Kagome's Death
Inuyasha sat watching the sunset. The rays of light shimmered itsbeautiful colors, like a sad goodbye. Then darkness over took the land. He didnt move from the gravesite covered in flowers. Kagome.....His lovely, beautiful Kagome.... A tear fell to the still fresh soil to be soaked up. Inuyasha closed his eyes and finally broke down, sobbing. The memory of her death was haunting him. "Kagome......" He whispered, laying on the grave not caring the flowers were getting crushed, "Im sorry kagome...." He tried to get himself under control, his body was shaking badly and he could hardly breath. His mind flashed back to that day, the day that Sesshomaru attacked the village. Kagome was outside alone, she and Inuyasha had just had an horrible fight. Inuyasha was getting yelled at by that annoying little shippou. Inuasha was feeling like shit. He hated fighting with kagome. He loved her and just wanted her safe. He nearly had a heart attack when he heard the crash from outside the hut, but when he went outside, what he saw almost killed him. " KAGOME!!" he had yelled as he ran to her side. She'd layed in a pool of blood, her breathing coming in shallow, fast gasps. Inuyasha closed his eyes, a tear falling to the ground as he heard her dieing wish over and over again in his mind.." Inuyasha....Save the village...Dont let him hurt anyone else.....please.." She'd stopped to gasp for air, her eyes closing with the pain it took. Kagome had opened her eyes, those usually bright and loving eyes. They dimmed as inuyasha looked into them."In...inuyasha.." She said in a soft whisper,"....I love you....."Inuyasha shook the memory from him head. The pain in his heart only got worse when he thought about that day. He layed his head down onto the soft dirt. " Kagome...." he whispered in anguish, " I just want to hold you again....Oh god, i just want to be with you.....I'd give anything for one more day....." Inuyasha let go of his control and layed crying on kagome's grave till dawn.
"Inuyasha, you must move on....." Sango sat next to Inuyasha by Kagome's grave. Though her eyes were filled with tears, she wouldnt cry. "No one will come here inuyasha.....They're afraid you'll attack them....." Sango layed her head against the tombstone marking Kagome's grave. " We must move on inuyasha.....Kagome would want that...." Inuyasha looked at Kagome's bestfriend. Sango would know what kagome would want, But.....Inuyasha sighed. 'I dont want to move on.....I want her back..' A tear glittered in inuyasha's eye, but he wouldnt let it fall. Not with sango or anyone around.
Inuyasha walked around in the forest for a while, till he found himself at the tree Kikyo had trapped him to. The place that one relationship died and another had its birth. "Kagome..." Inuyasha cried out in an anguished whisper. His heart was breaking all over again. Inuyasha remembered looking for the jewel. That stupid jewel of magic. He would have killed for it. To become a full demon was all he had ever wanted. Even when he'd just met kagome, he'd felt only his hate for kikyo and had wanted more then ever to become a full demon. He'd always felt something for Kagome, but he chalked it up to her being Kikyo's reincarnation. All KAgome had ever wanted was to be accepted by him. Inuyasha winced, remembering the things he use to say to her. The way he use to talk to her...That was all in the past and Kagome had known it, But inuyasha wanted her to say that she forgave him. That he was wrong but she didnt hold that against him. Most of all, he just wanted to hold her again...All he wanted now was to hold her against him. To hear her slow breathing as she fell asleep in his arms. He wanted to see her eyes sparkle as she stuck up for shippou when he picked on him. Inuyasha laid against the sacred tree he had been trapped to before Kagome had freed him. He wished and willed her back. Inuasha still had to go to the present and tell kagome's family of her death, but he couldnt bring himself to do it. Just letting them think she was alive was like she still was. She was alive in their minds and in his heart. Inuasha opened his eyes. Where had that thought come from? Looking around, inuyasha felt a chill go through him. His eyes filled with tears as he looked through the trees. "Kagome...please say your here....God, i need to hear your voice..." He whimpered, standing with his back against the sacred tree. When nothing happened, he closed his eyes and sighed, holding back the unshed tears. "Kagome...I know your still around...I just, i need you to say something, prove me right. I need to know your still here for me...Oh please Kagome..." He willed her soul to appear. To say something, anything, to his bleeding heart. But she didnt. Nothing happened. The tree tops waved in the wind as he stood there for what seemed like forever. Inuyasha gave up waiting and walked away from the tree, tears falling from his eyes as he walked. He tried to tell himself he didnt care. It wasnt like she really ment she loved him. But she did. He knew it in his heart. " God, what do i do now...."
