TOO MUCH….

CHAPTER 1

It is early Sunday morning and Olivia sit near the window thinking…thinking…..and thinking. "Does he really love me, or is he just stringing me along." She turns to look back at a sleeping Fitz. The covers only sheath over the middle of his body. Strong visible legs stick out as he lays on his stomach in a deep slumber. "Why hasn't he asked me to marry him yet? Does he really want to marry me? If so he's surely hasn't been acting like it."

Olivia and Fitz have been together since she was 27 and he was 28. She is now 30 years of age and beginning to feel doubt about Fitz one day marrying her. She inhales a deep breath and releases it turning back to look out of the window. She hears Fitz stir but does not turn to look his way. Seconds later she feels Fitz approach her and rap his arms around her as he bends down and kisses her on the cheek.

"Morning baby."

"Um, good morning." She replies

"Why are you up so early staring out of the window?" Fitz asks as he stands upright.

"I woke up early. So now I'm just sitting here thinking."

"Thinking, about what?" Fitz steps in around Olivia so that he can see her face.

"Us."

"Us, what about us?"

"The fact that we still are not married. I thought we would be married by now embarking on starting a family." She says as she looks up at him standing in front of her.

Fitz begins rubbing his hand over his face in attempt to not become frustrated. "We discussed this Liv. I told you when I get to a certain point in my career we would do both of those things."

"No…what we discussed was you wanting to wait until you got a job as a lawyer, and you did that three years ago. Then the following year you…you Fitz said once you make partner we can get married. Now here we are 3 years later and you want me to wait until you open your own law firm. Every year it's something else."

"What do you want from me Liv, I'm trying to build a life for us and be financially stable so that we can enjoy that life. I have goals I'm trying to reach. I need to do this before I can commit to marriage and kids. I have to know I can take care of you and our children Liv."

Olivia stands. Clearly frustrated she walks out the exit to their room and turns back and says, "I make money too you know. I do own several jewelry chains, and I don't need you to take care of me."

Fitz walks toward her and embraces her once again. "Look baby I know you make good money. The timing is just off. Once I open my firm I promise we will get married and have as many babies as you want."

Olivia removes herself from his embrace and looks at him. "I'm ready to have a baby now."

"We got to get married first Olivia." Intentionally calling her by her full name. "I'm not having children out of wedlock."

"Then you better start looking for a ring because as of today I'm no longer taking my birth control."

"That's not fair Olivia." There goes my full name again Liv thinks to herself.

"Looks like I'll be buying condom then." Fitz says with a smirk.

Olivia shakes her head and walks away. Fitz turns and heads toward the master bathroom.

Forty-five minutes later Fitz walks into the kitchen happy to see that Liv has prepared breakfast. He walks to the island and hugs Liv from behind. "I love you Livvie."

With a raised eye brow she says, "I love you too. Your plate is in the microwave."

Fitz retrieves his plate and sit at the island to eat as he looks for the right words to say. "Liv I really am going to marry you."

She looks at Fitz as she plays with her food on her plate. "Babe can I ask you something?" not waiting or really wanting a response she continues. "Your family owns ten of the largest luxury car dealerships in the nation and wants to turn it all over to you. But you chose to be a lawyer. What is it with you and money and the need to make more when you have plenty?"

Fitz loudly drops his fork on his plate before speaking. "See that's where you're wrong Liv, because I didn't want to go into the dealership business none of that money is mines until I prove I can hold my own as a lawyer. My father did not agree with my career choice and cut me off. He still backs me if needed. But I need to be my own man. I need to be able to take care of my family myself."

"And you can't do that as a Partner?" Liv says looking at him intensely.

"Nope." Was his answer.

Just as Liv is about to lay into him the doorbell rings and she stops and instead asks, "Are you expecting someone?"

As he jumps from his seat, "Yeah, that must be the guys. Me, Jake, and Andrew are going to the gym to shoot some hoops and going out for drinks after."

