RENAGADE
Revy/Rock
DISCLAMIER: I do not own Black Lagoon, or the song played in the story. That is All that Remains – Two Weeks song. I am not making a profit of this.
RATING: M for language and sexual themes. M also for sexual content for later chapters.
Pairing: Revy and Rock
A/N Hiya! Im new to this, and this is my first fan fic. Please, be brutally honest on what I can improve on. More chapters to come later
Setting – Rocks apartment it's a bit later in time then the original animie. Around 2010
Here we go!
Rock was in his apartment cleaning and making it spotless. He has a OCD about cleanliness and he would tell Revy and his friends how being clean, or being some type of living in a spotless place is some type of heaven. He offered to clean Revy's room from time to time. Each met with a "Get the fuck out pervert! I don't want you snooping through my panties!" she'd hiss at him in her usual venomous tone. So, after He chuckled on the memories. The apartment was all spiff and span he decided to relax and lie on his mattress and just turn on the Radio. He left it on some rock music station and the song began to play through his apartment, and the song reminded him of a special someone. Someone who likes to wear cut-off shorts, a black tank top and two holsters with her custom Berettas with the skull and sword crossing. He was dreaming about Revy. And the song brought out his deepest intentions for her.
And you neglected I called you out, don't please... I said we are stronger then this now! You resurrected mistakes Years past it seems… And you still feel the loneliness is better replaced by this…I don't believe that this way! And I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize…growing stronger each day!
He merely smiles as the song plays; He turns it up a bit louder and closes his eyes thinking of Revy again.
I can see it as you turn to stone, still clearly I can hear you say. 'Don't please! Don't give up on me!' And Two weeks you ran away! I remember 'Don't lie to me!" you couldn't see it was not that way... I swear I never gave up on you!
In that there was a knock on the door. And a loud scream after that. "ROCK! TURN THAT SHIT DOWN!" He knew it was Revy. It was at least Two-thirty in the afternoon. And since they had nothing to do, this was normally her nap time. "Sorry Revy!" He says apologetically through the door in his room and turns it down a bit. He can still hear it but she wouldn't be able to. Yet, she just opens the door and moves over to him and looks to the radio and smirks. "What kinda shit is that? It's fucking stupid." She says teasingly. "Uh, I don't know. Some American band." He plays his usual grinning face and she just scoffs. "Well keep it off, it sucks."
"Reminds me of you." He says with a smirk.
She narrows her eyes down onto his. Her voice now low and lethal "What the fuck does that mean shit-face?" She says as a hand grips one of her cutlasses and points the barrel down at his face.
Now, his eye met the void hole of one of Revy's Cutlass. She just was staring down daggers into his eyes. he says calmly "Nothing Revy, the lyrics of the song just remind me of you.." He said sincerely and he can tell she was scanning over his face for any kind of joke, or a way to insult her so she can use her gun on him. When she didn't find any she just has a scowl on her face and asks "What's some of the lyrics then? Hm?" He turns to the radio and boasts up the volume and the song is around the chorus.
I can see it as you turn to stone, still clearly I can hear you say. 'Don't please! Don't give up on me!' And Two weeks you ran away! I remember 'Don't lie to me!" you couldn't see it was not that way... I swear I never gave up on you!
She only laughs. "Rocky baby, if that reminds you of anything of me. You deserve one of these bullets in your head." When in the inside she felt her heartbeat quicken when he said he thought of her. Rock just turns his head. "I'm sorry." He says lowly thinking he upset her. "Rock, grow some fuckin' balls and stop being a pussy." She grins down to him and just sits on his mattress with him and just listens to the song. After a moment she reaches in her shirt pocket and pulls out a pack of cigarettes and places one between her lips and looks for a lighter. "Hey, got a light?" "Yeah, right here." Rock pulls out a lighter from his pocket, and lights the end of her cigarette. And Rock just stares at her in just shock and awe. "God…She is so beautiful.. I love her so much… But how would I say it? When would I? Where is the god-damn air in here?" He fidgets with his tie, and loosens it. Revy caught his stare and actually became a little self-conscious "What?" she says harshly. But she fears the words he could possibly say.
