A/N: So here's a short songfic based on Goodbye (I'm Sorry) by Jamestown Story. This story is a bit AU; Grace met Leo right out of college, and they have all already met Karen. Jack would be 21, Grace and Will 24, not sure about Karen. Italics are song lyrics; bold is the note, okay that's all read on.
Time has run out for me everything's distant and I don't know what to believe it's so hard lost in the world confusion and I need to leave for a while life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile, so goodbye I'll miss you
My friends and I have been slipping apart; we used to do everything together, now we barely hang out. I don't know if I should believe that it's not me and it's just that they have lives or that they really just don't like me anymore. Everything's so confusing; I never know what to think, or how to feel, I just want to get away but there's nowhere to go. If I solve one problem it's like there's ten more waiting to be solved. I can't even find anything to be happy about anymore, can't find a reason to smile. I should be happy today, it's my birthday, but everyone's busy. My family and my friends canceled on me, great people they are. I'm sorry, I couldn't go on but forget about me be strong, I'll miss you guys.
And I'm sorry but this is my fate everything is worthless no one who wants me to stay and I'm sorry but I've waited to long so here's my goodbye no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears
I feel as if I've always known it would come to this, every time I'd try to picture how my future would go I've always seen it ending in suicide. My job doesn't matter it won't help when I'm dead, and it never helped when I was alive, I always hated it. Nothing in my life really matters, no boyfriend in forever, and I don't really care about my family. No one will miss me, no one cares about me; Grace has Leo, Jack has Tom, and Karen and I never really got along. I'm saying goodbye I'm leaving this world; don't cry over me, I'm not worth it.
It's been the years of abuse neglected to treat the disorder that controls my youth for so long I'm in a fleshy tomb buried up above the ground its no use why should I hold on its been five years don't need one more, so goodbye life's abuse
I've been depressed for a while but I barely got diagnosed about three months ago. It's been at least five years that I've been feeling this way though. Five years I've been feeling as if I'm already dead, my body is my tomb. I can't take it anymore I just can't keep going so I'm giving up. I just want you to know it's not your guys' fault, its all the abuse that life threw at me. I love you guys, but I gotta go. Love Will
Every 18 minutes somebody dies from a suicide every 43 seconds somebody attempts one, if you or anybody you know is suicidal call 1(800)784-2433
My shrink gave me this number to call in case I had suicidal thoughts, I looked up some facts on suicide, a lot of people have died from it, and now I'll just be another statistic.
And I'm sorry but this is my fate everything is worthless no one who wants me to stay and I'm sorry but I've waited to long so here's my goodbye no one will cry over meA gunshot rang out as Will fell to the ground the phone in his hand clattered along the wood floor, on the other end a frantic voice called out before the line went dead. The ghost of a smile was on Will's face as he lay on the ground, his dead eyes gazing toward the ceiling.
Meanwhile Grace was in cab, on her way to Will's to take him to his favorite restaurant for a surprise birthday party, with all his friends and family.
So here's my goodbye no one will cry over me I'm not worth any tears