I don't own the FSOG trilogy and I'm just playing with the characters! :)
I opened my eyes, combating the fuzzy feeling spreading through my brain, a feeling I knew all too well from Jack Hyde's attack.
Holy Shit. I'm in hospital.
As I started to make coherent thoughts, I could see a head of messy copper hair lay down at the side of my bed. The owner of said copper hair being my husband, who was breathing softly, showing clear signs of his current state of sleep. I didn't want to wake him but there were serious questions spinning around my head, 'What am I doing here?', 'Where's Teddy and Phoebe?', 'How did this happen?'.
I ran my fingers softly through his hair and he sat up so quickly it startled me back into the soft pillows of my hospital bed.
"Ana! Oh thank God you're awake! I knew you wouldn't leave me." He is so full of relief that it startles me all over again and typical Ana, I start stuttering like an idiot.
"Ch-Christian, wh-what's going on, how did I get here?"
"You don't remember, oh God you don't remember anything?" I shake my head silently. "You were in an accident, a car crash, I can't believe you don't remember... We were on our way back from Bellevue, Phoebs and Teddy wanted to stay with my mom and dad-"
Then it all comes rushing back to me, a horrible accident, one of metal and blood and glass. And the foul stench of liquor...
I'm happy, almost ecstatic that my bundles of joy decided to stay with their grandparents, does that make me a bad mother? No, don't be silly, they just love Grace and Carrick so much it brings a tear to my eye. "Ready for some alone time, Mrs G?" Christian asks me from the drivers seat of one his his hundreds of cars. "Always, Mr G... Even if this little guy gets in the way," I say as I stroke my expanding abdomen lovingly.
Oh God. My baby, I-I was pregnant.
"Christian, what happened to the baby?" His silence is more than enough for an answer "No,no, please no..." I whisper as my gaze travels down to my stomach, where this time yesterday was largely distended, is now slightly flabby and completely void of life.
"Ana, baby. You need to breathe, relax for me baby please?" Christian begs me, but I barely hear him, I can only hear my erratic breathing and heartbeat, or is that the beating of the machines beside me?
"Mom! I need you!" Christian is yelling at the top of his lungs for his mother, and she comes running in, interns in tow as well.
"Christian we need to sedate her," Grace tells him softly, a hand placed gently on his bicep.
"No, mom. I just got her back you can't take her again!" Christian is clearly becoming as distressed as I am.
"It will just be like she's sleeping, just like before, I promise you she will wake up again," While this is happening a certain blonde female intern is trying to get me to calm down by telling me to breathe, I'm not in labour you fucking moron. Just before I'm injected with something Grace tells me will help me calm down, I lean down and whisper into Christians ear...
"We need to have our baby, no matter what happens, I want us to have another baby"
OK, quick A/N, this is my first ever fanfic and I just wanted to get a little start out there, I promise I'll try to make chapters longer in the future, and reveal more about the crash. Thanks for reading and please give me a short review just to let me know what you think of my writing? I would love you for it! Thanks! x