So I don't know why but I decided to write this, I suppose it stems from a request I was given and I should warn you it's sad... This is the first entry to an Diary left by Connie to grace, but with a different storyline. I could continue these and make a series of diary entries, based on whatever you guys want. Anyway let me know and please review Xx
Entry 1... 06/10/15
You see your father and I go way back, we never actually dated ... We shared a passionate affair, both available but neither of us committing... But we got together though only briefly, hence you. I fell pregnant and that made me so happy, and fulfilled. All of which was unbeknown to him until a month or so later... When you were born, I stopped him from seeing you and I'll never fully forgive myself for that, but it eventually worked out and you shared your time between us both. You know most of what happened, you went to America and I missed you everyday, your father and home with you and much like the original arrangement your time was shared.
Later in life through the many things that happened with you, we slowly became more and more in each other's life's and I guess some flames aren't meant to go out... your father and I were always meant for each other, despite the downs, the subtle flaws, we work and always have, we just just didn't see it.
That's the lesson I want you to know, look at what's in front of you, don't miss the obvious! You'll always regret it later in life, time is short and like your father and I realised unpredictable. I know he'll always love me, and I him. And you should know I'll always love you my baby girl... Daddy will tell you that everyday and I'll watch over you, I'll protect you and I won't let you go... And one day we'll all be together again and when that day comes time won't matter, because we'll know from that very day... we'll know what is meant to be.
All my love... Mum x