A.N. This is a series of Seddie moment, or not so Seddie moments, that I need to write!! I am welcomed to ideas, but I do love constructive criticism! Thanks for reading! (Note: Forever in Progress)
Disclaimer: I don't own ICarly…but I do own the way I used the show. :)
Seddie Book of moments-
Words Left Unsaid
"You just can't see me and Freddy together, can you?" Carly's words have never been so bitter to me. She stared into my eyes, her deep brown meeting with my dark blue.
Her stair was so cold; I had to look to the floor to get away from it. She threw her arms down, obviously fed up with me. She wanted an answer.
I had two. 'Carly! That's not it! I-I like Freddy…' or, 'Carly…that's not it! I'm happy for you guys.'
Neither was the complete truth.
Me? Like Freddy?
No.
I love Freddy…from his cute hair, to his amazing eyes…and that smile…I loved him, but the feeling wasn't going around.
I can tell he doesn't like me.
He's still head over heels for Carly!
Want proof? The day of the Sadie Hawkins Dance. I walk into the Groovy Smoothie, and they're there. Dancing. Together. And not to a rock song. A slow song.
And, I remember that day when Carly kissed Freddie's nose. He almost fainted… and I wanted to kill Carly.
I could go on for hours of reasons he doesn't fell the same way for me as I do him… but I need to answer Carly.
"No…Carly…It's…I'm happy for you."
She starred at me, right through me light chuckle, and fake smile.
"Sam, I'm not that dumb. What's wrong? Why can't you be happy for me?" Her words lost the edge, but I knew she could read me like a book. Being friends since Kindergarten had a price.
I had to lie again.
Or, tell the truth… but she would just tell Freddie. And I don't like rejection.
"No…really." I said softly, raising my hands on her shoulder for reassurance, "I'm happy for you." I smiled and stared into her motherly eyes.
She returned the smile.
I told her my mom needed me at home, another lie, and I walked off.
But I knew one thing. I would rather Freddie be with Carly, and be happy, than with me and miserable.
I closed the front door and walked down the hall…past Freddie's door.
I felt tears swell up in my eyes, but just rushed off.
'As long as he's happy.'
A.N. I need to work on the length. A lot. So did you enjoy…? Or hate…? R&R Please and thank you!!!