So I recently was watching SON on my computer and I thought; what if Spencer never went to UCLA? So this is my take on what would have happened. Maybe they do maybe they don't get back together, you'll have to read and find out (:
Flashbacks are in italics.
Forgetting Myself.
Chapter 1.
Where is pen, seriously I just put it down like 2.5 seconds ago. I need we go on air in 5 minutes.
"UGHHHHHHH" I blurt out in utter frustration "How the fuck do you lose something you just had, like, never mind." I finally spot it three feet in front of me at the feet of my assistant. After grabbing my pen and a much need coffee to get my nerves into check I head out to the stage where everyone is running back in forth getting everything ready for the show.
"Alright guys 2 minutes!" I yell and take a sip of my coffee taking my usual spot next to the camera switch my coffee for a headset with my assistant "Thanks Abby." I pull on the headset and adjust the mic "30 seconds Ryan and Kim, get ready." They nod and get their finishing touches of makeup done.
The show flies by quickly and by the time the director says cut I'm already taking my headset off and turning towards Abby for my coffee and phone back.
"Spence, you got a phone call while we were filming." I got closer and handed her my headset and got my phone and coffee back. I clicked my home button on my phone and went to see who It was but I didn't have them in my contacts or recognized the number, I arched an eyebrow and looked at Abby with suspicion
"Okay, who was it and what did they want?" I asked walking back to my office.
"Well it was Kyla Woods she's the manger of this singer As…"
"Ashley Davies, I know who she manages, what did she want?" I place my coffee and phone on my desk and take a much needed seat trying to wash away this shocked look off my face.
"She wanted to talk to you; she wouldn't tell what it was about or left a message. All she said was call her as soon as possible." She studied my face a little too long for my comfort then looked at her watch "Well it's after 4 so you should get going soon for your date tonight."
"huh, oh yeah right you can take the rest of the day off nothing is going on here."
"Thanks me and my boyfriend's anniversary is today" she said that then she was gone.
Kyla called me. We haven't spoken in over 4 years. What does she want? I hope she doesn't want Ashley on the show. I couldn't make it happen; I'm not the person who makes those decisions. I mean I would try, but I wasn't really in cahoots with upper management. I mean I'm sure since Ashley is such a huge singer right now they would book her in a heartbeat but I couldn't do it. The way we left things it would be so hard.
"Ash we really need to talk about this fall." We have been sitting on the beach for an hour now in enjoying the perfect sunset. But there was such a huge wall built between us since she found the acceptance letter from BU. She has distanced herself from me emotionally definitely not physically. I'm sitting between her legs and she has her arms wrapped around my waist but after my comment she loosened her grip on me and took and deep breath
"I know." She sighed and rested her chin on my shoulder kissing the side of my neck making me smile slightly "I just want to enjoy these last days as much as possible without fighting.." then she raised her head off my shoulder then unwrapped her arms around me "Spence can't this wait until we get back to the loft, Kyla isn't there."
"Okay, then lets go." I stood up and brushed off the sand off my ass and waited for her to stand up and start heading to her car.
The ride to the loft was silent. But it was always like this when things were off between us and to say the least things were so off between us. When we entered the loft she went straight to our room to change, I wait in the kitchen for her to return I opened the fridge acting like I wanted something to drink but it was really just to waste time.
"We are breaking up aren't we?" she said that and I just broke down, I slowly turned around with tears in my eyes "I take the look on your face as a yes"
"Ashley, no I, we, you know I could never do that to you." I stepped closer trying to fight back the army of tears in my eyes
"But you are going to BU, all the way in Boston, fucking across the country. There is no way you would want to still be with me while you have single girls surrounding you." She said this with so much hurt.
I couldn't take it anymore I just grabbed her kissed her with all the passion and love I had for her I had and she felt it. Before I know it I'm lying on my back only in my bra and panties and she is climbing on top of me with lust in her eyes.
We made love all night until dawn the next morning, but when I woke I was in our bed alone. I slowly pulled turned my body to face Ashley's side of the bed opened my eyes to see a note and a single white rose laying beside me.
"SPENCER?" I jumped at the woman's voice on the other end of my phone. She pulled me out of my thoughts.
"Sorry Kyla, I got lost in my thoughts." I sighed "Why did you call me earlier?" Wow bitchy much Spencer, don't go run off the only person who was in your corner.
"Uhh, straight to the point I guess." She had a chuckle to herself. "I wanted to invite you to my wedding.." Then she went silent for a second "It's this weekend, well Friday to be exact at 4pm, ceremony by the pier then reception at our house." Then she mumbled a few things I really couldn't make out "I mean I'd totally understand if you couldn't it's like total last minutes, well like a day away and I'm kind of freaking out a little bit, I mean it's like a lot of…"
"KYLA SHUT UP!" I hear her silent for a moment then she busts into laughter "I will come." Then it dawn on me, Ashley. I can't back now I literally just told her I would. Shit shit shit Spencer. What did you just put yourself into?
"Awesome! Just you or a plus one?" I leaned back in my chair with my eyes closed. I could bring someone to distract me. But what if Ash see's then runs away again.
"Plus one." I say before I can even logically think about anything. Damnit!
"Oh, okay I'll tell As… I just let someone know." Oh my god, she is telling Ashley, great.
"Okay, see you Friday."
"Okay! I'll be the one in white!" we both share a laugh then I hang up the phone.
I take deep breath and then it hits me. I will have to face Ashley in 2 days. 48 hours. Freaking out can begin in 3, 2, 1…
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