Chapter 1 - Realizations

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Kara's/Supergirl's P.O.V

Deep breath. Now or never. "Alex I-I kissed Ms. Grant"

I just stand hear in disbelief as I see the corners of Alex's lips start to tug into a small smile.

"You did what" Alex asked as she started laughing harder than I'd ever seen her do before.

"Alex this is serious I need your help"

She tries to compose herself sits down next to me and places a hand on each of my shoulders.

"Kara do you have feelings for Cat?"

And their it was the question I'd been dreading.

I sit up and she removes her hands "I... well...umm...maybe...YES! I do have feelings for her but I didn't realize until this morning. I mean how can I not realize my own feelings I'm so stupid. Oh Rao Alex what have I done. She's go... "

"Kara, Kara it's okay I get it you have feelings for her. Why don't you tell me what happened today and we can go from their yeah?"

I begin to calm down immediately as the softly spoken words exit my sisters mouth. What did I do to deserve such a caring sister as her?

"I'm glad I've got you Alex, I love you"

Alex pushes a strand of hair behind my ear and kisses my forehead "I love you too baby girl"

We sit here in silence for a while until Alex pipes up again.

"Well come on then I want to hear all about the drama that took place this fine day"

I inwardly grone and begin to explain as the events of today replay over and over in my head.

Earlier that day -

She's hear. "Ms. Grant your latte, just how you like it"

"That would make a change"

Rao does she look stunning in that dress her curves are just...

I'm abruptly brought out of my thoughts as I hear someone shouting my name

"Kiera! hello Kiera are you listening hello" she yells and snaps her fingers in front of my face.

"Yes Ms. Grant" our eyes lock and I can all but hear my heart beating in my ears.

Why's she still staring? Did I miss something?

"Kiera what did I just say" Cat asks me as she place's her hands on her hips.

I notice her lips moving but I can't seem to focus on what she's saying, the only thing I know right now is the fact her lips look so inviting and warm and...

"KIERA!" Rao does she look hot when she's mad.

What's gotten into you Kara she's your boss and she's talking to you and you need to listen to her now focus.

"Sorry Ms. Grant I kind of got distracted?" and I just had to make that seem like a question didn't I.

Cat sighs and looks at me unamused "are you asking me or telling me Kiera"

"Telling you?" I did not mean for that to come out as another question, now she's even more annoyed. "I m-ean telling you Ms. Grant"

She rolls her eyes before walking out onto her balcony and I can't help but stare.

"Kiera! Move, balcony, now, fast, chop chop"

I quickly rush to her side and notice the wind blowing through her hair and the small smile upon her lips.

Don't do it Kara please don't do it oh what the hell go for it.

I lean forward and place my lips upon hers and she kisses back but I quickly pull away.

What have I done?

Did she kiss back out of shock or because she wanted me to kiss her or... I need to get away from hear.

Before she has a chance to say anything I run faster than humanly possible out of her sight and up the stairs to the roof. I quickly get changed and fly the short distance from CatCo to my apartment.

Alex. Yes I need Alex, where's my phone umm sofa.

I pick up my phone and begin to go through all the A's in my contact list.

"No, no, no, no...yes thank Rao. Please pick up Alex come on"

I can immediately hear the concern in her voice as she begins to speak from the other side of the phone "Kara is everything okay? Shouldn't you be at work? What's wrong?"

"Everything's fine Alex" there's a long pause she obviously didn't buy that and I need her right now so "Actually Alex no it's not I-I've done something stupid and I could r-eally use my big sis-sister right about now"

I know that I must sound like an absolute mess as I feel the warmth of the tears that have begun to roll down my face uncontrollably.

"Kara listen baby I'm on my way right I love you so much and whatever's happened we can work through this together okay?"

I start to nod and she seems to sense it.

"Good, I'll stay on the phone to you until I get there"

Present Time -

"Kara if she kissed you back maybe she likes you. You should go talk to her"

I look at her shocked "Alex even if there was a chance she liked me I completely blew it when I ran away"

Alex grabs my hands "Kara you made a mistake your only alien she'll understand"

I stand up and walk into the kitchen.

Would she forgive me? Oh who am I kidding she'd never forgive someone for something like this. Why did I have to kiss her?"

Alex have you ever met Ms..." who's she on the phone to...wait that's my phone "ALEX DON'T YOU DARE" she just smiles at me and runs towards the bathroom and locks it from the inside.

I'm going to kill her.

"Yes Ms. Grant she was wondering if you were still at the office...oh... I'll send her right over"

I can practically hear the smirk in her voice.

"ALEX GET OFF THAT PHONE OR I'M BREAKING DOWN THIS DOOR AND YOU'RE PAYING FOR A NEW ONE" what if Cat heard that.

"Yes that is she...she gets like that...I'll be sure to tell her" That's it I'm breaking down the door.

"Bye Ms. Grant" I hear her say as she unlocks the door.

She walks over to the couch with an innocent expression on her face.

"Alex" I say as calmly as I can but right now I'm infuriated.

She looks up at me "Yes Kara is there something I can do for you?" she's going to pay.

"Why would you ring her and what plans have you made with her. Are you stupid"

She stands up and hugs me "before you throw a bitchfit and chuck a cushion or shout or whatever it is you're going to do hear me out" I sigh but let her continue. "First I love you and I just want you to be happy second she told me to tell you to go to her house"

I'm flabbergasted, why would she want me to come to her house?

"And last but not least she said to calm down everything's going to be okay"

I feel myself blush for some unknown reason. I don't get what she means by everything's going to be okay because how can it I kissed her and I'm nothing but another employee to her.

"You can shout at me when you get back. Now go she wants you there in 20 minutes so you have about...17 to get ready and get there.

I squeeze Alex lightly "Thank you Lexi"

"You're welcome Carebear. So listen does this mean I'm off the hook?"

Now it's my turn to smile "Not by a long shot; watch your back and good luck your gonna need it"

Alex pulls back from the hug "I'm starting to wonder whether this was worth it. Anyway come on we need to make you look presentable and fast"

She grabs my hand pulls me into the bedroom and starts doing my hair and starts talking about some blue top I'm so confused I'll just leave her too it. I feel my stomach turn; what if she only wants me to come round so she can tell me she doesn't feel the same way about me or to tell me I'm fired.

I guess I'm going to find out.

This is my first time writing a FanFiction but I hope you enjoyed it all the same. This is going to be about 10 chapters depending on if its liked or not. The next chapter should be up soon. Please leave a review and tell me if there's anything you'd like to see in the story and what you think.