Inuyasha sat watching the sunset. The rays of light shimmered itsbeautiful colors, like a sad goodbye. Then darkness over took the land. He didnt move from the gravesite covered in flowers. Kagome.....His lovely, beautiful Kagome.... A tear fell to the still fresh soil to be soaked up. Inuyasha closed his eyes and finally broke down, sobbing. The memory of her death was haunting him. "Kagome......" He whispered, laying on the grave not caring the flowers were getting crushed, "Im sorry kagome...." He tried to get himself under control, his body was shaking badly and he could hardly breath. His mind flashed back to that day, the day that Sesshomaru attacked the village. Kagome was outside alone, she and Inuyasha had just had an horrible fight. Inuyasha was getting yelled at by that annoying little shippou. Inuasha was feeling like shit. He hated fighting with kagome. He loved her and just wanted her safe. He nearly had a heart attack when he heard the crash from outside the hut, but when he went outside, what he saw almost killed him. " KAGOME!!" he had yelled as he ran to her side. She'd layed in a pool of blood, her breathing coming in shallow, fast gasps. Inuyasha closed his eyes, a tear falling to the ground as he heard her dieing wish over and over again in his mind.." Inuyasha....Save the village...Dont let him hurt anyone else.....please.." She'd stopped to gasp for air, her eyes closing with the pain it took. Kagome had opened her eyes, those usually bright and loving eyes. They dimmed as inuyasha looked into them."In...inuyasha.." She said in a soft whisper,"....I love you....."Inuyasha shook the memory from him head. The pain in his heart only got worse when he thought about that day. He layed his head down onto the soft dirt. " Kagome...." he whispered in anguish, " I just want to hold you again....Oh god, i just want to be with you.....I'd give anything for one more day....." Inuyasha let go of his control and layed crying on kagome's grave till dawn.
"Inuyasha, you must move on....." Sango sat next to Inuyasha by Kagome's grave. Though her eyes were filled with tears, she wouldnt cry. "No one will come here inuyasha.....They're afraid you'll attack them....." Sango layed her head against the tombstone marking Kagome's grave. " We must move on inuyasha.....Kagome would want that...." Inuyasha looked at Kagome's bestfriend. Sango would know what kagome would want, But.....Inuyasha sighed. 'I dont want to move on.....I want her back..' A tear glittered in inuyasha's eye, but he wouldnt let it fall. Not with sango or anyone around.
Inuyasha walked around in the forest for a while, till he found himself at the tree Kikyo had trapped him to. The place that one relationship died and another had its birth. "Kagome..." Inuyasha cried out in an anguished whisper. His heart was breaking all over again. Inuyasha remembered looking for the jewel. That stupid jewel of magic. He would have killed for it. To become a full demon was all he had ever wanted. Even when he'd just met kagome, he'd felt only his hate for kikyo and had wanted more then ever to become a full demon. He'd always felt something for Kagome, but he chalked it up to her being Kikyo's reincarnation. All KAgome had ever wanted was to be accepted by him. Inuyasha winced, remembering the things he use to say to her. The way he use to talk to her...That was all in the past and Kagome had known it, But inuyasha wanted her to say that she forgave him. That he was wrong but she didnt hold that against him. Most of all, he just wanted to hold her again...All he wanted now was to hold her against him. To hear her slow breathing as she fell asleep in his arms. He wanted to see her eyes sparkle as she stuck up for shippou when he picked on him. Inuyasha laid against the sacred tree he had been trapped to before Kagome had freed him. He wished and willed her back. Inuasha still had to go to the present and tell kagome's family of her death, but he couldnt bring himself to do it. Just letting them think she was alive was like she still was. She was alive in their minds and in his heart. Inuasha opened his eyes. Where had that thought come from? Looking around, inuyasha felt a chill go through him. His eyes filled with tears as he looked through the trees. "Kagome...please say your here....God, i need to hear your voice..." He whimpered, standing with his back against the sacred tree. When nothing happened, he closed his eyes and sighed, holding back the unshed tears. "Kagome...I know your still around...I just, i need you to say something, prove me right. I need to know your still here for me...Oh please Kagome..." He willed her soul to appear. To say something, anything, to his bleeding heart. But she didnt. Nothing happened. The tree tops waved in the wind as he stood there for what seemed like forever. Inuyasha gave up waiting and walked away from the tree, tears falling from his eyes as he walked. He tried to tell himself he didnt care. It wasnt like she really ment she loved him. But she did. He knew it in his heart. " God, what do i do now...."