Janice missed the amazing sex. It was strange that Matt had been so adamant when he had seemed so stressed. He said there had been a man named Sylar in his head but that he got rid of him. That was all he would say. She didn't press him either, she'd learned to accept the bizarre twists in their life that shouldn't have been real but were. As she poured through paperwork at her desk she couldn't help but think about that night by the fire. She had not seen Matt so lustful since…ever. He made love to her aggressively for hours, there was a strange gleam in his eyes and he'd said the naughtiest things…Janice froze. Matt had said something about Sylar being able to take control of his body. It hadn't been Matt at all, it had been Sylar. She had willingly screwed a terrible man. At first she felt violated and confused but as she thought about it, she began to feel sad, sad that her husband couldn't muster as much desire and enthusiasm for her as a serial killer.
Sylar could've done it just to bother Matt but he had been much too enraptured for that to be the case. She found her mind going places it shouldn't. What did he look like? Did he think she was pretty? Did he like having a family for a little while?
Janice inwardly reprimanded herself; that wasn't fair to Matt and besides, Matt had made it sound like Sylar was gone for good.
Janice made it through most of the day without thinking about it again. On the drive home she actually blushed as she remembered the words she had said to him. "Oh Matt, I wish you could be like this all the time." That probably gave Sylar's ego a boost. Of course, she had cheated on Matt before but that was different. Not that she was proud of it but, their relationship was much better now. She had to remind herself that it wasn't her choice or her fault but still…Despite the absolute inappropriateness of the feelings, she couldn't help but recall the encounter with some fondness. He knew just how touch her and talk to her to push her into ecstasy and he had been kind of rough, and that was exciting. Matt was sweet and gentle and she loved that but, sometimes if he was only a bit more forceful in bed that would be nice.
As she kissed Matt and Matty hello, she hoped that she would be able to enjoy her family and stop feeling curious about some murderer who just happened to be a phenomenal lover.
Author's Note: This just came to me today, it's just a stand alone I've decided.
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