"Fitz it 7:40 in the morning." She yells to him, but he's already out of the kitchen quickly moving to answer the door. Liv begins to clean up the dishes as she is thinking to herself this conversation is not over. Just as she grabs Fitz plate from atop of the island Fitz, Andrew and Jake enters the kitchen.

"Hey Liv." Jake even though the last to enter is the first to speak.

"What up Liv," Andrews says smiling

"Hey." Liv says back acknowledging both men at the same time.

"Let me get my bag guys then we can head out." Fitz spits out as he turns to head upstairs.

Once Fitz has left the kitchen Jake asks Liv. "So Liv can I get some breakfast seeing you cooked and all."

Andrew chimes in, "Mellie made us breakfast before we left his house, ignore him Liv."

Olivia didn't say anything she just continued cleaning. Andrew grabs Jake by his collar and pulls him out of the kitchen. Fitz returned to the kitchen to kiss Liv goodbye and heads out. As Olivia finishes up she begins talking to herself to release the anger building up inside of her. "He and his friend are such idiots acting like frat boys; they just went out last night and got drunk. They act like they can't go a day without Fitz, and he's acting as if he don't have a woman at home, running off every time they call. How can he stay friends with Jake knowing he has a thing for me? Yuk fucking disgusting. But he thought I was tripping when he told me Mellie was liking on him. That's why we're no longer best friends, always flirting with my man. What kind of best friend does that? Jake and Mellie disgusting asses that who. They belong together. Oow you wait till he gets back home.

Olivia continues her rant but in her head. Mellie was my best friend. I understand she liked Fitz, but unfortunately Fitz liked me. And Jake Yuk liked me as well, but I liked Fitz, why they are still best friends is beyond me. I guess it's a man thing. Fitz ass is about to be 31 years old next week still running around like a frat boy. This shit is tiring. He needs to start getting serious because I'm seriously ready to have a family and he needs to get on board.

Later that evening Fitz walks through the front door. Olivia is sitting on the sofa watching television. She does not turn around as Fitz enters. "Hey baby, did you make dinner?" He asks as he leans over the back of the sofa and plants a kiss on her cheek.

"Yes why don't you go get washed up and I'll make you a plate."

Olivia can smell the alcohol on his breath. He's clearly not drunk but now is not the time to continue their conversation from earlier remembering he's not easy to talk to when he's been drinking. So she gets up and prepares his food deciding to table the conversation for tomorrow.

Once Fitz returned he sits down and began eating. Olivia asked if he wanted something to drink with his meal. He stated he wanted a beer.

Rolling her eyes as she reaches for the beer from the fridge. "Weren't you drinking with the guys?"

He stops eating and looks at her intently. "Yeah, what does that have to do with me having a beer at home?"

"Nothing I just asked." She says and leaves out of the kitchen and goes back into the living room.

Fitz picks up his plate and follows her and sits next to her on the couch. "You ok?" He asks

She nods her head yes but does not speak. Fitz looks at her as he continues to eat. Once he has finished his food. He gulps down the rest of his beer and belches. Olivia begins to laugh. "That good huh?"

"Yeah baby it was that good." Fitz says as he looks at Olivia like the meal he just ate.

"What?"

"You are beautiful….come here."

Liv scoots closer to him and he begins to rub her face. "I love you. Thank you for dinner." As Fitz slowly brings her face closer for a kiss, Olivia puts her hand on his chest and grabs his plate from the table. "Let me clean this up. I'll be right back."

"That can wait. I need you now." Fitz kisses Liv down her neck as he grabs and run his finger around her breast with one hand and then using the other hand to pull her on his lap, his erection very prominent. Olivia's resolve is slipping. She really wants to stay mad at him, but his tongue, hand and stiff penis is overriding her senses. She moans into Fitz's mouth as Fitz methodically sucks on her neck behind her ear. She then raps her legs around Fitz as he stand to carry her to their bedroom.

