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SPOILERS
I've never felt this way before.
Everything that I do reminds me of you.
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you.
If I had it in me, I would blame Percy. If he hadn't come back, you wouldn't have been distracted and you wouldn't have di- gone away. I miss you, we all do. I hate to make this a competition, but I know I miss you the most. Mum still cries a lot, but that's different. You might have been her son, but you were my twin. I don't sleep in our room…well, I guess now it's just my room…anymore. I can't stand it; it smells like you and everything in it reminds me of you and how you aren't here anymore. I go in there as little as possible. I moved into Bill's old bedroom. It's not like he needs it. I also can't look in mirrors. I don't see myself; I see you.
God Fred, I miss you so much. How am I supposed to be a Weasley twin without you? Why did you have to leave? Why couldn't you have stayed with us: to celebrate, enjoy, cry, laugh, live? It's so hard without you. There are days where I don't think I can survive. I can hear others whispering how I keep living in the past. I can't help it; there was no real pain for me then.
I want to get over this amazingly overwhelming pain. I want to forget the pain, but I don't want to forget you. I don't know if I ever could when we were so much alike. We were practically one person. There are some days I think about reopening Weasley Wizard Wheezes with Ron, but then there are the days I feel like it would be like betraying you. You were my other half, and I'm going to try to live for the two of us. That way, when we meet after I die, whenever and wherever that may be, I'll have lots of stories to tell you.
I love you. I have and will always love you. You were my best friend and you will be until the end of time. No one could ever take your place.
When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you.
When you're gone
the face I came to know is missing too.
When you're gone
the words I need to hear to always
get me through the day and make it okay.
I miss you.