HELP

by Skylar-Daughter-of-Radiance

This is just how I actually feel about how my friends treat me, and since I can't say any of this to their faces this is the next best thing. So, I hope some of you can relate to this. WARNING: ONE CUSS WORD.

Stop and just think

When do you actually

Need me?

Am I just there when

You want some comfort?

The rest of the time

You probably ignore me.

At least I acknowledge

Your problems.

You act like mine don't exist.

I pay attention to your problems,

But you ignore mine.

I know I'm selfless, but

I'm tired of it.

Being selfless is ruining my life.

I take your SHIT and

Act like it doesn't hurt.

But being insulted by my best friends hurts.

My life may not contain

What yours does.

But I go through stuff too.

But it's not like you care

You don't even try to care.

You come to me for advice,

And who do I go to?

People who actually care

And will actually listen to me.

You know what,

I don't want to be near you.

Just leave me alone.

To be ignored

To lose my light

My happiness

My kindness

My selflessness.

Just go

Away and

Let me

DIE.

Skylar-Daughter-of-Radiance (My real name is Galie)