Hey guys! I decided to make a new fanfic. It's my first Sonadow! Finally! Anyway, on with the fic! Enjoy!


Sonic's POV:

Why do I have to feel this way? This isn't right. It's just...wrong! How can I like him like that?! No one knows about it but still...What if Shadow doesn't feel the same? Well, it would be understandable. He's not into guys, at least I don't think he is. Or worse, what if Amy finds out?! She'll surely hate me! Or she'll get me with her piko piko hammer! She'd be heartbroken...I don't feel the same way about Amy but, I really care for her. Amy's like a little sister to me...Ugh! I don't want to think about it anymore! I'm going on a run. That always makes me feel better.

I get off my bed and head out the door. I don't care where I'm going. As long as I keep my mind off of-

"Oh Sonic!" Oh crap.

"Sonic! I found you, my love!" Amy runs towards me and gives me one of her famous glomps.

"Amy! C'mon, I'm not in the mood right now!"

"Don't be silly!" Her grip tightens, suffocating me. "I've been looking for you all day! But now I've got you!" She giggles.

"A-A-Amy, I-I-I c-can't bre-eathe…" That's what I could get out. My face's turning purple!

"Oh! I'm sorry Sonic!" Amy releases me and I plop down on the ground, gasping for air.

"Geez Amy! You got some grip!"

"Yeah, sorry again."

"No it's alright. You just got excited."

"Anyway, Sonic?"

"Yeah Ames?"

"I was wondering if you wanted to go out sometime. Y-you know on a date."

"Listen Amy, like all the time's you asked, the answer is going to stay the same, N-O." I spell it out for her.

"Please Sonic. It'll be fun!"

"No."

"But Sonic I-"

"Sorry Ames but, I gotta go." I say as I run off, leaving a gust of wind. Everytime I leave Amy like that, I feel some guilt inside me. But at the same time, I'm glad that's over. Sometimes Amy stresses me out. I know she claims to love me but, I think it's just a fangirl-crush.

I need to get my mind off of Shadow. I should go somewhere...I know! Tails' place!...Wait, maybe I can tell him my secret. He'd understand, right? Tails' is my buddy. I trust him and he wouldn't tell anyone. Besides, if I had to tell one of my friends, it wouldn't be Amy obviously. Knuckles...he'd probably laugh. Rouge...she'd tell Shadow! Cream, uh she's a little too young for this kind of stuff. Yeah, I'd tell Tails. I should!

I make a skid and turn around to head to Tails' place. His house is not too far. In a super-sonic second, I'm standing in front of his front door. Well, here goes. I knock on the door two times.

"Coming!" I can hear Tails' voice. But, I also hear a females' voice too.


Amy's POV:

"But Sonic I-" I'm cut off.

"Sorry Ames but, I gotta go." Sonic says, running off. Aw that Sonic! How can he leave me like this? All I want is a date! At least one! Doesn't he realize how much I love him? How much he means to me? That I can't live with out him? Doesn't he love me? Whenever he leaves me like that, it breaks my heart. It's like saying 'I don't want to be around you' or 'I don't like you'. I know my Sonikku does love me! He's just shy! Yeah, that's why. If he didn't love me, then why would he save me all of those times from Dr. Eggman? Oh, I can just imagine us together! On a date, holding hands, after he walks me home, and he kisses me before I get in my house. Oh, I wish that'd really happen!

I should stop with my fantasy. I should get home. I kind of look like an idiot just standing out here, day dreaming!


Tails' POV:

"So Cream, what's up?" I say to the cream rabbit as I sit down next to her (on the couch, in the living room, in my house).

"Nothing really. I just wanted to come and visit you. Most of the time my mama wants me to stay home and help her with chores but, she let me go out. Thanks for asking." She gives me a cute smile. Gosh, she's so cute. I really wish I could tell her how I feel about her. I haven't had a crush on anyone since Cosmo...

"No problem."

"How about you, Tails?"

"Well, I've actually came up with a new-" I didn't finish my sentence, someone was knocking at the door. We both get up and blush at the same time.

"I'll get that." I say to Cream.

"Oh okay."

"Coming!" I say as I walk over to the door. I wonder if it's just Amy, asking where Sonic is. I turn the door knob and open the door wide open. Just to find Sonic standing there.

"Oh, hey Sonic."

"Hey buddy. Can we talk? I mean if you're not busy."

"Of course Sonic. Come in." I move to the side to let him in. He walks right in and notices Cream.

"I thought I heard someone in here. Hi Cream." He waves at her.

"Hi Sonic." She greets him.

"So Sonic, what is it that you wanted to talk about?" I ask him.

"Well, uh Tails...I kind of wanted to talk with you alone." He looks at me then at Cream.

"Oh! Right." I turn around and face Cream.

"We'll be back Cream."

"Alright. Where are you going?"

"Just upstairs. It'll only be a minute."

"Okay. I'll just be here." I nod at her. Sonic and I walk up the stairs and head to my room. I walk in last and close the door.

"So, what is it?"

"There's something I want to say, that no one else knows…"

"Yeah?"

"And uh, it has to do with Shadow…" I notice that Sonic looks very nervous.

"What has to do with Shadow?" I ask. The room was filling up with silence. It was pretty awkward. Did they get into a huge fight or something?

"...The thing is, I sort of-" The last part of Sonic's sentence I couldn't hear. Sonic just mumbled it.

"You sort of what?"

"I'm sort of-" Sonic repeats himself, still mumbling.

"Uh Sonic? If you don't want to tell me what it is, it's okay. But, if you really want to tell me, you're gonna have to be a little louder." I tell him. "I mean, if this something really important, you should tell me now. I'm getting kind of worried."

Sonic sighs and finally speaks clearly, sort of. "...I'm...I'm in l-love with him…" What he just said makes my eyes widen. I didn't expect him to say that. That would be the last thing I'd think he'd admit. It's...So gross.


Well here's the first chapter. This feels a bit rushed but, I just wanted to start with something short. Future chapters will probably be longer, with more details and stuff. So, how will Tails react? Will anyone else find out about Sonic's secret? Will there be some Sonadow?! Of course, in the future chapters! Please review and tell me what you think about this!