so is only natural." Now it was up to Rin. Sesshomaru would gauge her responses and tread carefully.
Rin nodded, temporarily lost to her own pleasure as she ground her hips against him and a particularly pleasurable spark went through her body and she shuddered and moaned, enjoying his continued stimulations, beginning the rocking motion of her hips again, but still managing to ask,
"Can Rin… please… touch Sesshoumaru-sama… and make… him feel good… back…" She panted.
A minute later, when he still hadn't answered her, instead focusing on stroking her up and down more quickly, she asked again, "Please?"
She began to plead and the motions of her hips faltered as she anticipated rejection and her confidence waned. She couldn't concentrate as well anymore.
Her pleading was… arousing… and Sesshomaru took into account the ache and throb of his member when he considered her request. It certainly wanted oh-so-badly to let the child do as she wished.
Although this was about Rin's pleasure first, it was painfully obvious that for reasons he still did not fully comprehend it seemed as if the girl's pleasure hinged somewhat upon him allowing her to reciprocate. She would not allow herself to relax and climax without the assurance that she would be allowed to touch him in return.
His mind made up, he decided that although he was rock hard and nearly panting, aroused so by watching her little body writhe and squirm on his lap, he was not finished with her yet, and he wanted her to climax first.
He would give her the assurance that she would be allowed to stimulate him… but only after she had found completion.
He knew that children were more than capable of doing so. She may not have the physical maturity to accommodate him, but even infants orgasmed, and she is most certainly was physically capable of orgasm. He himself had orgasmed under the ministrations of his honored father at a far 'younger' physical maturity than Rin was presently at.
"In a moment Rin, but first… Relax, and enjoy yourself.". He pressed harder against the soft smooth skin of her plump little nether lips, which covered the little pink pearl he knew lay hidden beneath, watching as her responses intensified.
Her small hips gyrated without conscious thought, her instincts taking over. There was no more thinking, no more talking, no more worrying over him… Now all Rin could do was feel.
He moved the tips of his finger faster in smaller circles and with only slightly increased pressure, yet he still did not slip past her plump hairless outer lips when stimulating her.
Unable to stop himself, he leaned forward, and ran his tongue over one sensitive beaded nipple and then the other.
Rin shivered in delight, "Ooooh, Rin likes that!"
He smirked and licked and flicked her nipples with his tongue, going between them and tasting and teasing her, before suckling lightly on each of the tiny circles for a moment, and relishing the feeling of small thin arms encircling his head and chubby fingers twining in his hair. When she chokes out a strangled sound of pleasure, he himself shivers in response.
Rin really likes this! She can't catch her breath and her tummy tickles and her girl parts tingle and… ooooooooohhhhhhhhhh! Sesshomaru-sama is licking her chest! Oh, this is sooo good… so wonderful…
Suddenly, everything is tensing and everything is white and she can't hear anything and there is an aching and pressure and it's like waves of happiness over and over and over.
Her stomach is dropping like when she's riding ah-un and he descends too fast, and her legs are twitching and her toes are curling and...
"Uuuuurrrrrgggggggggggggggggggg." There is low sound from her throat, and she feels Sesshomaru hold her just a little bit tighter
"Sess… sho… ma…aaa.." Somewhere in her fuzzy mind she registers his whispered response, "I've got you. Shhhhhh… I've got you."
A final shudder passes through her tiny frame and she falls limply against her Sesshomaru-sama's big strong chest, the one she is so used to cuddling against at night.
Rin is totally relaxed, and she smiles only slightly when she hears him speak again.
"Good girl, Rin." He pets her hair, "That's my good girl." He murmers.
If Rin had ever doubted it before, she knows now… her Sesshomaru-sama must love her. He must… because only someone who loves her would give her that wonderful feeling she has chosen to call 'the squeezy feeling' in her mind.
Rin feels, more than ever, that she wants to be with her Sesshomaru-sama forever.
As soon as she catches her breath she wraps her arms around as much of the barrel of his chest as she is able, her cheek pressed to his pectoral muscle and she mumbles the same thing she does each night before she falls asleep with mokomoko stroking her cheek.
,
"Rin loves her Sesshomaru-sama."
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