"Why the fuck do I care about what he thinks of me? That little shit shouldn't have the right to see me in his bed. Sick bastard is probably thinking of fucking me. It's what everyone wants, isn't it?"
With the end of her thought before Rock had a chance to speak she got up and grip his shirt in a fist and bring her face closer to him their noses almost touching. She stares him down and says lowly, and coldly. "Listen here you little shit. I know damn well how you men are. You see a girl in your bed and you think you are gonna get her in the sack. Well I got news for you – you little sick fuck – I can do so much better then you. And I can probably find a better fuck."
She was cautious of him. She trusted him, he wasn't like most men in ranapour, He showed signs that he cared. It made her sick. She thought he was just being that way so he could be in bed with her quicker. He just stared at her, and broke out in a hurt voice, like a wounded puppy. "What? No! That's not what I want! I care about you Revy! I wouldn't do anything to hurt-"Before he could finish her Cutlass was in his face again "Shut up!" She cried, a sheet of tears covering her eyes. She didn't believe him and he couldn't blame her. "Shut the fuck up!" Her hand trembled and the gun was shaking Rock was never in this situation where she showed signs of distress and without warning, he leaped up and held her in a soft cuddling embrace she just kept on pointing the gun to the wall. She felt a tear drop down her cheek and she whispered to him.
"Get…off of me…" She tried to make it lethal in sound, but her body betrayed her, she softened to his touch, and her gun fell to the mattress and she just left her hand there in the air holding her fingers like the gun was still on there. In her mind, she fought with herself.
"How dare he touch me! I didn't give him permission!...But my heart is racing so fast.. I think it's gonna burst.. Fuck him! He doesn't have the right to do this! Get off me you shit...Please Rock... I...I..." She couldn't finish that sentence. She didn't know how too and finally Rock turns to look at her, and is just met with a blank stare. Her words said "Go away." but her eyes said "Stay with me." So, in that moment he moved his lips to hers and they touched tenderly. She fought against him but he kept his lips there after a few moments of fighting him, she gave in her mind now calm and numbed, her hand that was in the air now moving to wrap around his back as his own hands move around her waist.
"I…I'm kissing her… I…I can't believe I'm not dead but…Wow..." Rock smiled against her lips as he just kept it like this for a few more minutes. Then Revy heated it up with a more deepened kiss and her hands now pulling out his tucked shirt and moving into his chest Rock was flabbergasted as she did it but something in the back of his mind made him think.
"This isn't right Rock…What...She does not actually love you. She is hurt. She is only doing this because she thinks it's what you want and this is all she knows…. I Do want her though…But do you love her?...Of course I do!"
When now Revy saw HIM being distant, she became angry again. "What? I'm giving you what you want and now you won't even move! What fucking sick game are you playing?" Her words showed hurt and sadness. She would never admit in a million years she'd do anything and everything for him. Or admit how much she cared about him. How much he plagued her mind in her lonely nights, and how she would love to spend every second with him. But, she'd never tell. Ever.
"What? No Revy I was thinking-!"
"Oh, 'thinking' of what? Some bitch down by the Yellow Flag you fuck? If I'm not good enough just fucking say so!"
"YOU ARE! YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH! STOP SAYING YOU ARE NOT!" he screeched out in such force she left dumb folded. Then she returned with a louder scream.
"YOU FUCKING LIAR! STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME!" she now made her tears visible as she shoved him away and drew her two Berettas out and aimed down onto him. After a few moments, emotional Revy was gone. The cold, dark, and sadistic one who loved violence and bringing death showed and she smiled as she said wickedly "What Rocky Baby..? Are you scared...Well I hope you brought a something warm you sick fuck...You're about to be cold…six feet deep cold..."