Once inside he lays her on the bed he begins removing his clothing, giving Liv time to clear her senses.

"Fitz…you need to shower."

"Why?"

"You've been out all day and you smell like sweat and liquor not very sexy babe."

"Ok, I'll be right back." Fitz runs into the bathroom to shower.

Olivia is not sure what is going on with Fitz, hygiene has never been a problem and him questioning why he needed a shower was very bothersome to her.

10 minutes later Fitz returns from his shower. He walks over to the night stand next to their bed and retrieves a condom form the box he purchased while he was out with the guys. Olivia rolls her eyes but doesn't say anything. She figures the love she has for this man will eventually break his resolve to have a child with her. She is willing to wait to get married because she truly felt Fitz would always be a part of her life and a child is just an added bonus and will seal the deal.

Fitz places the condom on his erect penis and climbs into bed and begins to kiss Olivia. She responds with great anticipation. Fitz realizing he won't last long due to his long day of being out all day and eating such a big dinner of steak and potatoes. Tiredness is upon him and he just needs a quick release. Ending the foreplay which wasn't very much but a few kisses here and a suckle there he enters Olivia without caring too much if she was ready. As he enters her, Olivia lets out a gasp and cringes from the sudden pressure and pain. Fitz is a well-endowed man and even after three years of sex with him she still needs time to adjust to his size and girth. Tonight was no different.

Fitz without thinking locks Olivia's legs under his arms rendering her powerless to move on her own begins to pound into her with strong aggressive powerful strokes. Going as deep as her canal will allow and further. Olivia is not understanding his aggressiveness and places her hand on his chest to try and get him to slow down and not go so deep so quickly and aggressively.

As he enters her she immediately yelps and arches her neck up, that being the only part of her body she can move in this position. "Fitz baby, it's too much, baby please slow down." But Fitz continues looking for that feeling he's so use to whenever they are intimate. But the condom creates a different sensation which is less satisfying then he's use to with Olivia. "Fitz please slow down you're hurting me." Fitz immediately stops and looks at Liv.

"I'm sorry baby this fucking condom feels different and I can't feel you like I'm use too. I'll go slower."

Fitz penetrates Olivia slower….deeper…then after a few stokes he stops and snatches the condom off tossing it somewhere in the room. "Fuck this condom I need to feel all of you baby." Once the condom was gone Fitz slides himself back inside of Olivia and is greeted with immediate satisfaction.

"Ow yeah this is more like it," Fitz moans out.

Olivia is starting to enjoy it as well. The feeling of her orgasm is nearing she begins to call out to Fitz as well. "Yes Fitz just like that baby…just like that."

"You like that Livvie?...He slowly deep strokes her.

"Yeeeesssss." Is all she could get out.

But just as her orgasm hits Fitz speeds up his stroke causing her to release with a scream, which takes him over the top as well. Just as he is about to explode he pulls out of her and ejaculates on her stomach. Grunting as he stroked his penis.

"Ahhhhhh" is the only sound Fitz could release as he empties himself on Olivia's stomach.

Olivia is still coming down from her release and not to concern that he just came on her instead of inside of her. Fitz lets out one final grunt and then falls on the bed next to Olivia and gives in to his tiredness. Olivia lays there for a moment before getting out of bed and going into the master bath to clean herself up. She decided to shower because in all seriousness she is feeling it bit grossed out from the whole experience.

The following morning Olivia is woken up with Fitz between her legs and her clit in his mouth. She lets out a moan and begins to rotate her hips enjoying the feeling. Fitz then places two fingers inside of Olivia as he continues to suck on her clit.

"Ouu…..mmm….." Olivia moans out as she grab onto Fitz's head and pushes and pulls him closer, bucking her hips upward overjoyed and overwhelmed at the same time.

This particular round of sex was amazing and intense. Fitz continued to pull out and ejaculate on Olivia instead of inside of her. After three round of this Olivia called it quits. "Fitz I have to get ready for work and so do you."

