A/N: A big shout out to all my readers!! I'm so sorry if been forever since I updated any of my stories! School got in the way but I'm graduated now so more time to write I plan on updating all my stories soon. At one point I go back and forth between different characters. I hope it flows and doesn't confuse anyone. Just know that they are all in the same place just different parts of that same place like inside/outside for example. Enough talking on to the story! Hope you enjoy.
Dedication: This story is dedicated to all my friends at Matt's board at I'm sorry I haven't been around much the last few months.
Lost Loves
Logan Huntzberger sat at his desk reading some of the many files that had been laid on his desk that day. All the reports seem to read the same to him. Logan couldn't seem to keep his mind on work today as he absentmindedly played with the gold band on his left hand. It always brought a smile to his face: their wedding, the day she told him she was pregnant, and the day they found out it was a girl. They had agreed on the name Madison Elizabeth Huntzberger. Logan was snapped out of his thoughts by his ringing phone. He glanced at the id and it read Mitchum Huntzberger.
"Please father not today of all days" he stated to an empty room as he wiped a stray tear and got up and walked around his office.
All around his office were pictures of her and them: their engagement, their wedding, and honeymoon. His eyes stopped on two that were connected by the same frame. One was a sonogram picture of Madison, the other was Rory and Logan with Logan's arms wrapped around a very pregnant Rory with his hands resting on her swollen abdomen. Rory was smiling as Logan kissed her on the cheek. He picked up the pictures and hugged them to his chest as his mind drifted to a day early in her pregnancy.
"I can't believe it!" Logan heard her say as he entered their apartment.
"Hey Ace" he started almost whispering as he walked up behind her, wrapped his arms around her and kissed her gently on the cheek.
"What's up?" he countered.
"Two things" she started irritated. "One I no longer fit in my blue jeans and two I'm craving…
Logan looked at her curiously.
"I'm craving healthy food" Rory managed to finally say out loud.
Logan looked at her shocked as if to say did I hear you right?
"I didn't stutter your daughter wants healthy food. "The thought of junk food makes me sick."
Logan remembered how shocked he was at that statement. He never dreamed his Rory would not like junk food. It was just so not Rory. Logan also remembered how funny he thought it was that their unborn child was teaching Rory proper nutrition. Coming back to reality he smiled as his right hand traced the picture of his little Madison. The picture was put back on the table and Logan walked back to his desk to try to get some work done. Soon he was interrupted by his phone ringing. Glancing at the id he noticed it was Colin.
"Hey man".
"Hey, the gang and I were wondering how you were doing today?" Colin stated obviously worried about his friend.
"I'm fine as good as to be expected" Logan lied. In all honesty it still hurt like hell.
"Are you really?" Stephanie questioned.
"Yes Stephanie" Logan smiled slightly.
"Seriously, guys I'm fine and I need to go I need to run an errand" he responded with a hint of sadness in his voice.
"Hey mate, why don't we come take you to your errand?" Finn asked trying to help ease his best friend's pain.
"Thanks man that would be nice" he said glancing at Rory's picture on his desk.
The gang arrived at their destination and Logan asked for a few moments alone. He quickly made his way to a white marble building and entered. As he made his way down a long hallway Logan saw Richard and Emily in the distance.
"Richard, Emily it's good to see you both" he stated as he shook Richard's hand and hugged Emily.
Emily noticed Logan's ring and gave Richard a look. As if on cue Emily's phone rang glancing at her id she noticed it was Lorelai.
"Please excuse me I need to take this call" she replied stepping out a side door to take her call.
"Hello Lorelai, how are you?"
"How do you think I am?" she spat sadly.
"I'm sorry Lorelai. I know today is hard day for you".
"I'm sorry too it's just as hard for you and dad" Lorelai said sincerely.
"Has anyone talked to Logan?"
"Actually, your father is talking to him now. He showed up to visit them right before you called. He still has his ring on."
"He loved her mother I mean he really loved her. You can't expect him to just let her go just like that".
"Lorelai, I don't expect him to do that but it's been two years."
"I know you are worried about him we all are but it's his decision when he is ready to let her go not yours. You can't control everything mother". Listen mom, I don't mean to come down so hard on you especially today all I'm saying is don't push him".
"I know. Lorelai, I love you" Emily replied sincerely.
"I love you too mom. I'll talk to you later. Bye mom".
