Sadistic Love (Diary of a Sadistic Lover)

Metal Bahamut 7/29/07

Disclaimer

I do not own the Ape Escape crew (Kei, Yumi, Hikaru, Kakeru, Haruka, Natsumi, Hiroku) of Sony Computer Entertainment America. I must warn you in the strongest terms: this fanfiction is a macrabre work, so expect some graphic violence. This is my first fic concerning such content, so bear with me, mates.

For you minors under the age of 17, or you big babies, religious fanatics, or rabid fanpeople, this is the point of no return. This is where you should turn tail and leave. Now.

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Otherwise, go on and read. If you're here for some violent, sadistic murders, you're in the right place. Remember that some feedback, corrections (grammatical or otherwise), and/or constructive criticism would help. Praise also works too, but spam and flames are not welcome. Ever. Now that we're up to speed...

Introduction

sadistic (sah-dis-tik)

[from "sadism" (adj.) Anything to do with obtaining pleasure by showing excessive cruelty towards others. (after Count de Sade, born 1740, died 1814, French novelist, writer, and local authority on sadism, his work titled Marquis de Sade)

Sources: Page 653, Webster's New World Dictionary, (c) 1956-1962; Page 691-692, Webster's Universal College Dictionary, (c) 1997-2001

love (luv)

(n.) a strong, passionate attachment to another person.

Sources: Page 444, Webster's New World Dictionary, (c) 1956-1962; Page 480, Webster's Universal College Dictionary, (c) 1997-2001

Sadistic Love (sah-dis-tik luv)

(n.) A profound affection towards a person though means of extreme malice towards others, usually by means of misfortune, pain, and/or suffering.

But what is "Sadistic Love," really? What is it, anyway?

I have come to a revelation...that not only my worst enemy introduced me to apathy and hatred, but I can grudgingly admit that he taught me another thing that I've never seen before...sadistic love.

Love thy neighbor and enemy, I know, but love through hurting? Maybe I ought to try that sometime... It's just funny, really...I used to consider human emotion as a weakness...apathy and sadism were my only friends then.