"One more time baby? I will make it quick."

"Noooo. It's never quick with you unless you're tired, and I really have to work. I have some new jewelry to approve. I really need to get going."

Fitz relents at first but eventually gives up. They both shower and dress. As they are preparing to leave for work Olivia updates Fitz on the plans for his birthday in 5 days. "Babe I've secured the beach house this weekend for your party. Everything is set. Are you sure this is what you want to do? Have a party at the beach house with a bunch of friends?"

"Yes, why do you keep asking me that as if I don't know what I want?"

"Fitz, your turning 31 and this just seems…..I don't know…juvenile."

"Olivia you only live once. And I want to celebrate with people I love in a private setting with plenty of space to do as I please. That's not juvenile. That's just me enjoying my life the way I see fit."

"Ok, fine. Everything is set. Sorry I asked." Olivia grabs her purse and keys, kisses Fitz and they both head to their cars and leave.

It is now Friday the same week one day before Fitz's birthday party. Olivia decided to visit her parents on the other side of town. So she sent Fitz a quick text right after pulling up to her childhood home. She then walks into her parent's home and is greeted with the aroma of her mother's cooking. "Hello is that my mother's famous Dressing I smell?" Olivia says as she makes her way into the kitchen.

"Libby! Hi dear." Her mom turns to greet her as she wipes her hands on her apron.

"Hi mommy." Olivia walks over to her mom and embraces her. Moments later Olivia's father Eli walks into the kitchen.

"Livvie bear what brings you by. " He says as he walks to her and hugs her.

"I just wanted to stop by. No real reason other than that." Olivia shift from one foot to the other.

"Ok well you're just in time for dinner and yes I made dressing along with your favorite sweet potato pie." Her mother stated.

"I'm glad you're here sweetheart. How's Fitzgerald?" Eli asks

"He's fine dad."

"Well has he proposed yet? I was hopeful seeing you just popped up on your parents."

Olivia slumps her shoulders. "No dad, not yet and I'm starting to think he never will."

"What do you mean dear? You guys have been dating for three years now. It's really past due for him to ask for your hand in marriage. This shacking up thing is getting old." Eli bluntly states.

Olivia sighs as she takes a seat at the center island. "I don't know dad. We've talked about it and he seems on board at first, but now he's wants to wait until he opens his own law firm."

"Olivia dear, do you feel as if he's stringing you along?" Mya pipes in

"I'm starting to feel that way mom." Liv states with somberness.

"Livvie bear maybe it time you give him an ultimatum."

"I can't do that dad. I love him too much. I might lose him forever. Ultimatums never work. They just make things worse."

"And what if he is stringing you along? And never marries you? Then what?" Her dad states with a disappointed look on his face. "Livvie bear we raised you better than this."

"Eli that's enough, you and I both know love is a dangerous thing to tamper with and Libby just said she loves him. Libby I'm sure you'll figure it out. But please ask yourself are you willing to be with him even if he never asks for your hand in marriage? We just care about your happiness hear. If being with Fitz makes you happy even if he doesn't marry you then that is your chose. We don't like or agree with it but it is your chose dear. But I must say you don't seem very happy in this moment."

Olivia takes in her parent's words and decides to really ask herself the question. "Is he worth it? Can she stay with Fitz if he's not willing to marry her?"

She answers her mother, "Yes. I love him mom. I believe him when he says he will marry me. I will wait for him."

Eli grunts and shakes his head in disappointment. Mya nods and continue preparing dinner. Olivia feels like she's really at a cross road. But she must do what she believes is right for her life. And Fitz is right for her even is he's afraid of marriage and children she knows that Fitz will never abandon his child if they ever had one. Loving the fact her parents truly give her room to make her own decisions for her life even when they don't agree with her decisions she smiles to herself.

After having dinner with her parents Olivia heads home.