"Goodbye Lorelai" she repeated as she hung up her phone.
"How are you Richard?"
"As good as you I suppose especially given what today is."
Logan nodded.
Richard placed his hand on Logan's shoulder as he began…..
"Son, Rory would want you to move on and live your life".
Logan sighed "I don't know how to do that Richard. Rory and Madison were everything to me".
"We all know how you feel. We just want you to be happy again. Rory would too especially after two years".
"My head knows what you are saying is true but my heart can't take it just yet".
"I understand" Richard stated giving Logan's shoulder a squeeze. "I'm going to find Emily so you can have a moment alone".
As Richard walked away Logan turned his attention to the two gold plates on the wall.
The one on the left read:
Lorelai "Rory" Gilmore Huntzberger
Beloved Wife, Daughter, Granddaughter, Mother, and Friend
October 8, 1986 – March 10, 2009
"Always in our hearts"
"My Ace"
The one on the right read:
Madison Elizabeth Huntzberger
Beloved Daughter, Granddaughter, Niece
March 10, 2009 "Always in our hearts"
"My angel"
Logan sighed as he ran his right hand over each of the plates.
"I need my girls help if I'm going to move on with my life. I can't do it on my own I don't want too" he replied solemnly as a tear ran down his cheek.
"My heart aches for both of you every single day. I wonder what Madison would have looked like. If you would have gotten pregnant again. Oh Ace my life stopped the day your plane crashed. I love you my beautiful Ace" Logan said sincerely as he ran his hand gently over her plate.
"Daddy loves you too baby girl" He brought his left hand to his mouth kissed it and placed his hand on Madison's plate. He then brought his right hand to his mouth kissed it and placed his hand on Rory's plate.
Logan stared at them for a second longer then made his way outside to where his friends were waiting.
"How are you? Stephanie asked.
"I'm ok" he lied as he hugged a very pregnant Stephanie. As he pulled back from the hug Logan said "Listen guys I really need to get back to work. You can stay and visit with them if you want and I'll call a cab".
"Don't be ridiculous mate. We will take you back to work and visit with our lovely angels later" Finn responded.
"Thanks man" Logan stated gratefully.
The gang made their way back to their car to take Logan back to work.
Richard walked out the side door and saw Emily standing in the shade on the sidewalk waiting patiently for him.
"How is he?" Emily inquired.
"My dear, he is like the rest of us completely devastated. We talked about moving on but honestly he is not ready yet and you can force him if he's not ready. Give him time he will get there when he's ready"
The couple hugged and made their way back to their car to go home.
On an island somewhere………………………..
A woman and her child are in a hotel suite. There are two bedrooms. The little girl's room is pink with stuffed animals here and there. On the little girl's night table is a framed picture of her parents taken the day they found out Rory was pregnant. In the picture they are standing on the beach with their bodies facing each other as Logan has Rory wrapped up in a hug with her head on his chest as both smile at the camera. In the woman's room there's a king size bed and the room colors are hunter green and ivory. On her night table there are several pictures. They include one of Richard and Emily, one of Lorelai, one of their wedding day, one of a picture of Logan in a newspaper, and an article Logan wrote in a frame. Rory is brought back to reality by the sound of a door opening.
"Good morning mommy" a bouncy two year old with blond hair stated as she ran to her mother.
"Good morning baby. How's my girl this morning?"
"I'm ok mommy but mommy I miss daddy".
"I know baby me too. Mommy misses grandma, grandpa, and your great grandparents too. We'll get back to them soon I promise you" Rory said motivated as she hugged her daughter close.
The two were interrupted by a knock at the door.
"Come in".
"Good morning ma'am".
"Good morning Rachel".
"Honey, why don't you go play with Rachel mommy needs to go see someone".
The little girl climbed out of her mother's arms and walked over to Rachel and took hold of her hand.
"Ma'am" she began as Rory cut her off.
"Rachel, please call me Rory".
"Rory, I really am sorry about everything" she replied sincerely.
"Thank you Rachel. I don't know what she or I would have done without you" Rory stated with a grateful smile.
A little while later……..
"Is he here?" Rory demanded angrily as she walked past the woman at the desk. She stormed her way in his office and glared at him with fire in her eyes. Staring back at her was her captor.
It was none other than Elias Huntzberger.
TBC.
A/N: What do you all think? Should I continue?